Artie: God, Brittany, why are you so stupid?
Brittany: ...You were the only person at this school that never called me that.

I tried to explain why this exchange made me so sad even though I can't relate to it, but there are too many things on my mind and I'm tired and I feel like I should probably stop telling the internet all my problems.

I saw a ( Read more... )

I feel like my brain has suddenly been dislodged and is floating aimlessly within my skull. I can feel the pressure behind my eyes as they struggle to stay open and my limbs are cold and sore. I'm tired and I've just written a horrible piece of fan fiction. It's more dialogue than anything. The plot is flimsy at best, and I don't seem to have a ( Read more... )

Girl has dreams, Girl decides to move to New York City. Girl gets a reality check. This is the story of a year in my Glamorously Unglamorous life.

In other words, I kinda sorta really wanna be Julia Albain just because she seems like such an amazing creative person and ohshitshewroteabookcanipleasehaveitnau? D:

The PDF is $7 cheaper than the actual ( Read more... )

I'm a loner ( Read more... )

You do too.

Maybe you don't care about the same things I do, but you care.

Whether it fills you with a warm, bubbling passion or a fiery, all-consuming rage, you care. Whatever it is, it is evoking an emotion, an opinion, perhaps a fleeting thought, but it's there, and that is what matters.

When I care about things, I want you to care about them too ( Read more... )

It's Wednesday morning and I am so inexplicably happy right now. It's as if I've suddenly decided to accept myself.

I think I may just be okay. I'm doing a bit of a better job of filling my paper journal.

It's a little pathetic that I feel the need to proclaim my state of neutrality but such is the way my brain works.

The feeling in my heart has ( Read more... )

Hm. Swirly swirly thoughts.

I wish I could shut off my brain but there's no activity that will let me do that. Music, books, they aren't very good at distracting. Running only makes my brain work faster. Sleeping is the only thing that works but I'm not very good at it, to be honest.

The typical depressing teenage angst issues aside, I've been ( Read more... )

I'm going crazy again but for a different reason ( Read more... )

and stressed as fuck. ugh.

changed a ton if userpics + keywords so i felt the need to post something to break up the monotonous column of tokio hotel hats.

(also, i bought their best of album today <3)

yeah. i should work. and then shower. then sleep.

(hopefully not tmi. sorry if it is)

this journal feels so empty now. don't worry. i have a rant ( Read more... )

I'm having a hard enough time balancing my normal activities as it is, so I won't be participating, but if you are, good luck! :) I'm planning on writing a few short stories this month though, and I'll be sure to link to them when I'm done.

What else is going on in my life? Nothing of interest, I don't think. That's sort of a problem with me. Unless ( Read more... )