gloomy, uneasy days

[katriona_s]

Gloomy. Not about the weather (it's sunny and HOT today!) but my feeling. Maybe not only me, many people. Now 1 year and 6 months of Covid19 have passed, I almost feel like this would never end thus it's very difficult to think about the future

Comments

[vjezkova]

THis is all so unfortunate...
To tell the truth, I am not sure how to make you feel better. I am quite worried, your optimism is disappearing and I just don´t want to repeat the same frazes...
But hear this: you are not that one who would save your country, you are not responsible for all the trouble and you are a normal, healthy woman who has enough of all that strange life - like we all have.
Stay with us, express your frustration.
And if you have a better day, please, draw something for us again!
*HUGS*

[katriona_s]

Thank you, dear. And I’m sorry for posting such complaint here. But sometimes I need to drain my bad feeling away. I used to discharge it when I meet friends, drink and chat with them. But now I can’t meet friends, have no one I can talk with except my old mother, and I don’t want to talk about my frustration with her. Maybe I could make a phone all with friend if I really need to, but my friends are all busy for their job, taking care of their family or for their own problems, and we don’t have custom to phone just for chat.
I am following your advice and usually focus on my own life so feel OK but sometimes I come to myself, recognize how the world has changed for me and feel frightened.

But I still do draw! I’ll post my next one here when I finish it :)