fic: Suspicion - GTO little side story
Title: Suspicion - GTO little side story
Genre: romance
Pairing: mentioned KaoruxToshiya
Rating: PG-13?
Disclaimer: nope
Author’s note:
OK, LET ME LAUGH STUPIDLY
This was supposed to be posted BEFORE ‘GTO - Caught in the act’. But I forgot. Srsly.
This was just a lil side story from Great Teacher Onegai which popped into my mind, I was like writing a fic out of my own fic. There’s no Kaoru here, and I wrote it on my own, so don’t expect a lemon ^^;;
Toshiya stared at his chair for a long time before sighing. He really didn’t feel like sitting. Because a certain part of his body just won’t do well if he does so. He decided to face the reality and put his bag slowly on his desk, then placed himself on the chair.
He winced.
“Totchiiiiiiiii~~~~~!!”
Toshiya turned his head to see his best friend Renji, who had just entered the classroom. “Morning, Renji.”
Renji raised an eyebrow, “You didn’t seem very spirited this morning.”
“Lack of sleep,” Toshiya answered tiredly. Because a certain perverted teacher won’t let me sleep.
“Well, well, too sucked in playing games lately?”
Enjoying this ‘game’? Toshiya blushed when he recalled what happened last night. “W-what are you saying?”
Renji leaned in, “What are you blushing for?”
“I’m not blushing,” The shorter boy shoved Renji away, who sneered instantly.
“I’d say I smell something sus-pi-ci-ous.”
“Bug off, Renji.” Toshiya rolled his eyes, though his heartbeat fastened. Blame him for having expressions so honest that everyone would know easily what he was thinking.
“Aww… Totchi…” Renji leaned in again and wrapped a hand around his friend’s shoulders. “You know you can’t keep a secret from me… A-HA!”
“What?” Toshiya widened his eyes in fear. He was frightened even more when he saw a grin began to spread on his friend’s face. A very broad grin.
“Naughty Totchi!” Renji began to laugh, “Oh my, naughty, naughty Totchi!”
“What?!!” Toshiya pouted as he began to get annoyed. He really didn’t like being laughed at. Renji calmed his laughter and whispered.
“Who is the girl?”
“Huh? What girl?”
“Stop trying to hide it from me. Just tell me who’s the girl and I won’t bug you anymore. I won’t tick you off because you didn’t tell me a thing. Perhaps.” Renji poked him on the ribs.
“Hey, shut it! I really don’t know what do you mean!”
“Well, explain to me what’s… this!” Renji yanked one side of the collar of Toshiya’s uniform. Toshiya got jerked by the sudden move and almost fell.
“AWW! Renji!”
“Explain this hickey to me!” Renji pointed at Toshiya’s neck with his free hand.
Toshiya blinked and tried to look, but of course he couldn’t see his own neck. “Hickey?”
“Yes, hickey, lovebites, yada yada,” Renji rolled his eyebrows, “And don’t you dare to tell me that it’s bugbites, because I’m not that stupid, thank you.”
Toshiya blinked once, twice, “Huh?”
Renji stared at him incredulously, then pointed once more at the side of Toshiya’s neck, “Hickey?”
Toshiya blinked again, face showing absolute confusion.
“Oh my God, Totchi.” Renji finally realized, “You really don’t know anything, don’t you.”
“And oh my God, stop confusing me!” Toshiya barked and pulled back. But then Renji quickly dragged him… to the boys bathroom. Before Toshiya had a chance to ask anything, Renji pushed him slightly towards the mirror on the wall. Toshiya raised an eyebrow, and Renji moved Toshiya’s collar to the side to reveal a dark mark on the boy’s neck.
“What is that?”
“This,” Renji pointed at the mark, “is called hickey, appeared when someone nibbles and sucks and or bites on your skin, in this case your neck, in a lustful act.” The taller boy stared at Toshiya, watching the boy’s expression turned red, “Which means someone marked you with this in a lustful act.”
Toshiya blushed hard, his hand covered the hickey reflexively and he turned his back on Renji. He was worried as hell, what would he do if Renji find out? What would Renji say? What would Renji do?
Kaoru had told him to trust his friend, Renji wouldn’t tell Toshiya’s parents. But still… he was worried about what would Renji think about all this.
Without realizing it, Toshiya already had his eyes watered and he started to sob. Renji turned him back around to face him, and he seemed shocked when he saw the welling tears.
“You…” Renji spoke carefully, “Someone… didn’t force it on you, right?”
Toshiya’s eyes widened as he remembered his first intercourse with Kaoru. But then… they were lovers now, and though Kaoru somehow forced him a lot by sweet-talking him into making love, Toshiya couldn’t say that he didn’t enjoy it.
“N-no.”
Renji stared at him in disbelief. Toshiya tried to look strong and stared back with assurance.
“Well,” Renji finally said after a while, “at least now I know that no one took advantage of you. Sometimes you’re too naïve to be true.” He sighed, and Toshiya felt guilty for making his friend worried.
But the guilt dissipated when he saw the smirk returned to Renji’s face. “Now tell me who’s the girl!”
“Renjii~~!!”
Renji laughed and ruffled Toshiya’s hair, not at all affected by Toshiya’s struggle to free himself. “Come on, big boy! Here I thought you haven’t even been kissed, and suddenly you showed up with a hickey!”
“Gosh, stop it!”
“Who’s the girl??”
“Renji! Stop it! There’s no girl!”
“Liar!!”
“I swear to you there’s no girl!!!” Toshiya yelled and quickly realized the implication his words could give out. He smacked himself inwardly when he saw Renji seemed to catch the implication. His hand dropped down from Toshiya’s head. His mouth opened, and closed again, wanting to say-ask something, but couldn’t bring himself to let the words out.
“Totchi.” Renji finally said, “It was a guy?”
Toshiya wanted to cry, he really wanted to cry to Renji and admit it all. To say sorry for not telling him. To say sorry if he disgusts him. To beg him not to tell his parents. But he couldn’t, could he?
Kaoru… what am I supposed to say? “No.”
Renji stared at him in disbelief once more. But now his stare was mixed with worry, pity, and assurance. His stare was so intense, telling Toshiya to just pour out the truth. He knew Toshiya was weak with that kind of stare. But what he didn’t know was Toshiya’s secret was too big and too wrong to be told even under that stare.
“Just… forget about it. It was probably just a bruise I got when I fell down.”
Oh yes, Toshiya knew Renji was smart and wouldn’t buy his lame statement. But he couldn’t… really couldn’t tell Renji about his relationship with their teacher. He knew it was wrong for keeping a secret from his best friend. But his and Kaoru relationship is wrong too…
His eyes watered again.
“Toshiya…”
Is it wrong for Toshiya to hope that Renji would take pity on him and let him go like usual?
The bell rang and Toshiya tugged on his friend’s shirt, “Renji, let’s go back to the class.” He faked a smile, “Ne?”
Renji hesitated, but then he gave up and nodded, following Toshiya to the classroom.
Sorry, Renji.
Genre: romance
Pairing: mentioned KaoruxToshiya
Rating: PG-13?
Disclaimer: nope
Author’s note:
OK, LET ME LAUGH STUPIDLY
This was supposed to be posted BEFORE ‘GTO - Caught in the act’. But I forgot. Srsly.
This was just a lil side story from Great Teacher Onegai which popped into my mind, I was like writing a fic out of my own fic. There’s no Kaoru here, and I wrote it on my own, so don’t expect a lemon ^^;;
Toshiya stared at his chair for a long time before sighing. He really didn’t feel like sitting. Because a certain part of his body just won’t do well if he does so. He decided to face the reality and put his bag slowly on his desk, then placed himself on the chair.
He winced.
“Totchiiiiiiiii~~~~~!!”
Toshiya turned his head to see his best friend Renji, who had just entered the classroom. “Morning, Renji.”
Renji raised an eyebrow, “You didn’t seem very spirited this morning.”
“Lack of sleep,” Toshiya answered tiredly. Because a certain perverted teacher won’t let me sleep.
“Well, well, too sucked in playing games lately?”
Enjoying this ‘game’? Toshiya blushed when he recalled what happened last night. “W-what are you saying?”
Renji leaned in, “What are you blushing for?”
“I’m not blushing,” The shorter boy shoved Renji away, who sneered instantly.
“I’d say I smell something sus-pi-ci-ous.”
“Bug off, Renji.” Toshiya rolled his eyes, though his heartbeat fastened. Blame him for having expressions so honest that everyone would know easily what he was thinking.
“Aww… Totchi…” Renji leaned in again and wrapped a hand around his friend’s shoulders. “You know you can’t keep a secret from me… A-HA!”
“What?” Toshiya widened his eyes in fear. He was frightened even more when he saw a grin began to spread on his friend’s face. A very broad grin.
“Naughty Totchi!” Renji began to laugh, “Oh my, naughty, naughty Totchi!”
“What?!!” Toshiya pouted as he began to get annoyed. He really didn’t like being laughed at. Renji calmed his laughter and whispered.
“Who is the girl?”
“Huh? What girl?”
“Stop trying to hide it from me. Just tell me who’s the girl and I won’t bug you anymore. I won’t tick you off because you didn’t tell me a thing. Perhaps.” Renji poked him on the ribs.
“Hey, shut it! I really don’t know what do you mean!”
“Well, explain to me what’s… this!” Renji yanked one side of the collar of Toshiya’s uniform. Toshiya got jerked by the sudden move and almost fell.
“AWW! Renji!”
“Explain this hickey to me!” Renji pointed at Toshiya’s neck with his free hand.
Toshiya blinked and tried to look, but of course he couldn’t see his own neck. “Hickey?”
“Yes, hickey, lovebites, yada yada,” Renji rolled his eyebrows, “And don’t you dare to tell me that it’s bugbites, because I’m not that stupid, thank you.”
Toshiya blinked once, twice, “Huh?”
Renji stared at him incredulously, then pointed once more at the side of Toshiya’s neck, “Hickey?”
Toshiya blinked again, face showing absolute confusion.
“Oh my God, Totchi.” Renji finally realized, “You really don’t know anything, don’t you.”
“And oh my God, stop confusing me!” Toshiya barked and pulled back. But then Renji quickly dragged him… to the boys bathroom. Before Toshiya had a chance to ask anything, Renji pushed him slightly towards the mirror on the wall. Toshiya raised an eyebrow, and Renji moved Toshiya’s collar to the side to reveal a dark mark on the boy’s neck.
“What is that?”
“This,” Renji pointed at the mark, “is called hickey, appeared when someone nibbles and sucks and or bites on your skin, in this case your neck, in a lustful act.” The taller boy stared at Toshiya, watching the boy’s expression turned red, “Which means someone marked you with this in a lustful act.”
Toshiya blushed hard, his hand covered the hickey reflexively and he turned his back on Renji. He was worried as hell, what would he do if Renji find out? What would Renji say? What would Renji do?
Kaoru had told him to trust his friend, Renji wouldn’t tell Toshiya’s parents. But still… he was worried about what would Renji think about all this.
Without realizing it, Toshiya already had his eyes watered and he started to sob. Renji turned him back around to face him, and he seemed shocked when he saw the welling tears.
“You…” Renji spoke carefully, “Someone… didn’t force it on you, right?”
Toshiya’s eyes widened as he remembered his first intercourse with Kaoru. But then… they were lovers now, and though Kaoru somehow forced him a lot by sweet-talking him into making love, Toshiya couldn’t say that he didn’t enjoy it.
“N-no.”
Renji stared at him in disbelief. Toshiya tried to look strong and stared back with assurance.
“Well,” Renji finally said after a while, “at least now I know that no one took advantage of you. Sometimes you’re too naïve to be true.” He sighed, and Toshiya felt guilty for making his friend worried.
But the guilt dissipated when he saw the smirk returned to Renji’s face. “Now tell me who’s the girl!”
“Renjii~~!!”
Renji laughed and ruffled Toshiya’s hair, not at all affected by Toshiya’s struggle to free himself. “Come on, big boy! Here I thought you haven’t even been kissed, and suddenly you showed up with a hickey!”
“Gosh, stop it!”
“Who’s the girl??”
“Renji! Stop it! There’s no girl!”
“Liar!!”
“I swear to you there’s no girl!!!” Toshiya yelled and quickly realized the implication his words could give out. He smacked himself inwardly when he saw Renji seemed to catch the implication. His hand dropped down from Toshiya’s head. His mouth opened, and closed again, wanting to say-ask something, but couldn’t bring himself to let the words out.
“Totchi.” Renji finally said, “It was a guy?”
Toshiya wanted to cry, he really wanted to cry to Renji and admit it all. To say sorry for not telling him. To say sorry if he disgusts him. To beg him not to tell his parents. But he couldn’t, could he?
Kaoru… what am I supposed to say? “No.”
Renji stared at him in disbelief once more. But now his stare was mixed with worry, pity, and assurance. His stare was so intense, telling Toshiya to just pour out the truth. He knew Toshiya was weak with that kind of stare. But what he didn’t know was Toshiya’s secret was too big and too wrong to be told even under that stare.
“Just… forget about it. It was probably just a bruise I got when I fell down.”
Oh yes, Toshiya knew Renji was smart and wouldn’t buy his lame statement. But he couldn’t… really couldn’t tell Renji about his relationship with their teacher. He knew it was wrong for keeping a secret from his best friend. But his and Kaoru relationship is wrong too…
His eyes watered again.
“Toshiya…”
Is it wrong for Toshiya to hope that Renji would take pity on him and let him go like usual?
The bell rang and Toshiya tugged on his friend’s shirt, “Renji, let’s go back to the class.” He faked a smile, “Ne?”
Renji hesitated, but then he gave up and nodded, following Toshiya to the classroom.
Sorry, Renji.