This is no reason for hugs 0__0 not even those of the compassionate kind... I mean it's going to be 29, but still... it's reason for DRAMA! (At least that's what the emovies and other people say... unfortunately I'm starting to believe it, too.)
It's always the same, all year long I entertain thoughts of things that would be awesome if in existence... and then when I have the opportunity to voice them... _BLANK STARE_
Seriously! (And no, I can't imagine, that's true. WHY did you have to?!)
... see? I'm not sure you're qualified to say that it doesn't sucks as badly... you're still in the phase of denial/trying to get to grips with it, I think... Well, I still have a year until I turn 30... I should try to live a little... lol ;)
Well, I've had a while to adjust to it, so don't you diss my ample experience, lol! I'm closer to 31 than to 30 now, after all...
I don't know why, really. I'm not bright and fluffy, I don't wanna smile inanely... But esp. in professional settings, and more so in the US, you have to. (they're not keen on my real, not so smily, cynical persona... not keen at all!)
Lol! No dissing! xD I'll take this to heart then x)
Hmhmmm, you had to make an 'agreable winning impression', I suppose :/ It's how here you should be really collected and super-serious instead of fuzzy...
Well, as I'm one of these people walking around in life trying to get everybody to smile, I just can say that this sentence most probably is the most wrong way. It's true, people most of the times have a reason for not smiling - and even if they don't it's their right to be grim - and if you can't do something about that, you shouldn't say such a thing, either.
Also, your birthday, eeeeeeeeeeep. Hey, look at the positive aspect: A brand new year with brand new opportunities and choices and a life that only waits for you to be tackled ... and all of that with an added year of experiences and wisdom! ;)
Oh, how I hate you optimistic folks... Besides, wisdom? I was born as wise as I am today, I just had to find that out, lol, so yay!experience. Except when not yay!experience -.-
That's the point, you know, people usually say it just for the sake of having said it. They don't say it because they really want you to be happy. To say that is simply the easiest way out of the situation. It makes them feel better about themselves. I appreiate attempts of people who try to make me happy, as Im sure every other person in the world does. I just hate the idea of being forced to smile because it'll make others feel more at ease around me.
heh, but the world needs us! The optimistic folks and the grim ones alike. Otherwise this whole thing wouldn't quite work out, I guess...
And I believe that experiences shape you, whether these are good or bad ones, so they're important. Some might have been annoying as hell and hurting as fuck, still they made you the person you are today. And every year shapes you more and more, therefore I think experiences are something to be "happy" about ... I think.
And these are exactly the people I was also referring to. Most of the times I call them the grandma-types, who are just like "Mädchen, lach doch mal...". Oh yeah, been there, didn't enjoy it at all. :/ Therefore I think it's better if these people remain quiet and uncomfortable. ... Unlike those people who really are interested in you.
I can`t tell that I don`t like when people tell me to smile more. I think it depends on the speaker... If it`s someone I know and I know that he or she means good, i even can smile at it. But there are people who really want to punch for this. So, it depends... However it annoyes me a lot when people start asking "why?"
You know i were so suprised when i understood today that it`s 10 days before my birthday 0____0 it was like a shock))) my mind is somewhere, but not here these days)) And yeaaaaah, your birthday ^______^
It`s almost raining here, and it`s cold like it`s autumn. It makes me sad(
Oh, indeed indeed... especially as often, if there is an issue, it can't be explained so easily, and if there is NO issue, people just won't believe it! And yes, it does depend, I guess.
Haha! ^^ Yes, that can happen! It is funny though x) ... Recently though, I was asked at the counter how old I was, because I was buying something alcoholic, and I wen entirely blank 0__0 I was actually trying to count because my age just wouldn't come to mind, lol ://
Aw :((( I'm so sorry, love :( ... maybe to make the sun come out you should smile more xDDD I'm working on your present. And it won't be witch!Cristiano, but something else.
Yeah, sometimes you can just forget about your age.... My Dad, for example, forget about it very often. There was even a period when he always forgot when was his birthday - 30 or 31 January.
Once the friend of mine was asked of how old is she when she bought... this children's champagne (usual soda water like Pepsi). We were laughing a lot XDDD
Oh yeah, smile and sing. Then everything will turn black because of it XDDDD Awwwwww))) I`m working on your present too ;) well, actually i`m working on it the whole month, but with all this writting diploma issues i had no so much time. And now I`m so happy that i started it so early in order to finish it due your birthday :) it`s not so much I`m afraid, but still))
Oh yes, that can happen, true enough... but then your father's older than I am and his birth was longer ago ;P
Haha!! xD No, really xDDD How weird! Did the shop assitant realize it in the end?
Lol! Why black?! Is that a saying? x) Aww &hearts I appreciate the intention already :))) And I'm looking forward to it SO much :D You needn't worry though! if it doesn't work out on time, then it doesn't, that's fine. I prefer that you sleep and rest enough between working for study :)
Oh! lol, I was already wondering what the ending was about x) But yes, that's very much it. I don't have facebook neither, and to be honest, I don't even know how it's supposed to be helping... I mean I have several b-days on the lj-bday-list and I'm still missing them :( I'm afraid the only reason why I can remember zimena's and nevermind68's above bdays is because one is on the same day as mine and the other one day later -__-'
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Haha! That sounds like a very good friendship :)) I think everyone needs one such friend that goes a bit deeper or is different from others. Of course, one real friend always differs from another, but there is always that one, two person/s that gets us further and changes more about our life, I think.
Thank you^^... I haven't drawn anything in that way (as in the Bruises picture) for a long time, I think...
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I broke up with him.
30! *hugs*
What gift?!?!
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And rightfully so.
This is no reason for hugs 0__0 not even those of the compassionate kind... I mean it's going to be 29, but still... it's reason for DRAMA!
(At least that's what the emovies and other people say... unfortunately I'm starting to believe it, too.)
WhAT gift?! :////
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I have no idea, dammit.
It's always the same, all year long I entertain thoughts of things that would be awesome if in existence... and then when I have the opportunity to voice them... _BLANK STARE_
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Ah, and 30 sucks... But not as badly as you think (or so I tell myself since I turned 30...)
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... see? I'm not sure you're qualified to say that it doesn't sucks as badly... you're still in the phase of denial/trying to get to grips with it, I think...
Well, I still have a year until I turn 30... I should try to live a little... lol ;)
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I don't know why, really. I'm not bright and fluffy, I don't wanna smile inanely... But esp. in professional settings, and more so in the US, you have to. (they're not keen on my real, not so smily, cynical persona... not keen at all!)
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Hmhmmm, you had to make an 'agreable winning impression', I suppose :/ It's how here you should be really collected and super-serious instead of fuzzy...
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Also, your birthday, eeeeeeeeeeep.
Hey, look at the positive aspect: A brand new year with brand new opportunities and choices and a life that only waits for you to be tackled ... and all of that with an added year of experiences and wisdom! ;)
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Besides, wisdom? I was born as wise as I am today, I just had to find that out, lol, so yay!experience.
Except when not yay!experience -.-
That's the point, you know, people usually say it just for the sake of having said it. They don't say it because they really want you to be happy. To say that is simply the easiest way out of the situation. It makes them feel better about themselves.
I appreiate attempts of people who try to make me happy, as Im sure every other person in the world does. I just hate the idea of being forced to smile because it'll make others feel more at ease around me.
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And I believe that experiences shape you, whether these are good or bad ones, so they're important. Some might have been annoying as hell and hurting as fuck, still they made you the person you are today. And every year shapes you more and more, therefore I think experiences are something to be "happy" about ... I think.
And these are exactly the people I was also referring to. Most of the times I call them the grandma-types, who are just like "Mädchen, lach doch mal...". Oh yeah, been there, didn't enjoy it at all. :/
Therefore I think it's better if these people remain quiet and uncomfortable. ... Unlike those people who really are interested in you.
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However it annoyes me a lot when people start asking "why?"
You know i were so suprised when i understood today that it`s 10 days before my birthday 0____0 it was like a shock))) my mind is somewhere, but not here these days))
And yeaaaaah, your birthday ^______^
It`s almost raining here, and it`s cold like it`s autumn. It makes me sad(
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And yes, it does depend, I guess.
Haha! ^^ Yes, that can happen! It is funny though x)
... Recently though, I was asked at the counter how old I was, because I was buying something alcoholic, and I wen entirely blank 0__0 I was actually trying to count because my age just wouldn't come to mind, lol ://
Aw :((( I'm so sorry, love :( ... maybe to make the sun come out you should smile more xDDD
I'm working on your present. And it won't be witch!Cristiano, but something else.
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Once the friend of mine was asked of how old is she when she bought... this children's champagne (usual soda water like Pepsi). We were laughing a lot XDDD
Oh yeah, smile and sing. Then everything will turn black because of it XDDDD
Awwwwww))) I`m working on your present too ;) well, actually i`m working on it the whole month, but with all this writting diploma issues i had no so much time. And now I`m so happy that i started it so early in order to finish it due your birthday :) it`s not so much I`m afraid, but still))
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Haha!! xD No, really xDDD How weird! Did the shop assitant realize it in the end?
Lol! Why black?! Is that a saying? x)
Aww &hearts I appreciate the intention already :))) And I'm looking forward to it SO much :D You needn't worry though! if it doesn't work out on time, then it doesn't, that's fine. I prefer that you sleep and rest enough between working for study :)
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No no, I'll be only 29 this year^^
(And aww, that's so sweet of you &hearts I feel so bad because I have missed so many b-days :(
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But yes, that's very much it. I don't have facebook neither, and to be honest, I don't even know how it's supposed to be helping... I mean I have several b-days on the lj-bday-list and I'm still missing them :(
I'm afraid the only reason why I can remember zimena's and nevermind68's above bdays is because one is on the same day as mine and the other one day later -__-'
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Haha! That sounds like a very good friendship :)) I think everyone needs one such friend that goes a bit deeper or is different from others. Of course, one real friend always differs from another, but there is always that one, two person/s that gets us further and changes more about our life, I think.
Thank you^^... I haven't drawn anything in that way (as in the Bruises picture) for a long time, I think...
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