{ One Year Later
Title: One Year Later
Author:
yamada_love
Genre: Romance; Angst
Rating: PG
Pairing: Yamada Ryosuke x OC
Word Count: 1,356
Summary: One years has passed since they're break up. Will there ever be a second chance... or will it just be like this. One fateful encounter and two hearts; will love or regret win?
Note: Based off of SNSD's song 'One Year Later'
It feels like I've been dreaming for a long time
I've wandered and wandered around for a while
As if we made a promise
standing here in front of each other like that day from four seasons ago
That dream, I thought it had come true with you. The promise of ‘forever’ was made the day you said yes. My heartaches, and my thoughts race; nothing compares to what we had. The words you spoke still run through my head everyday, and the promise we made together still runs through my dreams at night; I dream of nothing but you.
Those beautiful stories that we wrote down together
those eternal promises that we prayed for at that time
they're all coming back to me now and I don't think my heart can take it
The stories and songs we wrote together… some how always revolved around love and the random duets we would have together. Those sweet promises, I still remember each one; I can’t ever forget them. I can even remember the day we made them; your sweet blush as I told you I wanted to be with you forever. The memories of us together come rushing back, even when I try to hold back. I can’t take it; it’s too much to bear, and I’ve been unraveled.
I've even restrained myself at the thought of you
how has your one-year been?
I’ve been trying to keep myself busy, for the mere thought of you shatters my concentration. The heartache, sweet memories, and the unforgettable way we parted ways… I don’t want to remember any of it.
One year has passed, my love. How have you been?
For a long time, I've been living, having forgotten of you
for a while, I thought I was doing fine
I’ve been keeping busy; did you know that? I’ve been living, breathing, and laughing just like one year ago. I had completely forgotten about you. Just keeping busy and occupied was fine. I thought I was fine too. The laughs I had didn’t feel the same. My smile felt fake and the sparkle in my eyes seemed feigned. But I’m fine, since I’ve forgotten all about you.
However I started to realize it as time passed by
that I am nothing without you
I’d wake up every morning, expecting a phone call from you. But then I’d realize… that you’re not mine any longer. I look up at the clock, and a sharp pain would go through my heart. I looked away, for time would remind me of how long ago you left me. My heart feels hallow as I drag myself out of bed; nothing looks or feels the same without you, my love.
At that time, if only we had been a bit more mature
If only we knew how we would be right now
I wish I could have been a better man for you; I’d always run away when you had something important to discuss. I was a coward. Why couldn’t I have matured faster? Maybe then you’d still be by my side. Maybe we could have married once you turned eighteen. Those hopes and dreams I had for you and me… all faded once I watched your retreating back. I could tell you were sobbing, but for me, the tears wouldn’t come. I wish we didn’t have to be the way we are now; I’ve been avoiding you during school and you’ve avoided walking by my workplace. I noticed you take the long route home now.
I have no confidence in overcoming these endless regrets
So I've had to just repress them
One year has passed like that
The regrets I have, I can never forgive myself. I know fully how much I made you cry yourself to sleep at night. I didn’t deserve someone like you. I’m sorry I wouldn’t call you back or respond to the messages you sent. I was too afraid, but I don’t know why. I thought I was in love with you, and I still think I am. But I have to hold back those emotions, for it interferes with work. I’m so sorry that sometimes I’m so worried about work and not about us. I hate the fact that when I had to go on tour, I had to leave you behind. But I guess that last time was the last time; I bet you feel like I abandoned you. One year has passed, and I’m still feeling the same for you as I have before. I can’t forget you, and I don’t want to. You may not see it on my face, but my love for you radiates from me.
Could your feelings perhaps be the same as mine?
Will you give me another chance?
I know now that we can never part from each other
the one person I love and love again
I hope you haven’t forgotten me; I noticed you haven’t seen any one since me. Was I your first boyfriend? Do you think you’d give me another chance? I pray so much; will you come back to me? I don’t think I can stay away from you much longer. I always walk to work, always hoping to see you by my side, talking about nothing in particular. Do you still work in that teashop? I can’t help if I fall in love with you over and over; maybe forever was our destiny.
I wish we can go back to our first days
to the beautiful, happy and loving days
Let’s go back to just you and me. I promise, that this time, I’ll worry more about you and not of work. I promise I’ll always be there when you need me, whether it’s the small things or the big things. I want to be by your side and never leave. Remember our first Valentine’s Day? I still recall the cute red blush that was dusted lightly across both of your cheeks as you held out the chocolate. I smiled nervously as everyone in the whole school knew I liked you and you liked me. I took the chocolate, with a crooked smile. You smiled in relief as I accepted your homemade chocolate. And I remember later that day, I confessed to you, and we were meant to be.
Those heart-breaking stories and vain arguments
Just bury all of that now
And promise that we won't take them out again
Forget all the fights we had; forget them all and let’s start new. All that matters is what happens now and what will happen in the future. Forget the past; it means nothing now. We shall never remember those again, ever.
No matter how many seasons pass and how many years go by
I hope that we won't meet like today again
I don’t care about time, but as long as you are mine in my mind, I’m satisfied with what I have, even if it’s you in my dreams. I wish we didn’t have to meet this way. Your eyes looked up in shock as we accidentally bumped into each other. You back away quickly, eyes darting somewhere else. You mumbled as sorry and continued on your way. The words that I couldn’t say, escaped as I watched your back disappear among the crowd. I miss you...
--- Omake ---
Your back disappeared amongst the traffic; all the noise around me disappeared as I could only hear the beat of my heart. Before I know it, my feet are moving after you; I haven’t had time to think or know what I’ve begun to do. I see you, in your long coat and white hat. I catch your arm, and turn you around. You look up at me, astonished. I smile as I saw that familiar blush on your cheeks.
I wrapped my arms around you, not caring who was looking. I started taking in your familiar scent; was it cherry blossoms? I could feel your arms wrap around my waist.; I smiled into your hair. You whispered that you missed me. I said I missed you too.
Never leave me…ever.
A/N: I know I'm supposed to be on hiatus, but I was supposed to go to a friend's house to go play some Chinese game, but I woke up late 2PM YO! so yeah. I decided to write... since I felt like it. I know it's utter fail, but w/e. T_______T I promise I'll get to those requests as soon as possible! My mind is to jumbled to think properly as you can see the fail in this fiction
comments are greatly appreciated!
Author:
yamada_love
Genre: Romance; Angst
Rating: PG
Pairing: Yamada Ryosuke x OC
Word Count: 1,356
Summary: One years has passed since they're break up. Will there ever be a second chance... or will it just be like this. One fateful encounter and two hearts; will love or regret win?
Note: Based off of SNSD's song 'One Year Later'
It feels like I've been dreaming for a long time
I've wandered and wandered around for a while
As if we made a promise
standing here in front of each other like that day from four seasons ago
That dream, I thought it had come true with you. The promise of ‘forever’ was made the day you said yes. My heartaches, and my thoughts race; nothing compares to what we had. The words you spoke still run through my head everyday, and the promise we made together still runs through my dreams at night; I dream of nothing but you.
Those beautiful stories that we wrote down together
those eternal promises that we prayed for at that time
they're all coming back to me now and I don't think my heart can take it
The stories and songs we wrote together… some how always revolved around love and the random duets we would have together. Those sweet promises, I still remember each one; I can’t ever forget them. I can even remember the day we made them; your sweet blush as I told you I wanted to be with you forever. The memories of us together come rushing back, even when I try to hold back. I can’t take it; it’s too much to bear, and I’ve been unraveled.
I've even restrained myself at the thought of you
how has your one-year been?
I’ve been trying to keep myself busy, for the mere thought of you shatters my concentration. The heartache, sweet memories, and the unforgettable way we parted ways… I don’t want to remember any of it.
One year has passed, my love. How have you been?
For a long time, I've been living, having forgotten of you
for a while, I thought I was doing fine
I’ve been keeping busy; did you know that? I’ve been living, breathing, and laughing just like one year ago. I had completely forgotten about you. Just keeping busy and occupied was fine. I thought I was fine too. The laughs I had didn’t feel the same. My smile felt fake and the sparkle in my eyes seemed feigned. But I’m fine, since I’ve forgotten all about you.
However I started to realize it as time passed by
that I am nothing without you
I’d wake up every morning, expecting a phone call from you. But then I’d realize… that you’re not mine any longer. I look up at the clock, and a sharp pain would go through my heart. I looked away, for time would remind me of how long ago you left me. My heart feels hallow as I drag myself out of bed; nothing looks or feels the same without you, my love.
At that time, if only we had been a bit more mature
If only we knew how we would be right now
I wish I could have been a better man for you; I’d always run away when you had something important to discuss. I was a coward. Why couldn’t I have matured faster? Maybe then you’d still be by my side. Maybe we could have married once you turned eighteen. Those hopes and dreams I had for you and me… all faded once I watched your retreating back. I could tell you were sobbing, but for me, the tears wouldn’t come. I wish we didn’t have to be the way we are now; I’ve been avoiding you during school and you’ve avoided walking by my workplace. I noticed you take the long route home now.
I have no confidence in overcoming these endless regrets
So I've had to just repress them
One year has passed like that
The regrets I have, I can never forgive myself. I know fully how much I made you cry yourself to sleep at night. I didn’t deserve someone like you. I’m sorry I wouldn’t call you back or respond to the messages you sent. I was too afraid, but I don’t know why. I thought I was in love with you, and I still think I am. But I have to hold back those emotions, for it interferes with work. I’m so sorry that sometimes I’m so worried about work and not about us. I hate the fact that when I had to go on tour, I had to leave you behind. But I guess that last time was the last time; I bet you feel like I abandoned you. One year has passed, and I’m still feeling the same for you as I have before. I can’t forget you, and I don’t want to. You may not see it on my face, but my love for you radiates from me.
Could your feelings perhaps be the same as mine?
Will you give me another chance?
I know now that we can never part from each other
the one person I love and love again
I hope you haven’t forgotten me; I noticed you haven’t seen any one since me. Was I your first boyfriend? Do you think you’d give me another chance? I pray so much; will you come back to me? I don’t think I can stay away from you much longer. I always walk to work, always hoping to see you by my side, talking about nothing in particular. Do you still work in that teashop? I can’t help if I fall in love with you over and over; maybe forever was our destiny.
I wish we can go back to our first days
to the beautiful, happy and loving days
Let’s go back to just you and me. I promise, that this time, I’ll worry more about you and not of work. I promise I’ll always be there when you need me, whether it’s the small things or the big things. I want to be by your side and never leave. Remember our first Valentine’s Day? I still recall the cute red blush that was dusted lightly across both of your cheeks as you held out the chocolate. I smiled nervously as everyone in the whole school knew I liked you and you liked me. I took the chocolate, with a crooked smile. You smiled in relief as I accepted your homemade chocolate. And I remember later that day, I confessed to you, and we were meant to be.
Those heart-breaking stories and vain arguments
Just bury all of that now
And promise that we won't take them out again
Forget all the fights we had; forget them all and let’s start new. All that matters is what happens now and what will happen in the future. Forget the past; it means nothing now. We shall never remember those again, ever.
No matter how many seasons pass and how many years go by
I hope that we won't meet like today again
I don’t care about time, but as long as you are mine in my mind, I’m satisfied with what I have, even if it’s you in my dreams. I wish we didn’t have to meet this way. Your eyes looked up in shock as we accidentally bumped into each other. You back away quickly, eyes darting somewhere else. You mumbled as sorry and continued on your way. The words that I couldn’t say, escaped as I watched your back disappear among the crowd. I miss you...
--- Omake ---
Your back disappeared amongst the traffic; all the noise around me disappeared as I could only hear the beat of my heart. Before I know it, my feet are moving after you; I haven’t had time to think or know what I’ve begun to do. I see you, in your long coat and white hat. I catch your arm, and turn you around. You look up at me, astonished. I smile as I saw that familiar blush on your cheeks.
I wrapped my arms around you, not caring who was looking. I started taking in your familiar scent; was it cherry blossoms? I could feel your arms wrap around my waist.; I smiled into your hair. You whispered that you missed me. I said I missed you too.
Never leave me…ever.
A/N: I know I'm supposed to be on hiatus, but I was supposed to go to a friend's house to go play some Chinese game, but I woke up late 2PM YO! so yeah. I decided to write... since I felt like it. I know it's utter fail, but w/e. T_______T I promise I'll get to those requests as soon as possible! My mind is to jumbled to think properly as you can see the fail in this fiction
comments are greatly appreciated!