[FIC] Ryoda: Baby Let Me Give You A New Life (Chapter 15- Part 2)
Part 2
Tatsuya slowly opened his eyes. His eyes searching his surrounding for someone or to be precise, he looking for Ryo. He was alone, inside his and Ryo’s bedroom but he couldn’t find Ryo. Slowly trying to wake up from the bed, he felt like he just had a terrible nightmare. His head was hurting him and he felt unease inside his heart. Looking outside from the window, Tatsuya could see that the day had turned to night.
“Ryo! Ryo!” Tatsuya tried to call out but he didn’t get any reply. Ringing the bell at the bedside table, Tatsuya was waiting with hope that some of the maids heard him but no. Nobody seem to come and check on him inside the room.
“Where is everyone?” Tatsuya thought and he tried to remember what happened before he fainted. Tatsuya slowing regained his memories back. He was going out shopping with Ryo early in the morning to buy Taka-chan his birthday present. Then, when they come back, there a blue-eyes lady waiting for them at the guest house and she demanding something back.
“Oh dear, the lady..where is she?” Tatsuya was shouting like crazy and he rushed toward the door. His heart beating fast and he was worried. What if the lady that come out of nowhere had taken Taka-chan with her when he fainted? All kind of thought of losing Taka-chan passed through his mind and he couldn’t wait anymore to meet Taka-chan.
“I need to find Taka-chan. Taka-chan! Taka-chan!” Tatsuya screamed along the corridor outside their room. Running as fast as he could toward Taka-chan’s room, Tatsuya was shouting and calling out Taka-chan’s name. His eyes felt blurry because he was crying and he just dashed forward without minding whatever he pushed through just to go to Taka-chan’s room.
When Tatsuya finally arrived in front of Taka-chan’s bedroom, his heart was beating faster than before and he was scared. He scared that Taka-chan was not inside the room when he opened the door and that could only meant one thing. Taka-chan had been taken away when he was unconscious. He suddenly felt so stupid for fainting and couldn’t defence Taka-chan.
Tatsuya pushed the door slowly, the room came to his sight. His eyes immediately looking around for Taka-chan. Tatsuya dropped on his knees when it not only Taka-chan was sleeping soundly on the bed but Ryo was sleeping there, hugging Taka-chan on his sleep and they looked peaceful. Taka-chan’s hand was resting on Ryo’s chest. All at once, the worries in his heart felt like leaving his body for once. The room was dark because it was already late at night, he supposed that why nobody come to his room when he rang the bell. All the members of Nishikido’s mansion must had been asleep. The only light source inside the room was the little lamp with florescence colour on it. Tatsuya still remembered how he was against the idea of placing the little lamp inside Taka-chan bedroom because he didn’t want Taka-chan to make it a habit to be scare of dark. However, he lost against Nishikido’s papa because everything that Taka-chan’s demanded, he got it immediately when Nishikido’s papa was involved in their argument.
Approaching the sleeping figures on the bed. Tatsuya thought he would stop crying once he sure that Taka-chan still with him but as he approaching the bed, he couldn’t stop himself from crying. His tears kept falling down and wetting his face. Tatsuya’s could felt the sleeve of his shirt was now wet because he been rubbing his tears away with his shirt. Tatsuya felt relieved but at the same time, he was worried and scared.
“What if the lady come back?” The thought terrified Tatsuya that he felt likes running away and brought Taka-chan somewhere nobody could find them.
Kneeling on the bedside where Taka-chan was lying on the bed with his body against Ryo’s chest, Tatsuya caressed Taka-chan’s hair gently and his tears threatening to fall more heavily. Biting his lips, Tatsuya tried hard to suppress his cries because he didn’t want to wake Taka-chan in his sleeps. His lips hurting so much because he was partially biting on it to suppress his cries, and Taka-chan was looking so clueless in his sleep that Tatsuya suddenly felt pity of him, pity him for not knowing anything, not knowing that his real mother had returned, to take him away.
Ryo slowly awaken from his sleeps because of the faint sobbing sound near him, slowly, he opened his eyes and greeted by the crying Tatsuya, who was only looking at the sleeping Taka-chan and did not even spare a glance to him. Ryo’s heart felt heavy as he had to see Tatsuya in his devastating state, where Tatsuya was trying so hard to hold his cries and how he gently caressing Taka-chan in his sleeps, like he is the most precious thing to him. No doubt on that. The reality hurt so much, Ryo always wanted to be the most precious thing to Tatsuya but a certain thing, he never could win over Taka-chan.
In the dark, Ryo cleared his throat to get Tatsuya’s attention. Realising that Ryo had already woke up from his sleeps, Tatsuya quickly wiped his tears to hide the fact that he been crying for what like an hour already.
“Silly, I can see that.” Ryo sound scolding when he saw the hurried movement of Tatsuya in order to hide his tears.
“I’m not. How can you know? It dark in here.” Tatsuya asked back when he sure that the evidence of him crying being wipe off.
“I been awake for a while and saw everything.” Ryo whispered in order not to wake Taka-chan.
Tatsuya tried to search for Ryo’s eyes in the dark, barely but he could see that Ryo being serious and he looked tired too.
“I didn’t know. I thought you was asleep.” Tatsuya whispered back and he lowered his head, looking down on his hand as if it was the most interesting thing in the world.
Waking up from the bed, Ryo went around the other side of the bed where Tatsuya was kneeling and looking down to pick Tatsuya up from the floor and then hugged him from behind. The hug surprised Tatsuya but he let it be. He needed someone to hold him right now, he felt weak, he needed someone to hold and support him so that he won’t fall on his knee. Tatsuya leaned into Ryo, and immediately melted by Ryo.
From behind, Ryo kept hugging Tatsuya and breathing in the scent of Tatsuya’s body. The comforting smell to prove that it was his husband that he was holding. The body heat radiating from Tatsuya’s body, felt soothing to his body like a cure to some kinds of mysterious disease of falling in love without realising it.
“Let go back to our room.” Ryo murmured while kissing Tatsuya on the cheeks, his hold on Tatsuya waist didn’t loosen up too.
Tatsuya was quiet, he was enjoying the close distance between them but his eyes didn’t once leaving the sleeping Taka-chan. He would love to go back and curled up with Ryo on their bed but he doesn’t want to leave Taka-chan yet, not tonight, not after knowing he might lose Taka-chan in the future.
“Baby, answer me. Let go…” Ryo didn’t get to finish his words when suddenly Tatsuya turned around and leave a brief kiss on his lips. It was an underestimation if Ryo said he was not surprised at all.
Looking at each other in the dark, Tatsuya leaned forward again and kissed Ryo on the lips again, but this time a little bit longer than before and more passionate. His fist was clenching against Ryo’s sleeve and leaning his body fully into Ryo, as if asking Ryo to hold him more tightly and never let go.
“Ryo, hold me.” Tatsuya said and he hides his head on the crooks of Ryo’s neck. Almost immediately, Ryo pulled Tatsuya toward him and hold him tightly, if possible, even the air couldn’t even get a way to pass through in between them. That how much Ryo wanted Tatsuya to be near him and to always be dependent on him. He hates it so much when Tatsuya ran away from him, he hates the gaps, he hates the distance.
“Please..always be mine, Tatsuya.” Ryo found the courage to whisper it out. Ryo could feel that Tatsuya jumped a bit hearing his confession.
“I love you.” Ryo finally confessed and he immediately could feel Tatsuya was shivering in his arms.
Turning his back again Ryo, Tatsuya suddenly sobbed again, he was hiding his face with his hands and resisting when Ryo trying to open up hands, to stop him from hiding his face.
“No. You never mean that.” Tatsuya silently sobbed but his cries getting more obvious when Ryo leave comforting kiss on top of his head.
“Baby, why are you crying again?” Ryo asked out of panic. Just now Tatsuya was kissing him and now suddenly avoiding him again. Tatsuya suddenly pushed Ryo aside and ran out of the room, leaving Ryo dumbfounded for a while before Ryo dashed out to run after Tatsuya.
Tatsuya kept running, he couldn’t run back to their room, he knows Ryo would found him easily there. He ran out of the mansion through the front door and dashed toward the garden. He was crying hard, the confession, it was hurting him. In his heart, those words, were just lies that Ryo always told him.
“It just a lie.” Tatsuya kept repeating it inside his mind while he running away. The next thing Tatsuya knows was when he stopped running, was when he reached the glass house inside their garden. Looking back, checking whether Ryo following him or not. Tatsuya was disappointed when he couldn’t see any traces of Ryo. It just proved that he was right about Ryo being not serious with him.
Entering the glass house which surrounded by hundred kinds of flower which specifically picked by Nishikido’s mama, Tatsuya headed toward the bench where all he could see was roses surrounding the area. He loves sitting on that spot near the roses, whenever he running away from the mansion, just to avoid being nagged by Nishikido’s papa noisy demands, he always hid himself inside the glass house and talked to the flower. The smell of roses and other flowers calmed him and flower didn’t talk back on him.
“He lies again.” Tatsuya shouted toward the roses. He broke down, kneeling on the ground and looking at the roses with tears on his eyes. His sleeves was already wet because he been using it to wipe his tears off.
“He lies. I know it. He lies.” Tatsuya shouted again and completely lost in his owned grief that he didn’t hear the footsteps nearing him.
Ryo glad that he able to find where Tatsuya was running to. He barely caught up with him but he saw the door of the glass house was opened when he passed by. He just trying his luck when he decided to check whether Tatsuya was inside. He heard sobbing sound when he walked more into the glass house.
“Tat..suya” Ryo stopped walking, he saw the crying Tatsuya on the ground, looking at the bushes of roses in front of him. The scene broke his heart. He didn’t expect to find Tatsuya as miserable as the one he just found now, it was too painful to look at the broken Tatsuya. Walking slowly toward Tatsuya, Ryo kneel down beside him and just hugged him.
“I’m sorry. I don’t know why..but I’m sorry.” Ryo whispered and kept Tatsuya inside his hugs.
“I couldn’t stand you playing with me anymore, Ryo. I HAD ENOUGH!” Tatsuya sobbed, he was holding onto Ryo, his gripped on Ryo was strong. It was painful living Ryo, but he knows it much painful for him without Ryo.
“I DIDN’T PLAY WITH YOU.” Ryo yelled, he was half mad. He couldn’t understand which part of his action made Tatsuya’s thought wrongly of him.
“How Tatsuya could thought he was just playing around with the confession.” Ryo thought. He forced Tatsuya to look directly into his eyes, both were crying and sobbing. Ryo lose it, he was crying now. His heart felt heavy when he watched the crying face of his husband, his lover, his Tatsuya.
“I always love you.” Ryo confessed again, this time followed by a short kiss on Tatsuya’s lips.
“YOU LIAR!” Tatsuya shouted but his voice was weak, he wanted to believe Ryo’s words but on the same times, too afraid to believe it. He pushed himself a bit further from Ryo but failed to do so when Ryo pulled him back more into himself.
“Why do you do this to me, Ryo? Was I that funny to you?” Tatsuya asked and his hands kept wiping the tears that couldn’t stop flowing.
“Never, don’t say that.” Ryo begged, Tatsuya’s words just broke him in the inside. He stroked Tatsuya’s hair gently and kissed him on the forehead.
“Was I that funny when you rape me? Was I that funny when you forced me into this wedding? Was I that funny when I missed you when you were away for work? Was I that funny when I got angry because you cheated on me?” Tatsuya continued his rages.
“WAS I THAT FUNNY WHEN I ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND HOPE THAT YOU LOVE ME BACK?” Tatsuya exploded, he was pissed, not because Ryo was clueless of his feeling, but he was pissed of himself for falling in love with Ryo.
With Taka-chan might be taken away from him, he felt that all his love one were going to leave him one by one. If, only if Taka-chan was taken away someday, then his last hope was only Ryo. He only had Ryo in his life if he didn’t has Taka-chan anymore. The thought made Tatsuya broke down again, crying even harder that he having difficulties in breathing. Tatsuya beats his chest a few time, so it easier for him to breath. He suddenly felt suffocated with the thought of his two beloved might leave him.
Ryo was surprised with Tatsuya’s confession, for a moment, he felt the world moving just for them. Looking at the crying Tatsuya, Ryo picked him up from the ground and pushed him to sit on the bench.
“Silly boy. How could you think your love for me is funny?” Ryo scolded and helped Tatsuya to wipe the tears on his face.
“I told you, right? I.Love.You.” Ryo emphasised the words and looked at Tatsuya with loving eyes.
“Really?” Tatsuya looked up and waiting for the answer.
“Yes. All this time, all I did to you, it was because I always love you. I don’t know how to love you the right ways. I’m sorry, love.” Ryo told and slowly, crawling to trap Tatsuya with his arms into the bench. Tatsuya fall back and he was now half lying on the bench with Ryo on top of him, their legs still touching the ground but their body was close and their face were just an inch away from each other. They could almost feel each other breaths.
“Really?” Tatsuya asked with his innocent voice and his eyes was glimmering with tears, his nose still red from crying but the blush on his face was the most attractive thing to Ryo. Tatsuya looked away and smiled, he tried to supress the shyness he felt but he failed with the bright pink of his blush on both of his cheeks.
“Yes and yes. Is ‘really’ your only replies? No other thing to say, my dear princess?” Ryo teased while stealing kisses from Tatsuya and on the same time, his hands travelled down to caress Tatsuya’s underneath his shirt.
Tatsuya shook his head indicating he got no other things to say. He pulled Ryo down and kissed him hard, he been waiting for the confession. How silly could he be for always misunderstanding Ryo?
They kissed each other deep and long. Tatsuya legs was now trapping Ryo’s waist and his gripped on Ryo’s collar was strong, he not going to let go of Ryo. They adjusted their position so it more comfortable for them to make out in the garden. They only let go of each other lips when they out of breath but only to continue making out again.
Their thought was only on each other. They pushed back all their problem to back of their mind. Tatsuya totally had forgotten about the sudden appearance of Taka’s biological mother and Ryo didn’t care anymore about them having “fake” marriage and also about Tsubasa. Now, all they cared was each other, together, in each other arms.
From the bench, to the table at the middle of the garden and to every others part around the garden (the glass house), their aggressive kissed then turned to undress each other’s and making love until both of them were out of energy and then night sky soon turned bright. Before the sunset, Ryo picked Tatsuya up and brought his princess back to their bedroom. He didn’t want to be found naked together with Tatsuya on the garden.
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That morning, when Nishikido’s mama, together with the freshly bath Taka-chan, came to check the garden inside the glass house. The sight in front of her left her shattered as the landscape. Flower branches and trunks were scattered around the place, a certain area of his garden was destroyed. Some of the flowers pot had fallen down from its original place, some of the leaves were now occupying the floor and what more was the small table inside the glass house was ruined, rather that standing proudly in the middle of the garden, now it was lying on the floor and two shirts were hanging at the bottom of the table legs. Picking up one of the shirt, Nishikido’s mama took a depth breath before he screamed “Ryo!!Tatsuya!!”.
Meanwhile, Taka-chan giggled at the side with a puppy inside his arm. He got a puppy from his Ryo-nii last night as his birthday present and he couldn’t wait for his Tat-nii to wake up so that they could play with the puppy together.
Last night, he was kept inside the bedroom with Nishikido-mama accompanied him when suddenly he heard loud commotion in their mansion just to see his Ryo-nii carrying his fainted Tat-nii into the bedroom. He was so surprised that he ran out of the room and stormed toward his nii-nii bedroom. As he was about to cry, his Ryo-nii came and hugged him saying that his Tat-nii was a little bit of sick and would wake up soon. He was sobbing as he tried to stop himself from crying out loud when suddenly their head butler came in and passed him a big box.
“Now, Taka-chan, be a good boy and open your birthday present. Your Tat-nii and I went out early especially to get you this thing.” Ryo said and he looked at Taka-chan with fake smiley face. He was worried of the fainted Tatsuya, even though he knew it nothing serious but he couldn’t bear the pain that Tatsuya felt inside when he heard someone trying to take Taka-chan from them. But they needed to act normal as to protect Taka-chan from the truth. The puppy would be a good distraction at a time like this. Ryo gave a meaning looks to his papa as if giving each other signal to talk about the matters afterward.
With teary eyes, Taka-chan opened his big present surrounded by Nishikido’s papa and mama that looked worried. He was clueless of what happening around him but he followed his Ryo-nii words and opened the box. He smiled brightly when his eyes greeted the small puppy inside the box. He picked the puppy from inside the box and hugged his Ryo-nii, saying multiple times of thank you. He could feel that his Ryo-nii just nodded and he wished that his Tat-nii woke up soon to play with him.
“Aunty, I think Ryo-nii and Tat-nii must had been playing here last night.” Taka-chan said to the angry Nishikido’s mama and he running around the glass house, kicking the scattered death flowers and leaves.
“And they so bad for not asking me to play together.” Taka-chan said and Nishkido’s mama just glad that Taka-chan was so innocent to realise what kind of ‘play’ had happened their last night.
Inside the bedroom, Ryo and Tatsuya was sleeping soundly which hugging each other. They were too sleepy to even hear a tiny bit of the scream which just woke up the whole living creatures in the mansion.
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PS:Minna-san,here come the 2nd part,as I promised before *clap clap*.It 4th-Oct-15 today,so it mean *drum roll* it Uepi's 32nd Birthday. I'm sure Ryo & Uepi having their romantic dinner right now.Then continue with hot steamy sex. *insert message for Ryo* Please take care of Uepi for us,Ryo-chan.Don't be too rough. *giggle*
To those interested with the hinted project for Tatsuya's Bday,just follow this link.
Tatsuya slowly opened his eyes. His eyes searching his surrounding for someone or to be precise, he looking for Ryo. He was alone, inside his and Ryo’s bedroom but he couldn’t find Ryo. Slowly trying to wake up from the bed, he felt like he just had a terrible nightmare. His head was hurting him and he felt unease inside his heart. Looking outside from the window, Tatsuya could see that the day had turned to night.
“Ryo! Ryo!” Tatsuya tried to call out but he didn’t get any reply. Ringing the bell at the bedside table, Tatsuya was waiting with hope that some of the maids heard him but no. Nobody seem to come and check on him inside the room.
“Where is everyone?” Tatsuya thought and he tried to remember what happened before he fainted. Tatsuya slowing regained his memories back. He was going out shopping with Ryo early in the morning to buy Taka-chan his birthday present. Then, when they come back, there a blue-eyes lady waiting for them at the guest house and she demanding something back.
“Oh dear, the lady..where is she?” Tatsuya was shouting like crazy and he rushed toward the door. His heart beating fast and he was worried. What if the lady that come out of nowhere had taken Taka-chan with her when he fainted? All kind of thought of losing Taka-chan passed through his mind and he couldn’t wait anymore to meet Taka-chan.
“I need to find Taka-chan. Taka-chan! Taka-chan!” Tatsuya screamed along the corridor outside their room. Running as fast as he could toward Taka-chan’s room, Tatsuya was shouting and calling out Taka-chan’s name. His eyes felt blurry because he was crying and he just dashed forward without minding whatever he pushed through just to go to Taka-chan’s room.
When Tatsuya finally arrived in front of Taka-chan’s bedroom, his heart was beating faster than before and he was scared. He scared that Taka-chan was not inside the room when he opened the door and that could only meant one thing. Taka-chan had been taken away when he was unconscious. He suddenly felt so stupid for fainting and couldn’t defence Taka-chan.
Tatsuya pushed the door slowly, the room came to his sight. His eyes immediately looking around for Taka-chan. Tatsuya dropped on his knees when it not only Taka-chan was sleeping soundly on the bed but Ryo was sleeping there, hugging Taka-chan on his sleep and they looked peaceful. Taka-chan’s hand was resting on Ryo’s chest. All at once, the worries in his heart felt like leaving his body for once. The room was dark because it was already late at night, he supposed that why nobody come to his room when he rang the bell. All the members of Nishikido’s mansion must had been asleep. The only light source inside the room was the little lamp with florescence colour on it. Tatsuya still remembered how he was against the idea of placing the little lamp inside Taka-chan bedroom because he didn’t want Taka-chan to make it a habit to be scare of dark. However, he lost against Nishikido’s papa because everything that Taka-chan’s demanded, he got it immediately when Nishikido’s papa was involved in their argument.
Approaching the sleeping figures on the bed. Tatsuya thought he would stop crying once he sure that Taka-chan still with him but as he approaching the bed, he couldn’t stop himself from crying. His tears kept falling down and wetting his face. Tatsuya’s could felt the sleeve of his shirt was now wet because he been rubbing his tears away with his shirt. Tatsuya felt relieved but at the same time, he was worried and scared.
“What if the lady come back?” The thought terrified Tatsuya that he felt likes running away and brought Taka-chan somewhere nobody could find them.
Kneeling on the bedside where Taka-chan was lying on the bed with his body against Ryo’s chest, Tatsuya caressed Taka-chan’s hair gently and his tears threatening to fall more heavily. Biting his lips, Tatsuya tried hard to suppress his cries because he didn’t want to wake Taka-chan in his sleeps. His lips hurting so much because he was partially biting on it to suppress his cries, and Taka-chan was looking so clueless in his sleep that Tatsuya suddenly felt pity of him, pity him for not knowing anything, not knowing that his real mother had returned, to take him away.
Ryo slowly awaken from his sleeps because of the faint sobbing sound near him, slowly, he opened his eyes and greeted by the crying Tatsuya, who was only looking at the sleeping Taka-chan and did not even spare a glance to him. Ryo’s heart felt heavy as he had to see Tatsuya in his devastating state, where Tatsuya was trying so hard to hold his cries and how he gently caressing Taka-chan in his sleeps, like he is the most precious thing to him. No doubt on that. The reality hurt so much, Ryo always wanted to be the most precious thing to Tatsuya but a certain thing, he never could win over Taka-chan.
In the dark, Ryo cleared his throat to get Tatsuya’s attention. Realising that Ryo had already woke up from his sleeps, Tatsuya quickly wiped his tears to hide the fact that he been crying for what like an hour already.
“Silly, I can see that.” Ryo sound scolding when he saw the hurried movement of Tatsuya in order to hide his tears.
“I’m not. How can you know? It dark in here.” Tatsuya asked back when he sure that the evidence of him crying being wipe off.
“I been awake for a while and saw everything.” Ryo whispered in order not to wake Taka-chan.
Tatsuya tried to search for Ryo’s eyes in the dark, barely but he could see that Ryo being serious and he looked tired too.
“I didn’t know. I thought you was asleep.” Tatsuya whispered back and he lowered his head, looking down on his hand as if it was the most interesting thing in the world.
Waking up from the bed, Ryo went around the other side of the bed where Tatsuya was kneeling and looking down to pick Tatsuya up from the floor and then hugged him from behind. The hug surprised Tatsuya but he let it be. He needed someone to hold him right now, he felt weak, he needed someone to hold and support him so that he won’t fall on his knee. Tatsuya leaned into Ryo, and immediately melted by Ryo.
From behind, Ryo kept hugging Tatsuya and breathing in the scent of Tatsuya’s body. The comforting smell to prove that it was his husband that he was holding. The body heat radiating from Tatsuya’s body, felt soothing to his body like a cure to some kinds of mysterious disease of falling in love without realising it.
“Let go back to our room.” Ryo murmured while kissing Tatsuya on the cheeks, his hold on Tatsuya waist didn’t loosen up too.
Tatsuya was quiet, he was enjoying the close distance between them but his eyes didn’t once leaving the sleeping Taka-chan. He would love to go back and curled up with Ryo on their bed but he doesn’t want to leave Taka-chan yet, not tonight, not after knowing he might lose Taka-chan in the future.
“Baby, answer me. Let go…” Ryo didn’t get to finish his words when suddenly Tatsuya turned around and leave a brief kiss on his lips. It was an underestimation if Ryo said he was not surprised at all.
Looking at each other in the dark, Tatsuya leaned forward again and kissed Ryo on the lips again, but this time a little bit longer than before and more passionate. His fist was clenching against Ryo’s sleeve and leaning his body fully into Ryo, as if asking Ryo to hold him more tightly and never let go.
“Ryo, hold me.” Tatsuya said and he hides his head on the crooks of Ryo’s neck. Almost immediately, Ryo pulled Tatsuya toward him and hold him tightly, if possible, even the air couldn’t even get a way to pass through in between them. That how much Ryo wanted Tatsuya to be near him and to always be dependent on him. He hates it so much when Tatsuya ran away from him, he hates the gaps, he hates the distance.
“Please..always be mine, Tatsuya.” Ryo found the courage to whisper it out. Ryo could feel that Tatsuya jumped a bit hearing his confession.
“I love you.” Ryo finally confessed and he immediately could feel Tatsuya was shivering in his arms.
Turning his back again Ryo, Tatsuya suddenly sobbed again, he was hiding his face with his hands and resisting when Ryo trying to open up hands, to stop him from hiding his face.
“No. You never mean that.” Tatsuya silently sobbed but his cries getting more obvious when Ryo leave comforting kiss on top of his head.
“Baby, why are you crying again?” Ryo asked out of panic. Just now Tatsuya was kissing him and now suddenly avoiding him again. Tatsuya suddenly pushed Ryo aside and ran out of the room, leaving Ryo dumbfounded for a while before Ryo dashed out to run after Tatsuya.
Tatsuya kept running, he couldn’t run back to their room, he knows Ryo would found him easily there. He ran out of the mansion through the front door and dashed toward the garden. He was crying hard, the confession, it was hurting him. In his heart, those words, were just lies that Ryo always told him.
“It just a lie.” Tatsuya kept repeating it inside his mind while he running away. The next thing Tatsuya knows was when he stopped running, was when he reached the glass house inside their garden. Looking back, checking whether Ryo following him or not. Tatsuya was disappointed when he couldn’t see any traces of Ryo. It just proved that he was right about Ryo being not serious with him.
Entering the glass house which surrounded by hundred kinds of flower which specifically picked by Nishikido’s mama, Tatsuya headed toward the bench where all he could see was roses surrounding the area. He loves sitting on that spot near the roses, whenever he running away from the mansion, just to avoid being nagged by Nishikido’s papa noisy demands, he always hid himself inside the glass house and talked to the flower. The smell of roses and other flowers calmed him and flower didn’t talk back on him.
“He lies again.” Tatsuya shouted toward the roses. He broke down, kneeling on the ground and looking at the roses with tears on his eyes. His sleeves was already wet because he been using it to wipe his tears off.
“He lies. I know it. He lies.” Tatsuya shouted again and completely lost in his owned grief that he didn’t hear the footsteps nearing him.
Ryo glad that he able to find where Tatsuya was running to. He barely caught up with him but he saw the door of the glass house was opened when he passed by. He just trying his luck when he decided to check whether Tatsuya was inside. He heard sobbing sound when he walked more into the glass house.
“Tat..suya” Ryo stopped walking, he saw the crying Tatsuya on the ground, looking at the bushes of roses in front of him. The scene broke his heart. He didn’t expect to find Tatsuya as miserable as the one he just found now, it was too painful to look at the broken Tatsuya. Walking slowly toward Tatsuya, Ryo kneel down beside him and just hugged him.
“I’m sorry. I don’t know why..but I’m sorry.” Ryo whispered and kept Tatsuya inside his hugs.
“I couldn’t stand you playing with me anymore, Ryo. I HAD ENOUGH!” Tatsuya sobbed, he was holding onto Ryo, his gripped on Ryo was strong. It was painful living Ryo, but he knows it much painful for him without Ryo.
“I DIDN’T PLAY WITH YOU.” Ryo yelled, he was half mad. He couldn’t understand which part of his action made Tatsuya’s thought wrongly of him.
“How Tatsuya could thought he was just playing around with the confession.” Ryo thought. He forced Tatsuya to look directly into his eyes, both were crying and sobbing. Ryo lose it, he was crying now. His heart felt heavy when he watched the crying face of his husband, his lover, his Tatsuya.
“I always love you.” Ryo confessed again, this time followed by a short kiss on Tatsuya’s lips.
“YOU LIAR!” Tatsuya shouted but his voice was weak, he wanted to believe Ryo’s words but on the same times, too afraid to believe it. He pushed himself a bit further from Ryo but failed to do so when Ryo pulled him back more into himself.
“Why do you do this to me, Ryo? Was I that funny to you?” Tatsuya asked and his hands kept wiping the tears that couldn’t stop flowing.
“Never, don’t say that.” Ryo begged, Tatsuya’s words just broke him in the inside. He stroked Tatsuya’s hair gently and kissed him on the forehead.
“Was I that funny when you rape me? Was I that funny when you forced me into this wedding? Was I that funny when I missed you when you were away for work? Was I that funny when I got angry because you cheated on me?” Tatsuya continued his rages.
“WAS I THAT FUNNY WHEN I ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND HOPE THAT YOU LOVE ME BACK?” Tatsuya exploded, he was pissed, not because Ryo was clueless of his feeling, but he was pissed of himself for falling in love with Ryo.
With Taka-chan might be taken away from him, he felt that all his love one were going to leave him one by one. If, only if Taka-chan was taken away someday, then his last hope was only Ryo. He only had Ryo in his life if he didn’t has Taka-chan anymore. The thought made Tatsuya broke down again, crying even harder that he having difficulties in breathing. Tatsuya beats his chest a few time, so it easier for him to breath. He suddenly felt suffocated with the thought of his two beloved might leave him.
Ryo was surprised with Tatsuya’s confession, for a moment, he felt the world moving just for them. Looking at the crying Tatsuya, Ryo picked him up from the ground and pushed him to sit on the bench.
“Silly boy. How could you think your love for me is funny?” Ryo scolded and helped Tatsuya to wipe the tears on his face.
“I told you, right? I.Love.You.” Ryo emphasised the words and looked at Tatsuya with loving eyes.
“Really?” Tatsuya looked up and waiting for the answer.
“Yes. All this time, all I did to you, it was because I always love you. I don’t know how to love you the right ways. I’m sorry, love.” Ryo told and slowly, crawling to trap Tatsuya with his arms into the bench. Tatsuya fall back and he was now half lying on the bench with Ryo on top of him, their legs still touching the ground but their body was close and their face were just an inch away from each other. They could almost feel each other breaths.
“Really?” Tatsuya asked with his innocent voice and his eyes was glimmering with tears, his nose still red from crying but the blush on his face was the most attractive thing to Ryo. Tatsuya looked away and smiled, he tried to supress the shyness he felt but he failed with the bright pink of his blush on both of his cheeks.
“Yes and yes. Is ‘really’ your only replies? No other thing to say, my dear princess?” Ryo teased while stealing kisses from Tatsuya and on the same time, his hands travelled down to caress Tatsuya’s underneath his shirt.
Tatsuya shook his head indicating he got no other things to say. He pulled Ryo down and kissed him hard, he been waiting for the confession. How silly could he be for always misunderstanding Ryo?
They kissed each other deep and long. Tatsuya legs was now trapping Ryo’s waist and his gripped on Ryo’s collar was strong, he not going to let go of Ryo. They adjusted their position so it more comfortable for them to make out in the garden. They only let go of each other lips when they out of breath but only to continue making out again.
Their thought was only on each other. They pushed back all their problem to back of their mind. Tatsuya totally had forgotten about the sudden appearance of Taka’s biological mother and Ryo didn’t care anymore about them having “fake” marriage and also about Tsubasa. Now, all they cared was each other, together, in each other arms.
From the bench, to the table at the middle of the garden and to every others part around the garden (the glass house), their aggressive kissed then turned to undress each other’s and making love until both of them were out of energy and then night sky soon turned bright. Before the sunset, Ryo picked Tatsuya up and brought his princess back to their bedroom. He didn’t want to be found naked together with Tatsuya on the garden.
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That morning, when Nishikido’s mama, together with the freshly bath Taka-chan, came to check the garden inside the glass house. The sight in front of her left her shattered as the landscape. Flower branches and trunks were scattered around the place, a certain area of his garden was destroyed. Some of the flowers pot had fallen down from its original place, some of the leaves were now occupying the floor and what more was the small table inside the glass house was ruined, rather that standing proudly in the middle of the garden, now it was lying on the floor and two shirts were hanging at the bottom of the table legs. Picking up one of the shirt, Nishikido’s mama took a depth breath before he screamed “Ryo!!Tatsuya!!”.
Meanwhile, Taka-chan giggled at the side with a puppy inside his arm. He got a puppy from his Ryo-nii last night as his birthday present and he couldn’t wait for his Tat-nii to wake up so that they could play with the puppy together.
Last night, he was kept inside the bedroom with Nishikido-mama accompanied him when suddenly he heard loud commotion in their mansion just to see his Ryo-nii carrying his fainted Tat-nii into the bedroom. He was so surprised that he ran out of the room and stormed toward his nii-nii bedroom. As he was about to cry, his Ryo-nii came and hugged him saying that his Tat-nii was a little bit of sick and would wake up soon. He was sobbing as he tried to stop himself from crying out loud when suddenly their head butler came in and passed him a big box.
“Now, Taka-chan, be a good boy and open your birthday present. Your Tat-nii and I went out early especially to get you this thing.” Ryo said and he looked at Taka-chan with fake smiley face. He was worried of the fainted Tatsuya, even though he knew it nothing serious but he couldn’t bear the pain that Tatsuya felt inside when he heard someone trying to take Taka-chan from them. But they needed to act normal as to protect Taka-chan from the truth. The puppy would be a good distraction at a time like this. Ryo gave a meaning looks to his papa as if giving each other signal to talk about the matters afterward.
With teary eyes, Taka-chan opened his big present surrounded by Nishikido’s papa and mama that looked worried. He was clueless of what happening around him but he followed his Ryo-nii words and opened the box. He smiled brightly when his eyes greeted the small puppy inside the box. He picked the puppy from inside the box and hugged his Ryo-nii, saying multiple times of thank you. He could feel that his Ryo-nii just nodded and he wished that his Tat-nii woke up soon to play with him.
“Aunty, I think Ryo-nii and Tat-nii must had been playing here last night.” Taka-chan said to the angry Nishikido’s mama and he running around the glass house, kicking the scattered death flowers and leaves.
“And they so bad for not asking me to play together.” Taka-chan said and Nishkido’s mama just glad that Taka-chan was so innocent to realise what kind of ‘play’ had happened their last night.
Inside the bedroom, Ryo and Tatsuya was sleeping soundly which hugging each other. They were too sleepy to even hear a tiny bit of the scream which just woke up the whole living creatures in the mansion.
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PS:Minna-san,here come the 2nd part,as I promised before *clap clap*.It 4th-Oct-15 today,so it mean *drum roll* it Uepi's 32nd Birthday. I'm sure Ryo & Uepi having their romantic dinner right now.Then continue with hot steamy sex. *insert message for Ryo* Please take care of Uepi for us,Ryo-chan.Don't be too rough. *giggle*
To those interested with the hinted project for Tatsuya's Bday,just follow this link.