so i feel like i've been doing a lot of things people don't know about that i enjoy. and it's because i do them by myself! i read on my porch the other afternoon. it was SO beautiful out. i took a bike ride over the weekend. i even went to ingrid michaelson on my own and had a great time! if i was independent before, i don't even know what i am now ( Read more... )

i've had my art history textbook open in front of me for nearly an hour. have i read the first sentence yet? no! typical. :]

twizzlers at 9am?! i think yes!

i deserve better.

i dream of stabbings, shootings, and deaths
people taking their final breaths
visions of murder, violence and tears
children living their greatest fears

no rhyme or reason
no complicated meaning
no need to over-think it
let go, laughing
life does't go quite like you planned it
we try so hard to understand it
the irrefutable, indisputable fact is:
it happens.

We could let this love be the fading sky
We could drift all night until the new sun rise
Pass me a drink or maybe two
One for me and one for you

And we'll be free.

my state of mind is so much better than last week. thank god.
i'm still not 100% yet, though. that's going to take a long time.

so i accidently just spent half the night at allison's. damnit ( Read more... )

eating brie on tostitos. have i really dropped this low? guess i need to go to the grocery store.. that's going to suck. allison and i used to have so much fun in harris teeter.

worked the baseball game last night and i have one again today. i thought it would keep my mind off of things, but for some odd reason it made me feel worse.