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[pinku_kireru]

Title: Wall Smex
Author: 
bl4ckm4lice and
pinku_kireru
Disclaimer: Still not ours! (nanya mulu kayak monyet!)
Genre: Non Con, LEMON, Drama
Synopsis:

"Kaoru~" Toshiya whined, obviously annoyed by his lover's immature act, "We were just taking a shower."
"You weren't simply taking a shower! I heard what they said!"
Toshiya blushed madly, "You overheard us?!"
"What kind of simple shower involves conversations such as ‘Totchi, you have such a small butt’ and ‘Totchi, your peepee is very cute!’ WHAT THE HELL?!!"
"They didn't even say cute!" Toshiya yelled in embarrassment "They said small peepee!"
"What?!" Kaoru's anger rose. "How dare they tell you that your peepee is small! Indeed yours is small but it is so cute! Makes me want to~" Kaoru slipped his hand under Toshiya's pants and boxers, intended to play with it, but Toshiya shoved him away. "KAORU!"

Author's Note: Toshiya was 15 years old and Kaoru was 23. Toshiya was a lot smaller than Kaoru in this fic! Because he's still a kid! And once again THANKS to 
runaluna for being our lovely beta-reader. Love u!

ArTeaser by bl4ckm4lice
http://bl4ckm4lice.livejournal.com/51684.html

GTO-Wall Smex
Finally, Kaoru had won Toshiya’s heart after few months waiting and hoping for him. Toshiya was his lover now and the relationship had been going on for half a month.

Toshiya was his love…his everything. Just by watching him from afar away was enough to forget all the and sad things, at least for temporary. That was why Kaoru sat alone in the teacher's office. With his hands supported his goatee chin and lips curved into a smile, not to forget his dreamy face, Kaoru watched his young lover ran around the school's baseball court, wearing a baseball uniform.

KAWAII...!!!!

Kaoru said privately, not realizing that he was saying it out loud.

"Who's cute?"

Kaoru’s head slipped from his palm and he nearly fell over his chair. He turned around to see a certain friend of Toshiya standing in front of him, "R-Renji!"

Renji raised an eyebrow and peeked over Kaoru’s shoulder, "Who are you watching, sensei?"

"HAHAHA! NO ONE!" Kaoru waved his hands and dragged the curious boy away from the window, "Do you need something?"

Renji eyed him with suspicion from head to toe. Kaoru gulped and fidgeted a little, "W-what?"

Renji walked back to the window then looked down. He saw Toshiya was laughing and dusting off his butt from dirt. Renji looked up again, making Kaoru jumped as he felt a tension from the boy, "Are you watching Toshiya?!"

"WHAT?" Kaoru coughed, "No! I mean, no. Yeah. What makes you say so?" The teacher tried to appear as calm as possible. Even though Renji was Toshiya's best friend, Kaoru didn't think he would know about their relationship already. He thought Toshiya hadn’t told anyone... yet.

"Whatever…" Renji glanced at his teacher one last time before finally handing some papers, "Here are the test papers from the class, sensei. You forgot to bring them with you."

"Thanks! You're my savior, Renji!" Kaoru let out a too-nervous laugh and accepted the papers.

"You’re welcome..." Renji replied.

Kaoru went to his desk and checked the papers but he felt the pressures hadn’t disappeared yet. He looked up a little bit and found that Renji was still staring at him. "Er...anything else?"

Renji scanned him for one last time before shaking his head and turned around to leave the teacher's room. Kaoru sighed as the tension in the air disappeared along with Renji. "What is he? A psychic or something?"

He shrugged it off and gathered his things on the desk. He glanced at the time and realised that it's almost time for the club activity to end. 'Hmm... I should say goodbye to my lover first before going home, maybe even steal a kiss when no one sees...I really need just a little kissy-kissy from my Totchi! That’s enough for my bad day!'

Kaoru closed his eye… imagining his lover was in front of him and then puckered up his lips, as if he was kissing Toshiya right now. Yes, Kaoru was one desperate teacher.

So the teacher made his way to the baseball field. There he saw the students had finished cleaning up and headed to the club room. Kaoru caught a glance of his lover, who also noticed him and blushed a little. Kaoru was flying on the seventh heaven for a split second but he fell down back to the ugly world because the hunter mistaken him with a duck and shot him. That was how he felt like when he noticed Renji was there with his lover too.

OH MAN...NOT HIM AGAIN!

Again, Renji stared at him as if Kaoru looked like Osama bin Laden. The menacing stares stopped when one of the students called him. "Kaoru-sensei!"

Kaoru blinked and greeted his students back, "Hello, boys!"

Then the boy said, "Kaoru-sensei, we're going to koshien! Isn't that awesome?!"

"Yes, I’ve heard about that." Kaoru grinned and did some high fives with them. "Great job!"

"And all that thanks to Toshiya! He saved our butt in the last chance and turned the table around by making a homerun!" The boy poked Toshiya on the ribs, who blushed more.

"Wow!" Kaoru smiled, though he cursed inwardly for not being able to watch the match that was held last week because his works were piled up at that time. He ruffled Toshiya's head, "Good job, Tot-Toshiya!"

Renji sharpened his glares and that made Kaoru took his hand back quickly. Toshiya realized Kaoru's weird behavior and blinked innocently at him. Kaoru melted at the puppy eyes and his knees were shaking as he refrained himself not to tackle Toshiya in front of them, especially in front of the boy with a pair of knife eyes named Renji.

They chatted for half an hour about baseball until one of the students, Ichigo smacked his own head after he took a look at his watch. "Man, it's 4 p.m.! Guys, we better take a shower now! I have private lessons!"

Murmured agreements could be heard and the boys started to make their way to the shower room. Kaoru waved at them before realizing something. Something that made his eyes went wide. "WAIT!"

They turned to their teacher, one of them asking, "What is it, sensei?"

"You're..." Kaoru bit his lips, trying to find some unsuspicious words for what he was about to say, but failed miserably, "...taking shower together?"

They looked at each other, exchanging confused stares. Kaoru waited for an answer and they turned their heads at Kaoru and nodded together. Kaoru jawdropped and stared with disbelief. "What?! You CAN’T do that!"

Renji raised an eyebrow, "Why?"

"Because you are all grown ups!" Kaoru answered.

Toshiya said softly, "But we're all boys, so it’s okay." Renji and the others nodded in agreement.

"Adults just don't take showers together!!" Kaoru insisted.

Toshiya glared at him slightly, careful not to be noticed by the others. Renji stared at Toshiya strangely. Kaoru gulped.

"Sensei," one boy spoke, "We did it all the time."

Kaoru wanna cry out 'WHAT THE FUCK YOU TAKING SHOWERS TOGETHER YOU DARE TO LOOK AT MY TOTCHI'S NAKED BODY YOU-‘. Renji stared at him again.

Everyone else was also staring at him confusedly. Kaoru snapped out of his rambling mind and made a desperate sound, "Ack~!"

Renji glared at Kaoru. Kaoru pretended to laugh. "Ahahahahahaha! Ahahahahaha!"

‘Idiot…idiot…why are you laughing, idiot…’

Toshiya rolled his eyes and came up with an idea on how to get away from the current situation. "Ichigo, shouldn’t you hurry so you can catch up (with) your private lessons?"

Ichigo looked at Toshiya and his face suddenly turned into a horrified look. "Gah! You're right! Let's go!" Ichigo turned away and ran, dragging Toshiya along with him. Renji followed them with a slow pace but head still facing the silent protesting-man.

‘HOW DARE YOU UGLY KIDS SEE MY GORGEOUS LOVER!’
He slumped and wanted to weep right there. ‘HOW COULD TOSHIYA LET HIMSELF BE SEEN BY GUYS OTHER THAN ME?’
***

Toshiya let his eyes roamed around. He didn't see Kaoru anywhere. He felt relieved, then instantly felt guilty for feeling relieved. But really, Kaoru just couldn't keep their secret very well. A hand patted his shoulder and he almost jumped in shock. "Renji!"

Renji laughed at his reaction, "Going home now?"

Toshiya pouted but nodded anyway, "Yep."

Renji smiled, "Jya ne. Eh! Toshiya..."

"Hm?"

Renji stared at him for a while, mouth opening hesitantly, "Nothing. Take care!"

Toshiya shrugged at his friend's odd behavior and waved, "You too!"

He waved to everyone else and bounced to the school entrance, humming to himself. All of a sudden he remembered something was missing. He pouted when he realized that Kaoru didn't gave him a goodbye kiss or even saying bye like usual. He stopped and stomped his foot. Then he walked again lazily, his eyes fixed to the asphalt road and didn't notice that there was a car following slowly from behind until the car stopped beside him. Toshiya shrieked when a pair of big arms pulled him inside the car.

"AAAAAAH!! LEMME GO! LEMME GO! MMHHH!!!" Toshiya struggled with all his might. He kicked and punched everywhere, eyes tearing up when a hand clamped his mouth.

"Ssh~ It's me." A familiar voice was heard, and Toshiya turned to see a familiar man. "MMMH!!!" He let out a muffled shout. The hand on his mouth loosened and he shouted again, "What the hell are you doing, Kaoru?!!"

Kaoru grinned, "Just thinking that a kidnapping game might be fun."

"WHAT?!!" Toshiya snapped. He punched Kaoru repeatedly on the chest. "What do you think you're doing?!! You scared me like hell!!"

Kaoru grinned then left a peck on his cheek. "Heehee! Gomen!"

Toshiya pouted and Kaoru smiled as he stared apologetically at him. "My house?" Toshiya thought for a moment and put a finger to his mouth, before turning to Kaoru and nodded slowly.

Kaoru grinned and drove the car to his apartment. When they arrived, Kaoru instantly grabbed Toshiya's hand and dragged him upstairs. Toshiya stared confusedly at him, but the older man merely gestured him to take his shoes off. After Toshiya did so, Kaoru dragged him again and opened a certain door that leads to...a bathroom???

Toshiya was shocked, his mouth opened widely. "What-what is this?!"

Kaoru answered funnily, "Bathroom?"

"I know it's a bathroom but what do you want me to do!"

Kaoru pushed him inside and closed the door. "I want you to get in to the bathroom."

Toshiya was confused. "I don't want to pee right now!"

Kaoru sweatdropped. "Who told you to pee?" He ignored the confused boy and unbuttoned his shirt. Toshiya blushed and jerked away, "What are you doing?!"

"Well, you can't get into the bathtub with clothes on!" Kaoru stated as if that was the most normal statement to say in their current situation. He continued his works to unbuttoned Toshiya's shirt before being shoved off.

"I have taken a bath!"

"I haven't taken a bath with you!"

Toshiya swallowed a spit. His eyebrow arched. "What are you talking about?"

Kaoru pulled Toshiya to his embrace and kissed him hard. Toshiya was struggling at first but then responded to the kiss after several minutes. Kaoru slipped his tongue inside and Toshiya moaned. They broke for air and the boy noticed that Kaoru had a pout on his lips. "How dare you let them see your body!"

"Kaoru~" Toshiya whined, obviously annoyed by his lover's immature act, "We were just taking a shower."

"You weren't simply taking a shower! I heard what they said!"

Toshiya blushed madly, "You overheard us?!"

"What kind of simple shower involves conversations such as ‘Totchi, you have such a small butt’ and ‘Totchi, your peepee is very cute!’ WHAT THE HELL?!!"

"They didn't even say cute!" Toshiya yelled in embarrassment "They said small peepee!"

"What?!" Kaoru's anger rose. "How dare they tell you that your peepee is small! Indeed yours is small but it is so cute! Makes me want to~" Kaoru slipped his hand under Toshiya's pants and boxers, intended to play with it, but Toshiya shoved him away. "KAORU!"

"WHAT?!!"

Toshiya flinched. He shut his eyes, not wanting to see Kaoru's angered face. He was so scary when he was pissed off. The older man realized that he had snapped. He breathed deeply and leaned in to peck Toshiya’s forehead. He then gently continued his work earlier, opening Toshiya's clothes.

"What are you doing?" Toshiya asked in a small voice.

"I wanna take a bath with you." Kaoru replied calmly but firmly.

Toshiya felt pretty annoyed because he didn't understand what was on Kaoru’s mind. He pouted as Kaoru unbuttoned his shirt and slipped his hands to caress the side of Toshiya's body. Toshiya didn't mind it though so he just watched Kaoru touching and then opening his belts and pants. Toshiya felt something was wrong with Kaoru, he couldn't guess what but Kaoru seemed so sad.

Toshiya just watched in silence, not sure of what to say. Knowing Kaoru, the teacher would’ve been thinking of doing ‘things’ with him. But Kaoru didn’t have the usual smug look on his face… And Toshiya was shaken out from his wandering mind when the older man pulled his arm.

"Come here, Totchi."

Toshiya obeyed and followed him inside the bath. He sat in front of Kaoru, back facing him. Kaoru's arms instantly wrapped around his waist.

Toshiya sighed as he felt the warm water caressing his skin. He felt relaxed for the warmth from his lover and the water. He laid his head on Kaoru's chest and closed his eyes. Kaoru slid his body a little and moved into a more comfortable position. He inhaled the sweet scents of Toshiya’s hair and hummed softly to his ear.

"Feels nice…" Toshiya smiled. Kaoru didn't reply, merely wrapped his hands tighter and nuzzled the back of Toshiya's head.

"Kaoru..." Toshiya said after a while, "...is there something wrong?"

Kaoru tensed for a split of second. "No...nothing! Sorry I snapped at you earlier."

Toshiya moved to face Kaoru, who blinked. "Toshiya?"

Toshiya said with a soft, small, and concerned voice. "Kaoru, doushita no?" Kaoru felt an arm circled to his waist. "You looked so sad..."

Kaoru smiled, but that didn't hide the sadness in his eyes. "Nothing's wrong, Totchi." Toshiya was a very sensitive person so he was always feeling the same way too whenever he saw the person that he loved was sad or getting hurt. Kaoru’s heart leaped up to his throat as Toshiya’s face turned sad.

‘Should I tell him? Yes, he’s my lover. But no, I didn’t want him to worry!’

Kaoru shook his head. Toshiya begged with a puppy eyes.

‘Then I shouldn’t tell him? Yes, there’s no need to make him worried. But no, he’s my lover and he has the right to know!’

Kaoru sighed, he lost to the puppy eyes. "I…I just don’t think I’m a good teacher. I have failed as a teacher…"

"Why…" Toshiya’s voice cracked up.

"Totchi, I’m a teacher. And all the teachers in the world must be disappointed with themselves when the students they teach get bad grades. And…umm…there are 6 of your classmates that never progressed and it breaks my heart to know that I did everything that I could for them but the results are still the same…" he ducked his head down and continued, "… if it gets worse… they will probably fail"

Toshiya didn’t know what to do. He thought for a long time on how to cheer his lover. Then he surprised not only Kaoru but himself too by kissing his forehead. The older man’s eyes went wide, absolutely taken aback by the unusual act of affection from his lover. Toshiya was never the one who initiated any contact between them.

"Be okay, ne?" Toshiya whispered, smiling with slightly pink cheeks.

Kaoru stared at the angelic face and he started to smile. He pulled Toshiya closer and their faces were almost touching. "I love you so much, you know that?"

Toshiya blushed and ducked his head down and earned a chuckle from Kaoru. Then again he braced himself up to kiss his lover again... on the lips.

Kaoru eyes widened again when Toshiya gave him a quick kiss and melted. He brought the boy’s face up and kissed him softly. Toshiya closed his eyes, enjoying the kiss. They stayed like that for a long time, only breaking up occasionally to take a breath. Kaoru's hands rubbed his chest and stomach slowly. He slipped out a moan and parted his lips unconsciously...but no tongue came in.

Kaoru broke their kiss and smiled down to him. He hugged him tight from behind, placing his chin on Toshiya's shoulder. Toshiya sweatdropped and stared idly in front of him. Kaoru really wasn't his usual perverted self today.

Toshiya stared at Kaoru and waited for something more but Kaoru was busy humming and enjoying the warm bath. Toshiya pouted and crossed his arms. Not long after that, Kaoru pushed Toshiya away and Toshiya pouted even more. 'That's it?!'

Kaoru stepped out from the bath then carried Toshiya to the shower. Toshiya was staring at Kaoru's face, trying to send a signal that he wanted Kaoru.

Kaoru turned on the shower, adjusting the water to the warmth he wanted. He turned and pulled Toshiya inside the shower, kissing him once before he reached out for the soap. Toshiya shuddered when Kaoru began to rub the soap on his skin from Toshiya's chest then trailed down to his stomach and a bit lower. "Kaoru…"

"Hmm?"

"Umm..." Toshiya hesitated. He wasn't sure what he should do or say. He was anxious over Kaoru's unusual calmness, and he was also turning somewhat desperate because Kaoru hadn't done a thing to him except for kissing and hugging. The last thought made him blushed though, and he absolutely wouldn’t admit it to Kaoru.

Kaoru smiled as he washed Toshiya's body lovingly, not noticing that the boy was desperate for his touch. Toshiya huffed, making Kaoru realized that Toshiya was behaving weirdly. The boy waited and waited but he gave up when Kaoru didn't give him what he needed. So he stood by his tiptoes and pulled Kaoru down to his face and kissed him.

"Hmph?" Kaoru mumbled at the sudden kiss. He gasped when Toshiya entered his tongue inside Kaoru's mouth. Kaoru was still surprised and stood still. Toshiya brought his legs up and their lengths brushed accidentally.

Kaoru instantly broke the kiss and pushed Toshiya slightly. He stared questioningly at the boy, who blushed and looked away. "T-Toshiya?"

Toshiya glanced at him before turning his head back to the side. Kaoru blinked, still trying to grasp what's on the boy's mind. "Totchi… Did you...? I mean... do you want..." The boy blushed more, sure that he had humiliated himself. He made a move to get out of the shower, but Kaoru stopped him. "Wait!"

Toshiya tried to escape by pushing him as hard as he could but the floor was slippery so he ended up falling backward. "KYAAA!!!"

Kaoru gasped and caught him in time so Toshiya was safe. "God! Totchi, be careful!"

Toshiya's breath was fast because he thought that he was going to fall. His hands were around Kaoru's neck and his eyes were closed, trying to calm himself down. Kaoru stared at him and said. "You're okay?"

Toshiya nodded and Kaoru brought himself up. Toshiya remembered something and broke their hugs. "Umm.." He stole glances at Kaoru, "I didn't.... I... Just forget about it."

Kaoru's mouth suddenly widened to a smile. A smug smile. Toshiya slapped himself inwardly for the trouble he hopped in so willingly earlier. Kaoru pulled him to his embrace and his smug smile grew wider. "Aww...How could I not notice?"

"N-notice what?" Toshiya once again slapped himself inwardly. His question only seemed to taunt Kaoru.

"That my Totchi..." he paused for a kiss, "...is horny..." he bit Toshiya's lower lip and nibbling on it.

Toshiya was blushing for his statement and stomped his feet. "I am not!"

Kaoru cupped Toshiya's butt. "So you don't want me?"

Toshiya panicked. "No! I want you!" Toshiya blushed when he blurt out the words and pouted when he saw the usual hentai grin on Kaoru's face.

"Hmm... I see..." He pinched Toshiya's butt, earning a yelp from the poor boy. "When people wanted each other, what would they do...?" He asked in an almost sing-a-song voice while giving another pinch.

"Gosh! Stop that!" Toshiya struggled to get free. Kaoru seemed willing to take him right there, but Toshiya just didn't get it. ‘How are you supposed to do it inside a shower?? That's not normal!’

" Now, a new lesson!" Kaoru carried him back to the shower and circled Toshiya's legs around his waist. Toshiya shrieked at the sudden action. Kaoru crashed him to the wall and that made Toshiya winced a little. He was about to protest but couldn't when Kaoru claimed his lips.

This time Kaoru wasted no time and thrust his tongue inside Toshiya's mouth, at the same time pushing Toshiya higher so that his hips were on the same height as Kaoru. Toshiya gasped and wrapped his arms and legs around Kaoru's body to prevent him from falling down. Kaoru tied his tongue with Toshiya's, sucking on it occasionally. He finally broke it off.

"Ok, student! Can you tell me what lesson are we going to learn this time?"

"What?!"

"I'm not asking you to ask me back!" Kaoru pinched Toshiya's butt for the umpteenth time.

"Aww!" Toshiya winced, but couldn't stop himself from playing along Kaoru's game as usual. "Umm...S-sex in the shower...?"

"Hmm…correct! But that's not the BEST answer!" Kaoru chuckled, "Sensei's gonna teach you a wall-sex."

Toshiya blinked at the 'lesson' and tilted his head. "Wall…sex?"

Kaoru cupped his butt and stroked it lightly, his fingers crawled between the butt cheeks and massaged the boy’s opening, making him gasped and threw his head back. Kaoru smiled and brought his face closer to Toshiya's ear. "Yes, wall-sex..."

Toshiya bit his lips and his hands grasped on Kaoru's wet hair. Kaoru winced for a second but tried to ignore the harsh pull. Toshiya moaned loudly. "Kaoru-sensei! Haa...aahnn...! O…ne…gai..." the last word was nothing but an air to Kaoru's ear but he could hear it clearly.

"What did you just said?" Kaoru pretended.

Toshiya just moaned, he was still too ashamed to say it. "One...gai..."

Kaoru smirked visibly, "What do you want me to do, hmm?"

"I..." Toshiya breathed out.

"You want me to teach you?"

Toshiya nodded slowly, gulping as Kaoru's finger slipped in for a split of second.

"Then say it..." Kaoru whispered, "Onegai, Sensei, teach me."

Toshiya gasped again and again and forced himself to let go all his dignity. "Onegai, sensei~" Toshiya stopped for another gasp. "Please! Teach me!"

Kaoru smiled victoriously and crushed his lips down to Toshiya's. Toshiya gladly opened his mouth and welcomed the tongue. They both moaned through the kiss, enjoying each other's taste.

Kaoru broke the kiss and stared at the panted boy who looked like he was craving for more. Kaoru licked the defenseless neck and Toshiya tilted his head instinctively to give Kaoru more access.

"Hmm Totchi..." Kaoru mumbled in between, "You taste so good..." Then he bit hard, making Toshiya screamed in pain. Yet, when Kaoru licked his way up the jaw and to the lips, Toshiya welcomed his kiss so willingly. Kaoru responded and added more strength to the kiss. They were kissing so hard and brutal, like they never kissed before.

Toshiya forgot his shyness and brushed his hips up to met Kaoru's. Kaoru moaned at this action and pressed Toshiya hard to the wall, as if they were not close enough.

Kaoru said between the kiss. "Mmm…Totchi, I'm too horny right now! Thanks to you! Is it ok if I don't prepare you?"

Toshiya caught Kaoru’s mouth and bit the upper lip. Then he said breathlessly, "Pre … pare?"

"I mean... ungh!" Kaoru nibbled and sucked on Toshiya's lips. "I want to fuck right now!"

"Um..." Toshiya muttered. Kaoru sensed the hesitation and thought that Toshiya didn't want to go unprepared. But then as he looked at the Toshiya's face, confusion was obviously shown. The young boy had no idea of what Kaoru was talking about. At all!!

"Shit," Kaoru cursed, "You'll never stop being cute, will you?" Toshiya blushed, "Huh?" He was about to ask what made his lover said that when he felt something probing his entrance.

"Ka-Kaoru..." Toshiya panted, "Your... your..."

"I'm about to enter you, Totchi. Prepare yourself."

Toshiya winced as he remembered the usual initial pain and tightened his legs and arms around Kaoru's body. He closed his eyes, waiting for the intrusion. Kaoru held Toshiya firmly on his butt and spread his cheeks for easier access. Kaoru knew exactly that this was going to be painful for his lover, he just hoped that he could ease the pain a little by kissing Toshiya’s neck.

Toshiya tried to think that it was going to be alright but in fact he still couldn’t get used to it and bit Kaoru's shoulder as he was surprised by the painful feeling on his ass.

"Kaoru! It hurts!!" He was shocked that the pain was even worse than usual. Kaoru calmed him down by working on the boy's neck as he continued to push his length inside.

Toshiya snapped his eyes open and screamed, "AAH!!! IT HURTS!! IT HURTS!!!" He started to struggle, but Kaoru held him tightly.

"Ssh..." Kaoru closed his eyes, enjoying the warmth enveloping his hard member.

Toshiya gritted his teeth and started to cry. Kaoru noticed it and stopped. Toshiya opened his eyes and Kaoru could tell that Toshiya was confused. It was written on his expression. Kaoru kissed him in the eye and asked, "Do you want me to stop?"

Toshiya gasped and looked him perplexedly. Kaoru said again, "If you want me to stop, then I'll stop! Do you want me to stop?!"

Toshiya blinked, and blinked again. It's kinda unusual. Kaoru usually forced his way on him no matter how loud he protested or how loud he cried. But today, Kaoru was actually asking for his approval...

"No," He finally shook his head. He leaned up and pecked Kaoru's lips, "I love you, Kaoru." He blushed instantly after saying those words, wondering where the hell he got the guts. He ducked his head down nervously.

Kaoru, on the other hand, had his eyes widened and jaw dropped. His hard member got even harder if possible, and he smashed his lips to Toshiya's, making the boy's head thumped to the wall behind him. He started to move slowly, at the same time moving his tongue inside Toshiya's mouth. Toshiya closed his eyes and tried to ignore all the pain by pouring his gasps into Kaoru's mouth.

Kaoru sped up his pace and switched his attention to Toshiya's neck and jaw line, sucking on it vigorously. Toshiya craned his neck, giving more flesh for Kaoru. Kaoru accepted the invitation and bit softly on the neck. Toshiya closed his eyes as the water showered his face. Kaoru forgot to turn off the shower, but that made the atmosphere even sexier for both of them.

Kaoru slid one hand up to play with Toshiya's nipple. He rubbed, pinched, and pulled, enjoying the helpless whimpers from Toshiya. His thrusts turned needier. Harder and deeper. Toshiya was slammed into the wall behind him repeatedly and couldn't stop himself from moaning. His body felt so hot against the cold wall.

"Mmh!! Sensei!! Ahhh!!"

Kaoru released the boy's nipple to play with the other one. His mouth still busy leaving marks on Toshiya's collarbone. His right mind reminded him not to leave marks, Toshiya's friends would be asking questions tomorrow when they took showers together again. Then his possessive mind took over. Let them know Toshiya was his.

‘ They don't even have the right to look at Toshiya's body from the beginning!’

Kaoru smiled as he stared at his art on his lover's neck. 'Toshiya is mine! Mine! Mine! Mine! Mine!'

Kaoru fucked him harder. He grabbed Toshiya's butt and angled his thrust, hitting Toshiya's spot. Toshiya wailed and tightened his arms around Kaoru's neck. Toshiya's eyes were staring blankly at the bathroom's ceiling. He felt that his body was going to melt with Kaoru and the water.

Kaoru chuckled with a low tone, "Couldn't take it anymore, my sweet student?"

Toshiya moaned as his spot was hit again. "S-slow down─"

"But we just started…hmm?" Kaoru smirked as he reached down to pinch the tip of Toshiya's member. He licked his fingers which were covered with Toshiya's pre-cum. "You really are delicious, you know! I want to…" he paused, giving a slow but rough thrust. "…eat you…"

Toshiya was about to reply, but then Kaoru played with the tip again, swirling his fingers around the slit of the head. "Kaoru!! Haaah... stop... I'm gonna...!!" Then his cum burst out suddenly.

"Shit! So soon…" Kaoru groaned when Toshiya's walls tightened around his cock and he thrust even harder. Toshiya felt Kaoru's balls slapping to his ass and knew that Kaoru was going to come soon. He prepared himself when Kaoru slammed their body to the wall along with his last hard thrust.

Kaoru cried out Toshiya's name and came hardly, spilled all his seed to Toshiya's anus, making the boy screamed loudly.

Toshiya suddenly felt extremely exhausted. His hands slipped down to his side, hanging lifelessly. His body was supported only by Kaoru's hands. The older man panted heavily, but a smile spread on his face. The sex was a hot one. And Toshiya was in his best mood, it seemed . The boy actually made the first move.

Maybe he should pretend to feel down sometimes. Kaoru chuckled. It was an evil thought, but maybe worth a try.

"What are you laughing at?" Toshiya's tired voice reached his ears.

Kaoru backed his face a little and stared at Toshiya's eyes. "Nothing!" He ended it with a hentai grin, causing Toshiya to raise his eyebrows in suspicion.

Kaoru kissed him then put him down. Toshiya was leaning on Kaoru's body. Again, Kaoru washed him, cleaning him from their sex with soap. Toshiya smiled weakly at Kaoru and hugged him. Kaoru smiled, he wanted to hug back but he thought that he could do that later after their shower.

Twenty minutes later, they were both done. Kaoru dried Toshiya's hair with a big towel. He then planned to dry his body but Toshiya blushed and pouted, "I can do it by myself. Don't treat me like a kid."

Kaoru chuckled inwardly. Toshiya should stop acting like that if he didn't want to be treated like a kid. "I just want to dry my lover’s body, so my baby doesn’t get a cold! Can't I?"

Toshiya blushed more and pretended to roll his eyes, but didn't say anything further. Kaoru smiled and reached out to Toshiya's body, but then some loud sound could be heard from the outside. He jumped slightly, but calmed down quickly. Seemed like his neighbor dropped something heavy. He turned back to Toshiya only to find a sulking face. "Kaoru! My clothes are all soaked!"

Toshiya’s clothes were getting the impact from their ‘lessons’.

Kaoru sweatdropped then grinned apologetically. "Oops..."

Toshiya pouted and stomped his feet. "What am I supposed to wear now?!"

Kaoru walked to the sulking boy and gave him a peck on the lips. "Gomen, gomen... umm... just use my clothes for now, ne? I'll dry it for you!"

Toshiya pouted and huffed. "Hmph~! Fine!"

Kaoru kissed him again and longer this time. Toshiya responded for a while then broke the kiss. "My clothes, Kaoru!"

It's Kaoru's turn to sulk now, "You're so mean!"

"What? You want me to walk home naked??"

"NO!" Kaoru snapped, knowing that Toshiya wouldn't dare, but couldn't stop the mental image from coming out, "I won't let anyone see you naked!"

Toshiya rolled his eyes again, decided not to remind Kaoru about the fact that he took showers with his club mates after practice. Kaoru sneered at him and pushed him outside the bathroom to his bedroom. He opened his cupboard and pulled some clothes on himself. After that, he picked a shirt, "Here, I think this one's not that big". He put it on Toshiya...and realized how wrong he was.

Toshiya sweatdropped, looked down to the extra large shirts. It’s so big! Toshiya didn't even need pants coz the shirt was already covering his smooth white thigh. His shoulder was half exposed and looked so tempting to Kaoru's eyes. Kaoru swallowed a spit.

Toshiya pouted, "Are you going to lend me some pants or what?!"

Kaoru blinked then grinned widely as he approached the boy. "Ne, I don't think that you need any! You look so yummy with only shirt on, you know..." Kaoru hugged him and kissed the exposed shoulder.

Toshiya shuddered and jerked away, "Go away, you pervert! Give me some pants!"

"But my pants won't fit on you!" Kaoru smirked.

Toshiya sweatdropped at seeing the huge grin, "Well lend me your boxers! They have rubber bands!"

"Owww…why are you insisting so much? You're better this way..." Kaoru leaned in again and nuzzled the younger boy's neck.

Toshiya yelped, "Ack! Don't do that-" he purred and felt his knees went weak.

"Come on! It's only you and me in the house! You don't need to feel ashamed!"

Toshiya still purred. His face showing that he was unhappy, but he just couldn't resist what Kaoru asked. "Fi...ne..."

Kaoru’s smirks got wider and he sneaked his hands- "Gosh! Stop your hands or I'll run outside to find some pants!!" Toshiya scowled.

"Hmph!" Kaoru pretended to pout, "You're so mean! Why can't I touch my own lover??"

"Because you've touched me many times earlier!" Toshiya glared.

"But-but!!"

"But what?!"

"Can't we do it again?"

"WHAT?!" Toshiya shrieked loudly, gave a great impact to Kaoru's eardrums. Luckily he was fast at covering both of his ears with his hands.

Kaoru pouted and begged. "Ne...come on! You came too fast and I’m still horny right now!"

Toshiya's eyes were wide open. He didn't want to do it again, not twice at the same day. No way! He stepped back with a fear showing in his face. Toshiya walked away slowly and he ran outside Kaoru's room. Kaoru was surprised and he quickly ran after him. "H-hey! Where you going?!"

Toshiya stopped at the living room. "I don't want to do it!"

Kaoru laughed inwardly, seeing that Toshiya looked like a lost and frightening puppy, making Kaoru wanted to tease and play with him. He grinned, "A, a, a, a! You're not going anywhere!"

He blocked Toshiya with his long arms. Toshiya was about to run to the left side but Kaoru moved quickly to the same direction. Toshiya whimpered and ran quickly to the other side, but again, Kaoru was faster to block his way.

"Kaoruuu!!" Toshiya whined, feeling scared and hopeless. Kaoru chuckled, amused by the boy's attitude. But the chuckle only scared Toshiya even more. "We've done it earlier, Kao!"

"But it was you who wanted it, ne... Now I want my turn." Kaoru walked closer, which make Toshiya stepped back... until his rear touched the wall.

Kaoru smiled evilly. In Toshiya's mind, Kaoru looked twice bigger than usual. "Hohohohohoho! You can't escape now, my darling! Nowhere to run!"

Toshiya fidgeted and curled his body. Kaoru was about to glomp him but Toshiya found a small space to run, which was between Kaoru's open legs. So Kaoru caught nothing. Toshiya crawled quickly and ran far away from him. "Leave me alone!"

Kaoru sweatdropped, didn't expect Toshiya to be that serious. He finally dropped the act and approached him then ran a hand through his hair. "Hey... no need to get so serious... I'm just teasing you, Totchi."

Toshiya stared at him with disbelief. Kaoru stared back with a sincere look. "Gomen, ne?" The teacher gave him a peck on the lips and smiled. "Are you hungry? It’s already dinner time!"

Toshiya nodded slowly, still unsure if this was just his trap or what. Kaoru hugged him and lead him to sit on the living room. "Let's just order ne? What do you want? Chinese food or pizza?"

Toshiya looked happy when he heard 'pizza' coming out from Kaoru's mouth and cheered. "PIZZA!!!!!!!!!"

"Okay, okay! Let's order some pizzas," Kaoru laughed and ruffled Toshiya's hair. Toshiya squealed, already forgetting the earlier occurrence. He bounced lightly on the couch while Kaoru ordered via the phone.

"It's not gonna be long before the pizzas arrive," Kaoru said after he finished his call. He then reached for a remote and turned the TV on. An anime was on the current channel.

Toshiya squealed again, "Aaaa!! Bleach! They replayed this anime!!" He bounced again, not noticing that his shirt didn't cooperate with his movements and started to rise up his thighs.

Kaoru, on the other hand, noticed it very well. He gulped and pretended to bow his body a bit, wanting to see more.

"PERVERT!!" Kaoru raise his head to see Toshiya curled up his body, staring at him accusingly. "I should know better than to trust you! You actually intended to peek!!!"

"No! It was an accident! I didn't mean to!"

Toshiya pouted but he decided not to argue about it because he wanted to catch up with the anime. He then grabbed a cushion and hugged it to cover himself.

Kaoru smiled while staring at him from the side. He watched as Toshiya changed his expressions as he watched the TV. Toshiya's eyes were so straight every time he was interested with something. Like when he played baseball, drew something, read manga, and did everything that he liked. That's what he loved most about Toshiya...his eyes.

Kaoru then wondered idly. Had Toshiya ever saw him with that kind of stare?

...No...

"Ne, Kaoru!" A tug on his side shook him out from his thinking. "I think the pizzas have arrived! I'll go get it."

"NO!!" Kaoru grabbed the boy's hand pulled him almost roughly. "You are NOT gonna be seen in that get-up by anyone other than me!!"

Kaoru walked to his room and took some money from his wallet then ran to the door and opened it, welcomed by a pizza boy, who blushed instantly after looking behind Kaoru. "Pizza...H...ut!"

Kaoru raised an eyebrow as he watched the pizza boy's expressions. He followed the eyes and turned back to him with a glare. From where he was standing, the pizza boy could see what was in the living room. "Here! Take the money! GIVE ME THE PIZZA AND GO! SHOO!"

Not bothering with the pizza boy's frightened expression, Kaoru slammed the door closed and stomped his way back to the living room. Toshiya raised an eyebrow, "What is it?"

Kaoru stared at Toshiya's shirt, which seemed to drop off his shoulder even more. "Nothing!"

"What are you so grumpy about?" Toshiya grumbled, but quickly forgot as he opened the pizza box. "PIZZAAAAA!!!!!!!!!"

Seeing that kind of expression, all his anger melted like ice. Kaoru smiled, staring at the hungry boy. Toshiya was eating like a pig. That was weird because Toshiya was so skinny and small. By the time Toshiya finished the first piece, he noticed that Kaoru hadn’t started eating yet. Toshiya asked with a mouth full of crushed pizza. "He...Hahoru...hay hont hou heet?"

Kaoru laughed and poked the boy's cheek. "Don't talk with your mouth full! You're gonna get chocked!" Toshiya wanted to pout, but his mouth was too full to let him does it. He then picked up a piece and thrust it to Kaoru's hand. Kaoru nodded and took it. "Ne, if you're eating like that, you're gonna get fat."

By that time, Toshiya's mouth was already empty. He poked his tongue out, "I don't care. No pizza, no life."

Kaoru laughed and ate his pizza. And Toshiya was now busy with the third piece of pizza.

"Waow..."

Toshiya turned to him and let out a confused voice. "Hmmm??"

"Nothing!" Kaoru chuckled, his lover was not feeling any shame at all. How cute! He really liked that type of person.

About twenty minutes later they were done with dinner. Kaoru ate 3 pieces of pizza while Toshiya finished the rest. The boy rested on the couch with a fat stomach and touched the small bump with his hand. "Aahh...I'm so full..." He ended it with a loud burp.

Kaoru stared at him in disbelief. "Toshiya!"

"What?" Toshiya blinked.

"That's-!!" Kaoru's jaw dropped, trying to find some words to scold him. He really didn't think his lover could eat so much, and without any manners too. "It's rude to do that!"

Toshiya blinked again. He didn't expect Kaoru to scold him... Kaoru never scolded him... He felt his face reddened and he ducked his head down. "Sorry..." His eyes were burning, but he tried hard not to cry.

Now it was Kaoru's turn to blink. He expected Toshiya to act like a brat, but here the boy's apologizing. Kaoru didn't even really mean his words earlier. "No. It's alright. But don’t do it again next time, okay?" Kaoru hugged Toshiya and furrowed his eyebrows. Well no, it was not okay at all. Toshiya was wrong, that was why he scolded him.

‘God, I’m so weak against Toshiya!’

Kaoru hugged him and brought him to his lap. Toshiya still had a guilty expression on his face. Kaoru brushed his bangs and caressed the soft bubbly cheeks. "Kiss me?"

Toshiya widened his eyes. He gulped at first but then minutes later he leaned slowly and covered Kaoru's lips with his.

Kaoru closed his eyes and brushed Toshiya's back. They were melted to the kiss, it wasn't a passionate one simply just a plain and pure kiss, without tongue or lust. They broke the kiss and Kaoru looked at Toshiya. His lover was blushing and he tried to hide the smile on his lips with his little hand, like a teenage girl who had just gotten her first kiss.

"Ne," Kaoru whispered, "Stay here tonight?"

"Umm…" Toshiya mumbled hesitantly.

Kaoru leaned in and pecked him. "Please?"

Toshiya blushed again and nodded. "Promise you wouldn't do anything strange."

"Hai, hai!" Kaoru smiled, though he crossed his fingers on his back, just in case. "Call your parents."

Kaoru reached for the receiver which was placed beside the couch and handed it to Toshiya. Toshiya took it, feeling hesitant. He was so scared that his parents would find out about this. He pressed the number with his thumb and placed the phone to his ears and mouth. He waited for someone to pick it up and...

"Moshi-moshi?" It was his mother.

Toshiya swallowed a spit before he spoke. "Mommy..."

"Toshiya is that you?" the soft voice said.

"Yes... um... mommy, can I stay over at... Renji’s tonight?"

"Hmm? Sure... Do you have something to do?"

"Uh... yeah... Homework."

"Eh? But tomorrow's Saturday."

"Ah," Toshiya visibly paled, while Kaoru tried to hold back his laughter. "It's a group homework, and we have practice this weekend."

"Ok, then… Take care."

"Bye mum." With that, Toshiya put the phone down and heaved a long sigh.

Toshiya handed back the receiver to Kaoru and Kaoru threw it away. He pulled Toshiya closer to him and Toshiya shrieked when his chest was crashing to Kaoru's. The older man whispered. "I love you."

Toshiya blushed hard and hugged his lover's neck. "I love you too." Inside his heart, he was so happy that he was staying at Kaoru's house.

Kaoru leaned in and kissed him gently. The time moved in slow motion, but an interruption came up. Toshiya's keitai was ringing. Kaoru intended to continue their kiss, but Toshiya was thinking the opposite. He instantly freed himself from Kaoru's arms and rushed to his bag and grabbed his keitai. Kaoru fumed.

"Moshi-moshi... ah Renji."

"Where the hell are you?" The voice behind the phone asked, sounded grumpy.

Toshiya gasped, "I... I..."

Renji said again. "Your mom just called, saying something I believe means that you told her you’re staying at my house"

Toshiya couldn't find a word to defend himself. "I... yes! I told her that!"

"Your mom told me to remind you not to come home too late tomorrow. Your father wants to have dinner outside."

Toshiya still felt scared and spoke carefully. "H-hai... arigato, Renji!"

"Care to tell me where you are now exactly?"

"Ummmmmmmmmm…I'm at Ichigo's house." Sweats started to form on Toshiya's forehead.

Silence

"And you lied to your mom because?"

"I didn't lie, maybe my mom heard me wrong."

"NO, Totchi!! You just told me that YES, you told your mom that you stayed over at MY house!"

"Ummmmmm." Toshiya nearly wept, Kaoru hugged him from behind and kissed the crown of his head. "Renjiiiiii gomeeeeeeeeeen…!!!"

A long sigh could be heard from Renji. "You’re such a bad liar! Look, Totchi. I'll let you get away this time. Just don't do anything strange, 'k? Wherever you are! And don't come home late tomorrow."

"Hai," Toshiya sniffed and nodded, though Renji couldn't see him, then he put his cell phone down.

Toshiya turned around to hug Kaoru and buried his face on Kaoru's shoulder. "Waaaa...!!"

Kaoru brought his face up and wiped the tears away. "Sssh... it's okay..."

'MAYBE.'
Kaoru said inwardly. He knew that Renji was so clever and he bet that Renji was suspicious. 'Oh God that Renji boy is scary!"
Toshiya looked at him with face messy with tears. "What-what if Renji finds out! And he’ll tell my mom and dad!"

Kaoru hugged him tightly. He let Toshiya cried for a while before started to speak, "Everything's gonna be alright...don't worry." Toshiya continued to cry and Kaoru soothed his back. "Renji won’t do something like that! He’s your best friend! Do you think that he’s that kind of person?"

"No! But I’m so scared that my parents will find out! They won’t like it!"

Kaoru winced as he thought about what was going to happen if Toshiya’s parents find out about this. Yes, he knew for sure the consequences.

"Ne, Totchi..." Toshiya didn't reply, but Kaoru didn't exactly wait for it. "If... If your parents know about us…will you stay with me?"

Toshiya stiffened in his arms. Just then he realized how unusual their relationship was.

It was between a teacher and a student.

They had sex, Toshiya was only 15 years old.

And they’re both males.

What would people think? What would his parents think?

Kaoru slowly loosened his embrace and tilted Toshiya's face to him. The boy's expression was a mix of fright and confusion. He didn't answer. Kaoru felt his heart being crushed.

"Will you...?" Toshiya averted his gaze and Kaoru couldn't look at him any longer. He hugged him again, tighter this time. "Totchi, I can't live without you."

Toshiya covered his ears and his crying was getting louder. He shook his head abruptly and Kaoru was getting panicked. He hugged him. "Hey, hey! Toshiya, calm down!"

Toshiya suddenly threw his arms around Kaoru's neck and still shaking his head. "No, no, no! Kaoru!" Toshiya's hands were gripping tightly to his shirt as if Kaoru would leave.

"Don't go away from me!" Toshiya screamed, "Don't let me go!"

"I love you, I love you." Kaoru kissed his tear-stained face.

"I don't want you to leave!"

Kaoru felt his heart healed instantly. That was all that he needed to hear from Toshiya. "I won't. Ever. I'll never leave even if you want me to. If you say you hate me, I’ll fix the part of me that you hate. If you say you're bored of me, I'll do anything to make you happy. If you say you don't love me anymore, I'll love you more and more to make you love me again."

Toshiya stared straight to Kaoru's eyes. The taller man was surprised to see the way Toshiya looked at him. It was...the stare that he had been waiting for. Kaoru returned the stare with a stare so soft and filled with love. Toshiya bit his lips then said. "Promise me?"

Kaoru smiled and kissed his forehead. "Yes, I promise..."

Toshiya finally stopped crying and rubbed his eyes. Kaoru helped him wiped the tears away. "Wanna go to sleep?"

The boy nodded then yelped as Kaoru carried him for the second time of the day, though this time in a purely non-sexual gesture. Kaoru brought him to the bedroom, laying him down carefully. He lay down beside him and covered them both with the blanket. He pecked Toshiya's lips and closed his eyes. He heard a few shifting and turning then opened his eyes again. "Totchi?"

"Did I wake you?" Toshiya whispered.

"Why don't you sleep?"

"Can't..." Toshiya bit his lips. It was obvious that his mind still hadn’t calmed down.

Kaoru sighed and pulled him for an embrace. Toshiya snuggled to him, finding that the body temperature of his lover was warm and he felt comfortable. He was feeling sleepy but still couldn't bring himself to sleep. "Ne, Kaoru..."

Kaoru played with Toshiya's hair and brushed his back. "Hn?"

"Would you do me a favor?"

"What is it?" Kaoru took a look at his face. Toshiya's face was so innocent, how could he say no to him.

"Can you whisper something to my ear? U-until I fell asleep?"

Kaoru smiled, "Sure! What do you want me to say?"

Toshiya's voice was a whisper. "Please tell me...that you love me. Onegai...?"

If possible, Kaoru would have melted into a puddle. "Sure. Love you, Totchi."

"Hmm." Toshiya smiled and closed his eyes.

"I really really really love you!" Kaoru continued. "I love you so much, so don't blame me if I'm acting like a pervert around you..."

Toshiya giggled and snuggled closer.

"I'm so much in love with you, and can't stop loving you..."

A yawn and Toshiya's body relaxed.

"I love you." And with that, Toshiya began to doze off to slumber land.

Kaoru closed his eyes and took a deep breath. "I love you more than anything else in the world. And I would give my life only for you to love me back..."

Then Kaoru heard a snoring sound and he sweatdropped. "Damn! He didn't hear my last words!"

Kaoru eyed the features of his lover sleeping peacefully and whispered for the last time. "I love you..."

~owarimashita~

[edited] WHAT TEH HELL IS WRONG WITH LJ-CUT??????????????????