last night was good...mmm...violence...thats all i will say about that....grrg broken cars make me angery especially cadillacs...pain in the ass...oh well ill get over it...im over it...fun fun

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so i puked like 4 or 5 times tonight...and i had to work afterwards for a little bit. thankfully kyle was the only not dick and actually fucking worked for me...that was cool of him... for the other 3 fuck off...haha... i feel better now a little though. which is good. i got cake for my bday from d and nikki but i didnt eat any i dont think i ( Read more... )

i would like to apologize to everyone for my attitude lately. yes, im sorry for being an ass. too much stress last few days. thanks for putting up with it...

oh well....sometimes i think to much

there is some shit that is just incredibly annoying...fuck...when will it ever stop... i hate october 3...i wish it went straight from 2 to 4...then i would not exsist and i wouldnt have to worry about have shitty birthdays. i hate bday time...work sucks. mmm i like blue berry bagels with cheese. and coffee somethings that look like liquified baby ( Read more... )

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all this is making no sense... i know not what to do...there is one stupid fuck i particularly despise at the moment. my head is spinning with a blob of shit... i wish there was a nifty button i could push labeled "fix all problems" usually im pretty good with keeping my shit bottled up inside. (its just easier that way). work sucks. i cant get a ( Read more... )

I am getting extremely bored with the life im living...i wish it was more exciting. The dull meathook realities...I kind of want to leave. It seems exciting. But i can't just leave. Fuck, this sucks.

im still tired....i dont know why...i dont remember last night either. i think it is bad. i think i might have spray painted matts car...oops. hah uh yeah. i stayed up for 32 hours yesterday...it was bad...more sleep maybe