So today I was going through and reading all the things I wrote when Dave and I broke up, and I realized I've come a long way. I was so broken in November but now I'm okay. I am really and truly okay and thats just neat.

I feel so sick tonight. I've been sick for the past week but tonight I just died while watching the news. I know I'm sick when I fall asleep in front of the t.v. I think I'm just going to go to bed now.

I think I should drop MTH 10 I am just so not good at it. Dave and I just spent the last two hours going over stuff that we have a test on, on Friday. I still have no  clue what I'm supposed to be doing. Fuck.

So today was good but it kind of sucked at the same time. So I woke up today and as soon as I got out of bed I felt sick. I then proceeded to drop or lose everything so that it took me forevvvver to get out of the house. I didn't have time to make coffe so I had to stop at Dunkin' Donuts which was a pain. Then I had lunch with Lauren, Dave and ( Read more... )

Went to school and was once again bored out of my mind. The only good part about the day was ASL, other than that really not worth dragging my sorry ass out of bed. My eng pro once again told us a story was from the wrong viewpoint, math I was too stressed out about shit to really care, geo we went over population density, and then it was ASL. Dave ( Read more... )

The pats lost!!! Wtf how did they lose? I don't get it. This just makes me sad.

So I've been reading all of my old journal entries and they really helped put things in perspective. I got to see where I've been and it just really helped to brighten up my day. Now I feel like if I can just wait this out everything will be good again.

Have you ever gotten to a point where you just don't give a fuck any more? I mean he broke up with me, now he has a new gf and he still flirts with me. It's not my problem. He's fucked up and thats the bottom line. I don't need him anymore and I refuse to sit and wait for him to figure out what or who he wants in his life. He is so not worth this.

I don't understand everything was going so well. Trees really do have less issues than people.

So yep today Dave, Tristan, Caleb, Pete, and I went to King Richards Fair. We had a really good time even though it was wicked cold, we dressed up and everything! Well Caleb didn't but thats just because he's a dumb ass (jk). We went to a bunch of different shows and David bought me the most gorgeous dress. He really makes me so happy, he's just so ( Read more... )