My guilty pleasure (part 3/3)
Title: My guilty pleasure (part3/3)
Author:
desprate_angel
Disclaimer: They belong to themselves and this has nothing to do with the real persons. This is purely fiction!
Rating: PG-15
Warnings: mentioning sex
Pairing: Kaoru x Toshiya
Summary: "Summer camp, here I come!!! I have packed all my belongings and I cannot think of anything I might have forgotten. I’m looking forward to meet a lot of new people and hopefully they are all cute. With self-control I won’t screw around or behave like a slut, even though the guys may want me. God, what am I thinking? This isn’t good, why am I thinking of sex again?!!"
Comment: This is quite different from what I have been writing. I was inspired by Bridget Jones and I hope you'll like it and give you a little laugh. ^^
Monday the 3rd August
09.32 …OH MY GOD! NOOOOOO!!!! WTF?! HOW DID KAORU GET MY DIARY?! OH MY GOD!!!! I will kill myself! This is…GAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!! I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM!! HE READ MY JOURNAL!
….Oh fuck…HE READ MY DIARY!!! All the things I’ve written about Nobuo, Norio and…oh God. I must get out of here. I must escape summer camp!!!
12.12 How do I get out of here?! I’m in the middle of the forest now and I have no idea of where I am…!!!! T__T
13.03 I WILL DIE HERE!!! T___T
13.15 Just ate my last fruit…This is the end….. T-T
13.45 I wonder what the best way to survive in the forest is…hmm… I should make a windshield…but how?! X_X
14.01 I am useless at this survival stuff…I wish a prince will come and save me. A prince on a white horse. Mmm <33
14. 10 I’m sure they are worried for me at the camp. They will come and look for me any minute.
14.11 Yes, soon.
14.12 I’m sure I’ll see Norio’s cute face in any second.
14.13 ….
16.43 They are probably throwing me a welcome party with a lot of food and therefore this delay on finding me. Yes, that’s probably it.
16.50 I’m hungry…
17. 00 I wonder if you can eat this funny berry…hmm, I’ll de either way.
17.01 so good! <33
18.00 I think I heard something!!!
18.02 I HAVE A SAVIOR! Someone is yelling my name!!!
18.05 I am going crazy. It was a tree that was squeaking…
18.30 But now I hear something! I AM SAVED!!! SOMEONE IS COMING!!! :DD My prince <3333
18.35 Oh.my.God….my prince is…Kaoru..!!!! I’m saved! ;-; <3
22.30 The people had been looking for me a long time and when I came back I ate so much I could die… Kaoru didn’t mention reading my diary but at the moment I cannot say anything but thank you. He did save me; he is my prince…How weird isn’t that? Wait…no! This isn’t right! I cannot fall for a punk! That is so wrong!!!! T-T
Tuesday the 4th August
10.55 I woke up and found myself looking at Kaoru. When he hasn’t the black eyeliner on, he’s actually cute. He would look very good in bright clothes, no make-up, brown hair and of course not the bad boy attitude. Eek <33
12.30 This is so wrong…I cannot like Kaoru! But he saved me…How can I not like my savior?
14.00 I can’t stop thinking about it!!! I have serious problems…Kaoru is a punk; It is impossible for me to like him! He has even read my diary!!! ò.ó But he is cute…And I am sure he’s a kinky person in bed. Hehe No, must have self-control but more importantly; NOT THINKING OF KAORU!!! He’s a punk crying out loud!
14.14 I wonder if he would like me…hmm…NO!! I am hopeless…You are truly punishing me God… -_-;
03.00 God, is it possible to fall for someone that wrong? What is wrong with me?
Wednesday the 5st August
09.10 That was is it…I will never see Kaoru again…I didn’t even say goodbye properly and we didn’t change numbers or anything, he just kissed me goodbye and went to the other punks. I know nothing about him and he knows nothing about me… But this is for the best! I can’t love him! It is wrong!!! When I get back home I’ll get an angel boyfriend and forget about my savior on the Blackhorse.
21.05 Back home in my white room. Summer camp was a trip filled with mixed emotions. So if I sum it all up with my goals:
1. Still sex addict but haven’t had sex for a month! T__T This is serious business! I will die soon and God; I even thought of having sex with a punk! I am seriously ill.
2. I cannot forget about Ryo and I don’t think I ever will but I have moved on. He was a scumbag but I loved him once. Just like…NO! I won’t say his name ever again!!! Kaoru means nothing to me!
3. I met cute friends but few that I will keep in touch with.
4. I didn’t have any sex at all…or…I don’t know…NO!!!
5. I had a good time but also a horrible time.
New rules gained after summer camp:
1. Don’t leave diary alone.
2. Don’t run away without a phone/map/a lot of food/etc.
3. Don’t change cabin if one snores!
Now afterwards Ill just sit and laugh. I had a great time! Haha I wish to go there next year. Maybe I’ll even Kaoru will be there! <3 NO!!! I AM NOT IN LOVE!!!! GAAAHHHH!!!!! I should stop now before I write something more.
/Toshiya, not in love with certain punk named Kaoru.
-20years later-
Toshiya looked at his lover and his eyes widened when he recognized the red book he held.
“DON’T READ MY DIARY!” He threw himself over his lover to get the book but he was too quick for him. He smirked at Toshiya.
“God; I even thougth of having sex with a punk! I am seriously ill.” His lover read teasingly.
“This is private stuff! You cannot read it! It is private!” He said and took the book away from his lover. “p.r.i.v.a.t.e!”
“Oh come on Toshiya, I want to know all about this certain punk guy” His hand touched Toshiya’s arm carefully.
“ha-ha” Toshiya put the book back in his bedside table and locked the drawer.
“I know you love me Toshiya” He gasped and dragged Toshiya down onto the bed again.
“I don’t!” Toshiya said and kissed his lover.
“Oh but I do know it” He smirked and dragged Toshiya’s shirt off.
The moon was full and Toshiya sat and watched his lover sleep by his side. He smiled to himself and opened his drawer. He took the red book and opened it and noticed a piece of paper sticking out as a bookmark. He opened it and smiled as he read it. Carefully he put the book back and wrapped his arms around his lover and kissed his shoulder.
“Happy anniversary, punk boy”
Friday the 7th August
Happy 10years anniversary honey.
/Kaoru.
Ps. Good to know you loved me back then ‘cause I loved you and I hated you for it. Still do btw. Ds.
The end.
Author:
desprate_angel
Disclaimer: They belong to themselves and this has nothing to do with the real persons. This is purely fiction!
Rating: PG-15
Warnings: mentioning sex
Pairing: Kaoru x Toshiya
Summary: "Summer camp, here I come!!! I have packed all my belongings and I cannot think of anything I might have forgotten. I’m looking forward to meet a lot of new people and hopefully they are all cute. With self-control I won’t screw around or behave like a slut, even though the guys may want me. God, what am I thinking? This isn’t good, why am I thinking of sex again?!!"
Comment: This is quite different from what I have been writing. I was inspired by Bridget Jones and I hope you'll like it and give you a little laugh. ^^
Monday the 3rd August
09.32 …OH MY GOD! NOOOOOO!!!! WTF?! HOW DID KAORU GET MY DIARY?! OH MY GOD!!!! I will kill myself! This is…GAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!! I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM!! HE READ MY JOURNAL!
….Oh fuck…HE READ MY DIARY!!! All the things I’ve written about Nobuo, Norio and…oh God. I must get out of here. I must escape summer camp!!!
12.12 How do I get out of here?! I’m in the middle of the forest now and I have no idea of where I am…!!!! T__T
13.03 I WILL DIE HERE!!! T___T
13.15 Just ate my last fruit…This is the end….. T-T
13.45 I wonder what the best way to survive in the forest is…hmm… I should make a windshield…but how?! X_X
14.01 I am useless at this survival stuff…I wish a prince will come and save me. A prince on a white horse. Mmm <33
14. 10 I’m sure they are worried for me at the camp. They will come and look for me any minute.
14.11 Yes, soon.
14.12 I’m sure I’ll see Norio’s cute face in any second.
14.13 ….
16.43 They are probably throwing me a welcome party with a lot of food and therefore this delay on finding me. Yes, that’s probably it.
16.50 I’m hungry…
17. 00 I wonder if you can eat this funny berry…hmm, I’ll de either way.
17.01 so good! <33
18.00 I think I heard something!!!
18.02 I HAVE A SAVIOR! Someone is yelling my name!!!
18.05 I am going crazy. It was a tree that was squeaking…
18.30 But now I hear something! I AM SAVED!!! SOMEONE IS COMING!!! :DD My prince <3333
18.35 Oh.my.God….my prince is…Kaoru..!!!! I’m saved! ;-; <3
22.30 The people had been looking for me a long time and when I came back I ate so much I could die… Kaoru didn’t mention reading my diary but at the moment I cannot say anything but thank you. He did save me; he is my prince…How weird isn’t that? Wait…no! This isn’t right! I cannot fall for a punk! That is so wrong!!!! T-T
Tuesday the 4th August
10.55 I woke up and found myself looking at Kaoru. When he hasn’t the black eyeliner on, he’s actually cute. He would look very good in bright clothes, no make-up, brown hair and of course not the bad boy attitude. Eek <33
12.30 This is so wrong…I cannot like Kaoru! But he saved me…How can I not like my savior?
14.00 I can’t stop thinking about it!!! I have serious problems…Kaoru is a punk; It is impossible for me to like him! He has even read my diary!!! ò.ó But he is cute…And I am sure he’s a kinky person in bed. Hehe No, must have self-control but more importantly; NOT THINKING OF KAORU!!! He’s a punk crying out loud!
14.14 I wonder if he would like me…hmm…NO!! I am hopeless…You are truly punishing me God… -_-;
03.00 God, is it possible to fall for someone that wrong? What is wrong with me?
Wednesday the 5st August
09.10 That was is it…I will never see Kaoru again…I didn’t even say goodbye properly and we didn’t change numbers or anything, he just kissed me goodbye and went to the other punks. I know nothing about him and he knows nothing about me… But this is for the best! I can’t love him! It is wrong!!! When I get back home I’ll get an angel boyfriend and forget about my savior on the Blackhorse.
21.05 Back home in my white room. Summer camp was a trip filled with mixed emotions. So if I sum it all up with my goals:
1. Still sex addict but haven’t had sex for a month! T__T This is serious business! I will die soon and God; I even thought of having sex with a punk! I am seriously ill.
2. I cannot forget about Ryo and I don’t think I ever will but I have moved on. He was a scumbag but I loved him once. Just like…NO! I won’t say his name ever again!!! Kaoru means nothing to me!
3. I met cute friends but few that I will keep in touch with.
4. I didn’t have any sex at all…or…I don’t know…NO!!!
5. I had a good time but also a horrible time.
New rules gained after summer camp:
1. Don’t leave diary alone.
2. Don’t run away without a phone/map/a lot of food/etc.
3. Don’t change cabin if one snores!
Now afterwards Ill just sit and laugh. I had a great time! Haha I wish to go there next year. Maybe I’ll even Kaoru will be there! <3 NO!!! I AM NOT IN LOVE!!!! GAAAHHHH!!!!! I should stop now before I write something more.
/Toshiya, not in love with certain punk named Kaoru.
-20years later-
Toshiya looked at his lover and his eyes widened when he recognized the red book he held.
“DON’T READ MY DIARY!” He threw himself over his lover to get the book but he was too quick for him. He smirked at Toshiya.
“God; I even thougth of having sex with a punk! I am seriously ill.” His lover read teasingly.
“This is private stuff! You cannot read it! It is private!” He said and took the book away from his lover. “p.r.i.v.a.t.e!”
“Oh come on Toshiya, I want to know all about this certain punk guy” His hand touched Toshiya’s arm carefully.
“ha-ha” Toshiya put the book back in his bedside table and locked the drawer.
“I know you love me Toshiya” He gasped and dragged Toshiya down onto the bed again.
“I don’t!” Toshiya said and kissed his lover.
“Oh but I do know it” He smirked and dragged Toshiya’s shirt off.
The moon was full and Toshiya sat and watched his lover sleep by his side. He smiled to himself and opened his drawer. He took the red book and opened it and noticed a piece of paper sticking out as a bookmark. He opened it and smiled as he read it. Carefully he put the book back and wrapped his arms around his lover and kissed his shoulder.
“Happy anniversary, punk boy”
Friday the 7th August
Happy 10years anniversary honey.
/Kaoru.
Ps. Good to know you loved me back then ‘cause I loved you and I hated you for it. Still do btw. Ds.
The end.