my phone is reeeeeally starting to piss me off ( Read more... )

god! get me out of this house, right now ( Read more... )

so im looking to get a second job so i can move out this summer. does anyone have any openings at their job??

so im taking a break from re-doing my room (again). my dad went ahead and broght home these huge desks from work, that they dont use anymore and put the two basement desktops on em in the basement, meaning that i got my big desk back that i never really got to use in the first place. it figures that i get my room just the way that i like it and ( Read more... )

i hate that i cant turn back the clock...
regret is a bitch.

im not a whore

+ok so yay ( Read more... )

FIRSTS:
1. First best friend: Valerie Mckinney, a looong time ago
2. First car: a '94 tracer aka the batmobile
3. First real kiss: chris
5. First self purchased album: hell if i know
6. First funeral: my grandpa jahns and i will probably never get over it, i was crying about him the other night
7. First pet: bowser my old sheepdog
8. First piercing/ ( Read more... )

+dont know what to write...
+im barely alive.
+i feel like shit, i think that my body is slowly deteriorating (sp?)
+phil kicked my ass working out today (almost 3 fucking hours), i couldnt lift anything at work tonight, my arms are killing me, supposidly i have naturally define triceps tho, so thats kick-ass
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...re-attatchment :

involuntary bulemia....

what a bitch...

last week i was at 112lbs, this week...

107lbs.
all that ive been doing is throwing up everything that i eat. make it stop. make it stop. make it stop.

stupid bitch...

i fucking hate you, youre such a liar.

*so tomorrow, im going over to adams and hes going to help me clean out my jeep, cause its still kinda dirty/dusty from the accident. and then in the evening, danielle and i are supposed to go out. so hopefully that will happen cause i havent seen her in forever!