{ death
death
251 words | pg
- shinee ; key-centric
beta-ed by asianized_x
I realized that life truly isn’t a game; many die every day, and it’s just the reality of the situation. Good, bad, old, young; those you care for and those you hate with your whole being, can be gone in a second.
Harsh reality settles in as I sit here in the dark, my back leaning against the cold wall as my eyes stare into the darkness. I can feel my heart constrict at the thought of her being gone. It was unbelievable, when my mother called that night telling me she had collapsed… and that she didn’t make it.
I should have visited her more; called more and said I love you more. But it was hard, my work life busy and having to travel from city to city doing performances. Not to mention the added load of a reality show.
Death. A single word, but even one can affect the lives of so many.
My hands were clenched into tight fists, as if trying to hold onto the past that I wanted to relive. But I relaxed my palms once more, wishing that this never had happened.
I kept beating myself up over and over, but I know that it wont bring her back. Nothing will now. I finally let my tears fall; muffled sobs erupting from my body as I shook underneath the covers.
But eventually, time moves on and I know the pain will disappear. But forever shall she remain in my heart, mind, body and soul.
a/n: Inspired by my LJ friend's close friend, Haru. She had died while her family's shop was being robbed. Rest in peace, sweet heart ♥ ps: sorry for the fail angst.
251 words | pg
- shinee ; key-centric
beta-ed by asianized_x
I realized that life truly isn’t a game; many die every day, and it’s just the reality of the situation. Good, bad, old, young; those you care for and those you hate with your whole being, can be gone in a second.
Harsh reality settles in as I sit here in the dark, my back leaning against the cold wall as my eyes stare into the darkness. I can feel my heart constrict at the thought of her being gone. It was unbelievable, when my mother called that night telling me she had collapsed… and that she didn’t make it.
I should have visited her more; called more and said I love you more. But it was hard, my work life busy and having to travel from city to city doing performances. Not to mention the added load of a reality show.
Death. A single word, but even one can affect the lives of so many.
My hands were clenched into tight fists, as if trying to hold onto the past that I wanted to relive. But I relaxed my palms once more, wishing that this never had happened.
I kept beating myself up over and over, but I know that it wont bring her back. Nothing will now. I finally let my tears fall; muffled sobs erupting from my body as I shook underneath the covers.
But eventually, time moves on and I know the pain will disappear. But forever shall she remain in my heart, mind, body and soul.
a/n: Inspired by my LJ friend's close friend, Haru. She had died while her family's shop was being robbed. Rest in peace, sweet heart ♥ ps: sorry for the fail angst.