{Forgetting
Title: Forgetting
Author: Diana
Genre: Angst
Originally Posted: June 28, 2009
Rating: PG-13-ish
Pairing: Takaki Yuya x Yamada Ryosuke; hints of Takaki x OC
Disclaimer: I own… nothing T_T
Summary: Forgetting Takaki was a lot harder than Yamada could have imagined.
Loving you felt like heaven, you leaving me felt like the sky was falling, and missing you tears me apart. Seeing you with someone else besides myself hurts. No matter how hard I try, I just can't stop remembering the good times we had; forgetting was a lot harder than I thought.
During the day, I try to keep myself busy with work and school, thought sometimes my thoughts draw back to you. At night, it is a different story... my heart breaks even more when I think about the way he makes you laugh. Like the way I used to.
My hands ball up into fists at how much happiness he brings to you now, something I am not able to do anymore.
Just seeing you, it makes me smile, but at the same time, I just want to break him.
I guess... I'm in denial about the fact that you've stopped loving me. I should have known getting involved with you was a bad idea, since you were a playboy and all, but the passion I hadfor you made me forget my reason and my right mind.
I've never felt something like that before and after we parted ways, I felt... I felt so hollow, like an empty shell.
For days, I thought I had no reason to live.
Did I mean something to you?
That question is meaningless now as I see you toying with him as you did with me.
How could I have fallen for such a deceitful person? But I have tried moving on, and I am proud to say now is, forgetting was a lot harder than I thought it would be.
Author: Diana
Genre: Angst
Originally Posted: June 28, 2009
Rating: PG-13-ish
Pairing: Takaki Yuya x Yamada Ryosuke; hints of Takaki x OC
Disclaimer: I own… nothing T_T
Summary: Forgetting Takaki was a lot harder than Yamada could have imagined.
Loving you felt like heaven, you leaving me felt like the sky was falling, and missing you tears me apart. Seeing you with someone else besides myself hurts. No matter how hard I try, I just can't stop remembering the good times we had; forgetting was a lot harder than I thought.
During the day, I try to keep myself busy with work and school, thought sometimes my thoughts draw back to you. At night, it is a different story... my heart breaks even more when I think about the way he makes you laugh. Like the way I used to.
My hands ball up into fists at how much happiness he brings to you now, something I am not able to do anymore.
Just seeing you, it makes me smile, but at the same time, I just want to break him.
I guess... I'm in denial about the fact that you've stopped loving me. I should have known getting involved with you was a bad idea, since you were a playboy and all, but the passion I hadfor you made me forget my reason and my right mind.
I've never felt something like that before and after we parted ways, I felt... I felt so hollow, like an empty shell.
For days, I thought I had no reason to live.
Did I mean something to you?
That question is meaningless now as I see you toying with him as you did with me.
How could I have fallen for such a deceitful person? But I have tried moving on, and I am proud to say now is, forgetting was a lot harder than I thought it would be.