It's 12:19, I got home at 9:30. I'm waiting to go back out. I really hope I do ( Read more... )

Funny how loved and lonely are right next to eachother on the icon selection thingy ( Read more... )

Sooo last night was the Spill Canvas/ As Tall As Lions show with Laura and Ben. Excelltent. It was really good to see the guys, they always put me in a good mood. I had tons of fun with Laura and Ben, they're amazing. UNFORTUNATELY my friend was supposed to go with me tonight to the same show in Syracuse, I had us both on the guest list and ( Read more... )

I've never felt more empty and alone in my life. It kind of sucks. I should have trusted my gut and not gone to Syracuse ( Read more... )

I came to conclusions about a lot of things in my life today.

-- I think I could be declared as legally insane. Clinically insane.
-- I smoke too damn much. My throat hurts. A pack in 12 hours?
-- I'm absolutely petrified to go to Syracuse Saturday, and excited? Weird ( Read more... )

My favorite thing in the world is realizing I'm just getting my hopes up. I need to let go. I just have to figure out how ( Read more... )

Classes part 2. I liked it. Math is... boring, but easy of course but I'm excited for Mass Comm. My professor is a riot. He's almost 60 and is still madly in love with his wife. It's so cute. He got married when he was 20 and she was 21. It gives me hope... except all I can think about is Matt and me. It kills me ( Read more... )

I can't fucking stop coughing. I don't know why. But I hate it ( Read more... )

What matters, nothing.Joe and Alan have showed me this way of life of truely not caring, it's fantastic ( Read more... )

I love Massachustes. So much. I want to move to Boston and never leave.

I had a minor melt down earlier after talking to Matt but I'm back up for now.

Not stoked to go home tomorrow.

I'll probably update when I get home.