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[kappasigv8]

Okay, so I'm bout to go to sleep but I just realized that this will be my first Thanksgiving alone and I'm really depressed about it... I thought for a minute that I would have someone special to spend Thanksgiving with... but as I expected... that fell through. I'm tired of being alone and it's time for me to take care of that once and for all

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[quteepie]

James Travis... you know you could have come down to florida and spent the weekend with me. I miss you tons and would have loved the visit... plus you are right, you do not deserve to be alone. But ultimately you are not. you may be physically but you are always in my thoughts. Love you JT!

[kappasigv8]

I love you too, babe... and I miss you too... sometimes I feel like the only people that truly care about me are the ones that aren't around me that much... the ones that see me constantly take advantage of what's at their fingertips, while those like yourself who are hours away (along with my family) seem to care about me more. Maybe I'm wrong, but it's just one of the many realizations I've had over the course of the past two days... I appreciate you making a comment... I've sat at home all day alone... started drinking at 1:15 and watching football... and I've already smoked a whole pack of cigarettes and it's only 3:45... I have to get out of this funk... I think I'm going to have to make my new years resolution early this year... that way I have an excuse to lay to rest all the shit that's going on in my life... the whole damn year has just seemed like a clusterfuck... I need a getaway soon... something to refresh me... and perhaps a well deserved trip to see you and yours would do the trick... keep in touch babe... who knows