Dec 19, 2004 20:01
Author: Kirito aka Nagisa Kaworu aka Severus Snape (aka me ^_^)
Fandom: HP
Pairing: SS/RL, SB/RL
Character: SS
Rating: I don't know... PG maybe?
Genre: Angst? I don't know, really.
A/N: I am not native English speaker and this is my first English drabble ever. So... Don't sue, OK? And I don't know how to make cuts, sorry ^^"
Black... I hate this flea-bitten mongrel. How dares he think of such an unimportant things as his Birthday? The war is coming, for Salazaar's sake! And this damned werewolf.
Severus refilled his goblet and downed firewhiskey in one gulp.
How dares he...
- Happy Birthday, darling. I love you more that anyone in this world, I'll happily give my life to you...
How dares he! After all I've done! Granted, he didn't know a half of it. But nonetheless... It was I who soothed him after he was beaten by this mongrel, every time. It was I who'd been brewing potions to cover his bruises and mend his broken limbs every time this flea-bitten dog got angry for no apparent reason.
Severus brushed his hair our of his eyes and refilled the goblet again.
For Salazaar's sake... You told me Black was killing you. The feeling was killing you. You told me you had noone who could love you, who could save you. And I agreed to save you. And now...
Severus threw the goblet angrily.
- ...I thank all gods for they allowed me to meet you. You know, I love you more than anything. Happy Birthday, - Remus smiled to Black and drank from his goblet.
The memory hurt more than he cared to admit. It was as his heart was ripped out and to the pieces.
How dare you... You told me I was dear to you enough to forget Black. You told me you wanted to be with me, you wanted to fall for me. But then...
Then Black was once again kind and caring. And Snape was kicked out faster than he could imagine. Only... His heart was dead now.
harry potter,
fic