[Multichapter] The Watches Series: Apocalypse (14/15)
Title: The Watches Series: Apocalypse
Authors: > & tsuchi8562
Beta: andreja1989 <-- as always arigatou ♥
Pairing: SakurAiba, MatsuMiya, OhnoxOC
Genre: Fantasy, Drama, Romance
Rating: NC-17 (this chapter)
Disclaimer: No, we don't own anything... We're just Border Watch's glaziers
Summary: It looks like the end of everything they knew... Will their world collapse?
*MASTERPOST*
"Why do we have to go there, huh?" Kazunari clicked his tongue and got up from their bed. He didn't understand why his lover become so fond of that Aiba guy after the event in Italy.
"Do I really have to explain that again? You have either bad memory or don't listen to me, I don't know what's worse..." Jun smirked and looked at the older one, waiting for any reply. Ninomiya just hit the windowsill with his fists and turned around, staring at Matsumoto angrily.
"The problem is that you didn't explain a thing! You are hiding behind some weird excuses, leaving me in the dark! You changed J and I don't like it."
"Don't yell at me." The younger man frowned and sat up, sighing loudly and rubbing his face. "I can't tell you anything because I don't understand it fully myself. I just know that staying in the emptiness, this whole weird ritual, the truth I experienced connected me with Masaki. It's definitely not love, I don't know if I can even call it a friendship... We just... Understand each other better, that's it."
"You're connected with him... Understand him better... Sounds exactly as if you didn't understand me anymore... I have enough..." Nino shook his head and looked for his T-shirt which was lying somewhere on the floor. He needed to get some fresh air and think about everything all over again. About his new work, life with changed Jun and in general about what happened. Maybe he was a bit too harsh to Jun but now he needed to be certain at least about one thing in his life.
"Where are you going? Come on, don't be such whiny princess..." Matsumoto got up as well and moved few steps closer to the latter.
"Shut up, okay? I need to be alone for a while..." Kazunari took his bag and wanted to leave when the taller man cut his way.
"Listen midget, and listen carefully because I will tell it only once to cut your idiotic jealousy. I don't love anybody else but you, okay? I don't need or want anybody else in my life, just you. I don't care about anything or anybody else, for me the world can end up tomorrow and explode to million pieces but as long as you are with me I am okay with that. I do love you Kazu, do you understand?"
"I... I have to go now. I will be back before you'll miss me." Ninomiya omitted the younger one and get out of their apartment, breathing in dusty Tokyo air and trying to settle his thoughts straight. It was over seven months from events in Europe but he still couldn't get used to his new life. Kazunari got back to composing music for video games and recently he got an offer from some talent agency to write songs for new band but he declined it. Showbiz was Matsumoto's world and since he become quite famous stylist Nino didn't want to get involved in similar area. Their future looked for a bright one even if both of them missed their field job and the Dark Watch. Slowly they will get used to the new situation so that wasn't really that big problem. However, Jun had changed. He became a bit softer than he was before, more often he is lost in his thoughts and sometimes he scribbles some words which doesn't have any meaning for Ninomiya. Of course the love between them was the same, maybe even stronger after their experience in Rome but something was wrong, Kazunari couldn't put a finger on it and that made him even more furious.
"Fucking Ohno and his rituals..." Nino cursed quietly and sighed. When he looked around, to his surprise he noticed he was very close to Sakurai's apartment building. Wondering why his subconscious brought him in this particular place, Kazunari slowly shuffled towards the bench which was in the small park across the street. He didn't feel like going back home just yet fealling guilty for leaving Jun like that after his honest confession. Ninomiya didn't know how long he was sitting there, thinking about nothing, until a gentle vibrations of his phone woke him up. He looked at the display and with quiet sigh he just let it ring. Somehow the last thing Kazunari wanted right now was to talk with Matsumoto. After a while he just sent a text message that he will be home soon and leaned back on the bench, looking at the cloudy night sky.
"I thought it was you..." A familiar voice sounded quite near his ear. With the corner of his eye Nino saw Sakurai sitting next to him. "What are you doing here?"
"Funny, I was wondering about it as well... I just needed some fresh air and I came here... Don't know why myself..."
"Wanna go up and talk? Masaki will be happy to see you. Believe it or not but he considers you a good friend..." Sho smiled and poked the younger man gently.
"No, thanks. I need to go back before my princess will cry a river. Sakurai-san, is your..." Ninomiya wanted to ask if Aiba also changed after their trip to Italy but the words stuck in his throat. Is it really that important? His Jun was still the same man he fell for so long ago. So what he writes down some incoherent words from time to time? So what that he became friends with Masaki? What does it change between them? Kazunari still loves him and wants to be with him...
"Is my what?" Sakurai asked curiously when the silence prolonged.
"Never mind... I need to go. Thank you..." Nino smiled and dashed towards his apartment, with new strength to apologize for being a dick. Somewhere in the distance Sho asked for what but he was to far away to answer. Kazunari dashed through the streets not looking out on anybody or anything, wondering how come he managed to walk such long way away from his home. A lightning cut the night sky somewhere in the distance and soon after loud thunder could be heard. Big drops of summer rain splashed on the sidewalk, making Nino run even faster. He didn't want to get wet and also he wanted to see Matsumoto as soon as possible. How he could be such asshole and leave him with the confession floating in the air like this. When Ninomiya reached their building he was soaking wet, with heartbeat fastened and lungs burning with each breathe. His heart was pounding so hard he felt his breastbone moving. Without thinking twice he ran up the stairs and opened the door with lout smack.
"J? Hey, J where are you?" Kazunari shouted breathlessly and looked around but the younger man was nowhere to be seen. The former Dark Watch officer frowned and went to their bedroom but all he saw was empty bed and lights turned off. "Where the fuck are you?" Nino whispered to himself and just then the room became bright again and movement in the bathroom could be heard.
"Finally..." Jun muttered and soon after he went out with only towel around his hips, with wet hair combed back. "Nino... You're back..."
"Don't make it sound as if you doubted I will." Kazunari tried to sound cocky as usual but his voice let him down. He wanted to say that he feels the same as the latter but because no words could come out of his mouth he was just standing in silence, with his eyes glued to the taller man's face.
"I know I am hot, but stop staring at me like that." Matsumoto frowned and went to the drawer to take a pair of fresh underwear when Ninomiya grabbed the edge of the towel and pulled Jun back so he fell back on the bed. "The fuck you are doing?!"
"Shut up… Just shut up..." Kazunari straddled his lover and kissed him brutally at first, slowing down when the younger one responded. The shorter man tried to pour all of his emotions and feelings into that kiss, showing everything he wasn't able to say. Jun seemed to understand it as with time his moves became gentler and more sensual.
"Okay, somebody's sick or dying... It's whether you or me, so you decided to be so sweet and cute..." The taller one smirked when their lips parted.
"You seriously need to spoil everything, don't you?"
"I am teaching from the best... You were the one who walked away after what I said to you. Now we're even."
"You're an idiot..." Nino shook his head and wanted to move away but the man underneath him held his hips in place.
"Oh no, I won't let you go again. Not before you explain why you acted like a jealous little bitch before and left." Jun became serious and didn't say anything more, waiting for the latter to reply. Kazunari took a deep breath and closed his eyes.
"It's just about what you said. That you understand Aiba and that you have bond with him. I never heard anything like that from you about me..." Ninomiya shrugged and sighed. This sounded so simple but was much more complicated in reality.
"You really needed to hear that? Come on, Kazu, how long are we together? Do you really think I would still be with you if I didn't feel anything for you? Italy didn't change a thing. Well, maybe it did a bit but definitely not my feelings for you. I think I was clear about that before..." Matsumoto sounded a bit upset and Nino knew just by one look that he was getting mad. Their relationship never needed any sweet words of love, their gestures and actions were more than enough to proof their feelings. What happened now?
"I'm getting old I guess..." Ninomiya sighed and looked at the latter, feeling somehow sad.
"Nah, you are forever seventeen. Today you even acted like one..." Jun chuckled and poked the latter's nose.
"Be careful or I'll think you like sleeping around with kids..." The older man replied and after a while filled with silence, he leaned and joined their lips again. He felt the man underneath him moan lowly, tugging his shirt to pull him even closer. Even though Nino tried for the kiss to remain nothing more for as long as he could, things between lovers heated in no time. Soon Jun was rolling his hips, brushing their crotches together through merciless amount of material. Kazunari pulled off his upper clothes and leaned again, this time to taste the saltiness of Matsumoto's skin. The older one made a wet trail from his lover's lips heading due south, through jaw line, neck, and collarbones until he reached pink bud. He licked it slowly, feeling the other man tremble underneath him just to suck the nipple hard.
"Ouch..." Matsumoto hit the latter gently in the head. "You want to leave marks? You know I hate that..."
"Suck it up J, today I am doing whatever I want."
"Who told you that?!"
"You... Before I left." Ninomiya smirked and before the other man managed to reply, he attacked the other nipple, licking it and at the same time trying to get rid of the towel which was still wrapped around the taller man's hips. Matsumoto moaned loudly and grabbed Kazunari's belt, wanting to get rid of the last piece of clothing in their way. When nothing was separating their naked bodies, Jun rolled on bed and looked at a bit surprised Nino underneath him. Without any word the younger one settled between Ninomiya's legs and started to thrust, rubbing their semi-hard members against each other. The friction was barely enough for both of them but they didn't have to hurry, they had all the time in the world now. Kazunari groaned impatiently in the latter's mouth when his body demanded more and his hand moved between their laced bodies, grabbing their erections in tight grip and stroking them with steady rhythm.
"Somebody's impatient here..." Jun said quietly and the sound of his voice made chills run down Nino's spine. He wanted to pay back with some sarcastic remark but he gasped when his hand was pushed away and when he saw Matsumoto's dark eyes. In next second the taller man turned upside down and pressed his hard member against Kazunari's lips.
"Come on... Open up..." Younger man whispered and when he felt warmth around the tip, he swallowed Ninomiya's member in one go. Spreading the latter's legs wider Jun sucked, licked and gently bit Nino's erection, moaning in the back of his throat, sending gentle vibrations from the tip till the base. Without any inhibitions, Matsumoto slowly thrust in his lover's mouth, hitting the back of his throat. When he felt salty precum on his tongue the taller man moved away, kissing Kazunari's inner thighs and then moving back up, through stomach, chest till he captured his lips again in hungry kiss. The older man slowly yet firmly rolled them over and straddling Jun again he reached for condom and lube from the drawer near their bed. The younger man frowned when he was handed both things and when Nino lifted his hips up, giving the latter better access.
"You sure?" Jun asked quietly and when he received a nod as an answer, he poured fair amount of cold gel on his fingers and pressed one of them to the other man's entrance. He rubbed the pink ring of muscles a bit at first, pushing one finger inside and moving it around slowly, trying to prepare the older man to the act. Nino closed his eyes and licked his lips, moaning shamelessly when another digit was added. Soon he moved his hips against Matsumoto's hand, relaxing more and his breath hitching when the right spot was rubbed. Distant sound of opening the condom made Ninomiya open his eyes again and look down at his lover. He couldn't decide if Jun's face was more beautiful or sexy at that time but all his questions and doubts disappeared when the younger man buried himself inside of him. Kazunari slowly sat down and didn't stop moving until Jun was fully in. After few moments which were needed to adjust Nino rolled his hips unhurriedly, leaning down soon and lifting his hips just to sit down again hard. He felt Matsumoto filling him and just that could make him come on the spot but he held his breath, trying to cool off a bit. He wanted it to last longer.
"Kazu, look at me..." Jun's voice was muffled, as if he was very far away. Ninomiya slowly opened his eyes and glued his gaze to the half-angelic, half-devilish face surrounded by black, wet curls. The taller man held Kazunari's hips steady and thrust up faster with each move, focusing on one specific point. Moans mixed in the air to the accompaniment of thunders and sound of their bodies clashing against each other. Nino couldn't stand pace which was too slow for his likings and leaned back, joining Jun with his mad hip movements. He wanted more; he was so close to the edge he thought that one more touch, one more thrust and he will explode but when Matsumoto wrapped his hand around Ninomiya's rock hard member nothing like that happened. The younger man stroked his lover fast, his movements showed his climax was around the corner as well. After few strokes Kazunari spurted, mixing his semen with sweat but he kept moving, even if it was harder to keep the rhythm now. Jun's moves also became more chaotic until he froze for a second, pushing up few more times. Breathless Nino fell on top of the latter, not able to move an inch but making sure he will give Matsumoto some space to catch some air.
"That was...wow..." Jun whispered and chuckled, coughing gently after that.
"Gee, thanks... I didn't forget how to sex, yay!" Kazunari smirked and rolled on his back, staring in the ceiling. He was sweetly tired but his mind wandered back to Rome and everything that happened there. Ninomiya didn't seem to get over it even though a lot of time has passed. What exactly made him experience it over and over again, analyze every event, word or gesture. It finished and he should move on but something didn't allow him to do so.
"Don't tell me I was that bad that your mind decided to look for something more exciting right now..." Matsumoto poked the latter's side but didn't smile. Jun knew his lover very well and was perfectly aware that something's bothering him and that something was connected to Vatican. "I'm back Kazu. It's the same old me, the one who created relationship with you. I don't know what else I could say to make you stop moving away from me..."
"I am not moving away.... I just..." Ninomiya sighed and looked at the younger man, who still had frown on his forehead. Then, suddenly, Kazunari realized everything. He wasn't jealous about Aiba, he wasn't mad at his lover because he acted a bit different than before... He was simply scared that Matsumoto will leave him for good. Back then in Italy, when Nino thought Jun is dead he almost lost his mind. No... He did lose his mind and decided to get involved in war just to punish Saitou. The head of The Dark Watch was not only "responsible" for the taller man's "death" but also he was the one who made their relationship and love possible. Deleting his old boss from the equation was supposed to end his pain. Of course Nino was very happy that the man he loves was alive but that short moment he thought it was opposite scared the hell out of him.
"Say it again..." Ninomiya whispered, looking straight in the latter's eyes. "That you are back and that you are here..."
"I am here Kazu and I have no reason to go anywhere else. God, I think we even will go to hell together... I am back..." Matsumoto smiled gently and pressed his lips to the other man's, slowly tasting Kazunari's tongue.
"Don't you ever die on me again J, understand? Never again! It's an order!"
"You are not my boss. Besides it's scientifically proofed that people from showbiz tend to die younger..." Jun chuckled and moved away to avoid smack in his head.
"It's not funny. I am serious. Besides, I am older so it's only natural that I will die first."
"Only one and a half month." Matsumoto shook his head, seeing Ninomiya sticking his tongue out. "You really think I would survive even one day without you?"
"Okay, that was cheesy, even for you..."
"Oh shut the fuck up!" Jun got clearly mad and got up, heading to the bathroom to take another shower. When he was half way there Kazunari sat up and probably for the first time in his life he confessed with such easiness.
"I love you J."
"Good! Make it stay this way, okay?" The younger man tried to look serious but sparks in his eyes told that he was happy by hearing it. When Matsumoto disappeared behind the door Nino sighed and slowly shuffled behind his lover, silently counting on small repeat under the shower.