Title: Sound of His Broken Heart
Author: kawaii_massu
Rating: G
Pairing: Changmin-centric, broken!HoMin, XiMin
Genre: Angst, Romance
Warning: None, maybe typos or grammar mistakes
A.N : A quick idea and quick writing... Inspired from the song Sound Of A Broken Heart sung by Westlife...
actually i'm not satisfy with the end result of this fic, but well i just don't know how to do it anymore..but, i hope you'll enjoy this. ^^;;
Poster by my lovely
lovin_pucca❤
‘Changmin, I love you…’
Liar.
The things that he said are all lies. If he was going to leave him at the end, then why did he have to say those words? Why trapping him inside the beautiful heaven of love that in the end will pulling him down into the abyss of a broken heart? He wondered.
‘I’m sorry…’
Don’t. He doesn’t want to hear it. He covers his ears within his palms. He shuts his eyes tightly and blocking the sight of his once lover walking away and disappearing between the imaginary dark surrounding him.
Why must he say sorry that in the end he chose to walk away?
‘Yunho…’
His name feels like curse that spreading through his body, running with the stream of blood inside his veins, that no matter what he does, he can never break the spell entrapping him.
In so many ways I tried to reach you
And I don’t know why I couldn’t get through
When I tried so hard to break your guard
Didn’t know it would leave this scar
He wants to run over him, but he already too far for his feet to catch. He wants to keep him inside his heart, but the feeling’s already too foreign to recognize. And somehow everything changes to be so cold.
‘Please don’t go!’
He chants those words over and over again in his sleep, leaving his mouth like a mantra upon the failed prayer… The words like bile and taste bitter in his mouth, and he can’t even hear anything except for those pathetic words. The world around him falls apart, shattered and destroyed. And he can’t do anything to recollect every pieces of the beautiful dream that leaving him with emptiness inside… He doesn’t know where to start. He extends his hand, reaching for the empty air, trying to find anything that he can hang onto, wanting to touch something else that isn’t only his trembling body.
When will the world start spinnin’
And what happened to my happy ending
Learning what it takes, to turn this page
Didn’t know how to walk away
“...min... Changmin?”
No! Please! He doesn’t want this anymore. He wants to be saved. He wants to be free from this pain that constrict around his heart. He reaches again, and it feels too heavy, too painful that he can not help clutching his chest tightly. He wants something to rely on. He wants something that can light his loneliness.
Please!
And he doesn’t realize he was screaming, struggling and reaching out, until a warm hand taking over his, gently holding on and tugs him in. There’s a voice whispering to him, so soft and like velvet to his ears.
“Wake up, baby. Wake up…”
And he does. Slowly but surely…
His heavy eyelids are fluttering open accompanied by his harsh breathing.
“Junsu… JunsuJunsuJunsu…” He reaches him in a rush, burying his face inside the other’s chest to hide his face which flooded by his tears, while the other’s hand instinctively wrapping around his frail features, hugging him tight and protectively in his embrace.
“Sshhh… sssh… Don’t cry, baby. It’s just another nightmare. Come on look at me.” Junsu kisses his temple, rubbing his back soothingly and clutching him tightly for reassurance.
Hiccuping lightly, hesitantly he’s looking up.
And the pain isn't over
But the sun keeps on rising
Junsu’s smiling face greets him, and soon the smile sweeps away his fear, calming his insecure heart. And with one kiss pressing against his lips, Changmin knows that he’ll be okay. He’ll be stronger.
I never thought that I’d survive you
But I will be free
And there’ll be so many nights I gotta get through
But now I see
You’ll never be the end of me (no)
How is it??? i'm sorry if it's not good.
but comments and feedbacks are always loved.. <3<3