drugs are a funny thing. i've been looking at the psychological effects of all the diff drugs ive used in my life. this should be an SAT anaology, lol. ok ok. here's the questions- cocaine:caffeine as A)heroine:runner's high. B)weed:sleeping for like 12 hours. or C) zoloft:using psychology to feel better. haha, one is right. good luck.

i wish there was a word stronger than sorry - i mean shit, sorry just doesn;t cut it. with one word is someone supposed to forgive you for all the trouble you have caused them? even if there was a word that did, would that make everthinkg ok? perhaps thats why pp belive in forgiving one another. Thats all i can do. and if i piss you off, please ( Read more... )

i never thought chilling with eric riggerelo and david and jeff reiki and nikk (spud) would get me in such a good mood. Its always nice to have opinions from pp you don;t see too often in combination with ones you do. my mind is pretty clear right now- I think i'm back to my good ol' self.

i am seriously fucked up. i'm gonna goto seattle with nikk and hopefulyl come to some conclusiosn about where im at in my life. i got too arrogant, being a "franchise manager" and surviving a "140mph car crash." WTF... I fail at the things that are truly important, liek morals, integrity, and discresion. It seems i dive into everythhing with full ( Read more... )

DRUGS ARE BAD. I had some seeds with LSA in them (kinda liek LSD) and it whacked me out for a whole day and didn't allow me to enjoy my last day in pullman. man, screw drugs.

"trical09: "Men don't have female friends. They just have women they haven't slept with yet." Someone famous said this." max, you are a genius. i want one of those movie relationships. you know, the ones where the guy realises the chick who has been hsi friend his whole life is the one he loves. thing is, i've never been able to be a friend for any ( Read more... )

wtf is wrong with me. i constantly throw away chances for success and love for what? a cheap orgasm? a kiss? the thrill of going really fast? the ones who matter know what i'm talking about. god damnit nikk, help me on this one! i really f'd up and need some guidance. Also, AIM fucking sucks. i can never tell when pp are being sarcastic, especially ( Read more... )

you ever have a dream thats so good or so bad that the rest of your day is good or bad? justa thought.

-sigh- my friend from topenish came over a couple days ago. his mom wouldn't let him drive all that way unless i promised to look out for him, so i said i would. But, since he's crazy he got into trouble anyway. we were supposed to meet up at jack in the box after a quick race at traxx but he got lost and decided to goto one of his friend's houses ( Read more... )

august 19th: I bought an 94 acrua integra GSR for 4900... cash. after 2 minutes owning the vehicle i took it up the boeing freeway at 140mph and rolled it 6 times when i lost control in a drift. the only thing salvagable on the car was the top-end. the block had a hole in it and was spilling oil, the tranny had a hole, the interior looked like a ( Read more... )