FIC
Title: Beautiful Imperfection
Chapter: 4/??
Disc: I do not own Dir en grey.
Rating: NC-17 overall
Pairings:KxT, KyxS DxOOC
Synopsis: The leader of Dir en grey, Kaoru has a problem. It's the bassist of the band, Toshiya. Kaoru seeks to discover why Toshiya gets under his skin so much.
A/N: The last chapter go sooo many comments. I was glad so many people like it.
PREVIOUSLY:
Chapter Prologue and One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
After my bold words about being Sherlock Holmes and mighty Leader Sama last night; I was struck with ‘the loser’ disorder. I called everyone as soon as I crawled out of bed to tell them I was canceling practice. I stated that I wasn’t feeling well from the night before and I would stay home today. I added in that I would make phone calls to our photographer and props/costume people. Die was happy since he would be able to nurse his hangover in peace. Shinya was pretty glad too since he would get to catch up on sleep and home chores. Kyo only muttered something that sounded like ‘okay, fine’ before I heard light snoring again. Toshiya did not answer but I left a message.
With that taken care of, I snuggled into my sofa bundled in blankets with a cup of coffee in hand. I was so comfortable. I am fitted out into an oversized t-shirt and my fuzzy neko pajamas. See, if you are not comfortable on the inside you can at least be comfortable on the outside.
I sipped my coffee as I mulled out the mystery of the night before. Toshiya had straddled me and gave me one hell of a kiss. I had responded back to it. It was a strong come on and very well pulled off. Any normal…gay male would respond to it. I had never denied Toshiya was beyond being good looking either. It was natural response of my body all around.
But that really did not answer my question. Why did he do it? Especially after that whole deep speech he gave me the day before yesterday. Did he do it just to get under my skin? He was the biggest tease I ever met. Yet, if had meant to get back at me by teasing then he would have done it the whole night. Was he still trying to prove his point that I had misjudged him? But the whole kissing thing was already a negative thing I thought about him. I thought he was as slutty as a man can get.
Then…what could it be?
No way. No way on this planet can that be the reason.
He couldn’t have a crush on my on me. If he did, it was only because I was immune to his charms.
“Bullshit, Kaoru, you got turned on last night,” I mumbled out loud. Ugh, my head is pounding. Alcohol and a personal problem are key ingredients to a migraine. I rubbed a hand through my long purple bangs. I could feel the heavy weight of the braids down my back. I uncurled myself from my sofa cocoon and started towards the kitchen to get a glass of water. I had made it to the sink when there was a knock at my door.
I glared at the door for a moment before I stalked over to it. I carefully looked into the peep hole. You never know when a fan girl tracks you down and tries jumping you on your own doorstep. That happened to Kyo once. He was afraid to go home for a week. When I saw who it was I almost wished it was a fan girl.
I slowly opened the door.
“I heard you were not feeling well, Leader Sama, so I came to check on you,” Toshiya’s face looked free from any ulterior motives. Damn it, did he always have to look that good? I suddenly felt very self conscious in pajamas with bed hair.
“I don’t think any of us are at our best this morning. For once I did not feel like yelling at anyone. I need to spend the day doing some paper work. Home sounded like a good place to do it,” I stepped back and gestured with my hand for him to come inside. No one has ever accused me of not being polite.
He carefully stepped in. He leaned down and slipped off the ankle boots his was wearing. As always, he was dressed to kill. I walked over to the kitchen.
“Would you like something to drink?” I offered.
“Coffee would be fine, thanks,” he answered, coming into the kitchen. I pulled out another mug from the cabinet and set and down. I took the coffee pot and poured. I handed it to him.
“There is cream and sugar on the counter,” I leaned against the fridge and watched him as he mixed the contents. So he likes two sugars and lots of cream, eh?
“You are being quiet Kaoru. I thought you would be laying into about what happened last night.”
His comment sent my headache back in full force. I never expected he would bring it up. I ran through my lists of things to say in my head.
“Why did you do it?” I chose the straight to the point phrase.
He pursed his lips for a moment then cleared his throat, “Because I wanted to.”
“That is not a good answer.” I retorted.
“It is the most honest one. I want to know your quirks, Kaoru. I marked being able to turn you on off the list.” Oh, his voice was so calm when he said it.
I concluded that he was looking for weak points in my armor. This was some ploy to get me to be nicer to him. I was a point of interest, you might say. He knew me as the bandleader but not as a person. Did he really think I was pining for him like most people did?
I stepped closer to him. I may have been wearing my pjs but I could flip a switch to man beast when necessary. It was time to counter this game.
“Toshiya, do you want me to fuck you? Is that why you are playing games with me?” I used that tone of voice that is reserved for phonesex or really intimate moments. His face reddened incredibly. His eyes were enormous. I closed the rest of the space between us. I pulled him flush against my body. I could already feel his arousal awakening.
“I don’t like games, Toshiya. If you are just trying to make your conquest, it will not work. I do not get conquered, Toshiya, I do the conquering. I know you dislike my treatment of you; it is very unprofessional of me and I will try to stop,” I trailed one of my hands down until it slip down his ass. I groped it harshly, causing him to whimper. “I am perfectly male, Toshiya. Do not start something just to mess with me.”
His ragged breathing even drowned out the sound of the television. I released his body and back away a little. I could see the clear outline of his erection against his tight blue pants. I reached out and raked my nails over his bulge. He whimpered softly. That made my own blood stir hotly.
“I want you to…” he seemed to struggle for words.
“You want me to what?” I raised one eyebrow curiously.
“Finish it!” He cried out. His nails were digging into his palm, cutting the flesh.
“Stop it, Toshiya, you are hurting yourself!” I grabbed his hand and forced his fingers open. There were little half moon cuts in his palm. His hand was shaking so much. Before I could even grasp the idea I had, I was leaning down towards his palm. I touched my lips to his palm before touching it with my tongue. I licked the wounds gently. Toshiya was making soft sounds but not from pain.
I felt his lips brush the top of my head. That caused me to pause and look at him. His look was wistful.
“I need to go before I do something I -won’t- regret.” He turned abruptly and headed towards the door. He jerkily put on his boots as I watched dumbfounded.
“Are we having practice tomorrow?” he asked in a mouse voice.
I nodded, my tongue still frozen. He let himself out of the door. He would have sex with me and not regret. I was starting to think I would not have either.
XXX
Kyo thought he was dreaming. He dreamed every night/day and he thought this was no different. But it felt different. He was sure he felt a pair of arms wrapped around him tightly. He cracked one eye open and glanced down at his chest. He nearly jumped out of bed but he didn’t. There was an arm wrapped his chest. It was wearing a soft blue sweater. He used his nose next. A new scent in his room; but the scent of jasmine perfume was familiar to him. It was Shinya’s scent.
“Ohayo, Kyo Kun, I thought you would never wake up,” there was no doubting that Shinya’s voice. His opened his other eye and bit his lip.
“Shinya…” he said softly.
“I am sorry for invading your bed. I came over to return those cds and books you let me borrow. Your door was unlocked. I came in here looking for you. It just looked so warm and comfortable that I could not help myself. I can get up if you want.”
GET UP! Kyo shook his head and turned over until he was facing Shinya. Shinya smiled at him shyly. If he had a free hand he would have covered his mouth. Kyo grinned at him impishly.
“Now I know why I was sleeping so peacefully.” Kyo loved the flush that spread across Shinya’s cheeks.
“You were twitching badly when I came in. Miyu chan fell asleep on your sofa. I suppose we both made ourselves at home. I can make you lunch to make up for it,” Shinya gasped a little bit when Kyo snuggled his body against his.
“Later…Shinya…I like it like this.” Kyo murmured, basking in Shinya’s warmth.
Shinya smiled and wrapped his arms around the shorter man. “Me too, Kyo.”
Chapter: 4/??
Disc: I do not own Dir en grey.
Rating: NC-17 overall
Pairings:KxT, KyxS DxOOC
Synopsis: The leader of Dir en grey, Kaoru has a problem. It's the bassist of the band, Toshiya. Kaoru seeks to discover why Toshiya gets under his skin so much.
A/N: The last chapter go sooo many comments. I was glad so many people like it.
PREVIOUSLY:
Chapter Prologue and One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
After my bold words about being Sherlock Holmes and mighty Leader Sama last night; I was struck with ‘the loser’ disorder. I called everyone as soon as I crawled out of bed to tell them I was canceling practice. I stated that I wasn’t feeling well from the night before and I would stay home today. I added in that I would make phone calls to our photographer and props/costume people. Die was happy since he would be able to nurse his hangover in peace. Shinya was pretty glad too since he would get to catch up on sleep and home chores. Kyo only muttered something that sounded like ‘okay, fine’ before I heard light snoring again. Toshiya did not answer but I left a message.
With that taken care of, I snuggled into my sofa bundled in blankets with a cup of coffee in hand. I was so comfortable. I am fitted out into an oversized t-shirt and my fuzzy neko pajamas. See, if you are not comfortable on the inside you can at least be comfortable on the outside.
I sipped my coffee as I mulled out the mystery of the night before. Toshiya had straddled me and gave me one hell of a kiss. I had responded back to it. It was a strong come on and very well pulled off. Any normal…gay male would respond to it. I had never denied Toshiya was beyond being good looking either. It was natural response of my body all around.
But that really did not answer my question. Why did he do it? Especially after that whole deep speech he gave me the day before yesterday. Did he do it just to get under my skin? He was the biggest tease I ever met. Yet, if had meant to get back at me by teasing then he would have done it the whole night. Was he still trying to prove his point that I had misjudged him? But the whole kissing thing was already a negative thing I thought about him. I thought he was as slutty as a man can get.
Then…what could it be?
No way. No way on this planet can that be the reason.
He couldn’t have a crush on my on me. If he did, it was only because I was immune to his charms.
“Bullshit, Kaoru, you got turned on last night,” I mumbled out loud. Ugh, my head is pounding. Alcohol and a personal problem are key ingredients to a migraine. I rubbed a hand through my long purple bangs. I could feel the heavy weight of the braids down my back. I uncurled myself from my sofa cocoon and started towards the kitchen to get a glass of water. I had made it to the sink when there was a knock at my door.
I glared at the door for a moment before I stalked over to it. I carefully looked into the peep hole. You never know when a fan girl tracks you down and tries jumping you on your own doorstep. That happened to Kyo once. He was afraid to go home for a week. When I saw who it was I almost wished it was a fan girl.
I slowly opened the door.
“I heard you were not feeling well, Leader Sama, so I came to check on you,” Toshiya’s face looked free from any ulterior motives. Damn it, did he always have to look that good? I suddenly felt very self conscious in pajamas with bed hair.
“I don’t think any of us are at our best this morning. For once I did not feel like yelling at anyone. I need to spend the day doing some paper work. Home sounded like a good place to do it,” I stepped back and gestured with my hand for him to come inside. No one has ever accused me of not being polite.
He carefully stepped in. He leaned down and slipped off the ankle boots his was wearing. As always, he was dressed to kill. I walked over to the kitchen.
“Would you like something to drink?” I offered.
“Coffee would be fine, thanks,” he answered, coming into the kitchen. I pulled out another mug from the cabinet and set and down. I took the coffee pot and poured. I handed it to him.
“There is cream and sugar on the counter,” I leaned against the fridge and watched him as he mixed the contents. So he likes two sugars and lots of cream, eh?
“You are being quiet Kaoru. I thought you would be laying into about what happened last night.”
His comment sent my headache back in full force. I never expected he would bring it up. I ran through my lists of things to say in my head.
“Why did you do it?” I chose the straight to the point phrase.
He pursed his lips for a moment then cleared his throat, “Because I wanted to.”
“That is not a good answer.” I retorted.
“It is the most honest one. I want to know your quirks, Kaoru. I marked being able to turn you on off the list.” Oh, his voice was so calm when he said it.
I concluded that he was looking for weak points in my armor. This was some ploy to get me to be nicer to him. I was a point of interest, you might say. He knew me as the bandleader but not as a person. Did he really think I was pining for him like most people did?
I stepped closer to him. I may have been wearing my pjs but I could flip a switch to man beast when necessary. It was time to counter this game.
“Toshiya, do you want me to fuck you? Is that why you are playing games with me?” I used that tone of voice that is reserved for phonesex or really intimate moments. His face reddened incredibly. His eyes were enormous. I closed the rest of the space between us. I pulled him flush against my body. I could already feel his arousal awakening.
“I don’t like games, Toshiya. If you are just trying to make your conquest, it will not work. I do not get conquered, Toshiya, I do the conquering. I know you dislike my treatment of you; it is very unprofessional of me and I will try to stop,” I trailed one of my hands down until it slip down his ass. I groped it harshly, causing him to whimper. “I am perfectly male, Toshiya. Do not start something just to mess with me.”
His ragged breathing even drowned out the sound of the television. I released his body and back away a little. I could see the clear outline of his erection against his tight blue pants. I reached out and raked my nails over his bulge. He whimpered softly. That made my own blood stir hotly.
“I want you to…” he seemed to struggle for words.
“You want me to what?” I raised one eyebrow curiously.
“Finish it!” He cried out. His nails were digging into his palm, cutting the flesh.
“Stop it, Toshiya, you are hurting yourself!” I grabbed his hand and forced his fingers open. There were little half moon cuts in his palm. His hand was shaking so much. Before I could even grasp the idea I had, I was leaning down towards his palm. I touched my lips to his palm before touching it with my tongue. I licked the wounds gently. Toshiya was making soft sounds but not from pain.
I felt his lips brush the top of my head. That caused me to pause and look at him. His look was wistful.
“I need to go before I do something I -won’t- regret.” He turned abruptly and headed towards the door. He jerkily put on his boots as I watched dumbfounded.
“Are we having practice tomorrow?” he asked in a mouse voice.
I nodded, my tongue still frozen. He let himself out of the door. He would have sex with me and not regret. I was starting to think I would not have either.
XXX
Kyo thought he was dreaming. He dreamed every night/day and he thought this was no different. But it felt different. He was sure he felt a pair of arms wrapped around him tightly. He cracked one eye open and glanced down at his chest. He nearly jumped out of bed but he didn’t. There was an arm wrapped his chest. It was wearing a soft blue sweater. He used his nose next. A new scent in his room; but the scent of jasmine perfume was familiar to him. It was Shinya’s scent.
“Ohayo, Kyo Kun, I thought you would never wake up,” there was no doubting that Shinya’s voice. His opened his other eye and bit his lip.
“Shinya…” he said softly.
“I am sorry for invading your bed. I came over to return those cds and books you let me borrow. Your door was unlocked. I came in here looking for you. It just looked so warm and comfortable that I could not help myself. I can get up if you want.”
GET UP! Kyo shook his head and turned over until he was facing Shinya. Shinya smiled at him shyly. If he had a free hand he would have covered his mouth. Kyo grinned at him impishly.
“Now I know why I was sleeping so peacefully.” Kyo loved the flush that spread across Shinya’s cheeks.
“You were twitching badly when I came in. Miyu chan fell asleep on your sofa. I suppose we both made ourselves at home. I can make you lunch to make up for it,” Shinya gasped a little bit when Kyo snuggled his body against his.
“Later…Shinya…I like it like this.” Kyo murmured, basking in Shinya’s warmth.
Shinya smiled and wrapped his arms around the shorter man. “Me too, Kyo.”