Last year's best friends [Jaejoong-centric]

[kannuki_neru]

Title: Last year's best friends
Pairing: None. Jaejoong-centric.
Rating: PG13
Disclaimer: I don't own DBSK.
Warnings: Un-betaed. Light references to male/female and male/male relationships. Heavy references to current situation.
Summary: Jaejoong has parted ways with many people up until this point.

Comments

[byuldeureul]

Sad. D: And poignant.

.........I think I love you just a little too much for writing this. ♥

It's probably just my mood right now after seeing their FNS performance, but this just felt right. Like, I could clearly imagine Jaejoong thinking these things -- saying these things -- and feeling this lost and torn and nostalgic all at once. But definitely. We have to keep believing, don't we? :'] I, for one, saw a flicker of something in their eyes while they sang that reminded me of the past..................and if we can't trust what our hearts are telling us -- our hearts, the reason we fell for these 5 in the first place -- what else can we trust? (I'm hoping Jaejoong really does feel this way. But again, you make it so believable and your writing is so very.................subtle in a beautifully concise yet elaborate, emotional way. [I...can't describe things well tonight, apparently DDX but that's what I felt while I was reading this, so

[kannuki_neru]

Thank you SO much, I'm really flattered! This is the first time I actually received such detailed feedback and I'm so happy that you liked it this much :D

FNS performance was a heartbreak but gave me some hope. As you mentioned, when they're singing, they become one like in the past. There is some hope still left in THEM, so we definitely have to believe. Although the talk made me worry about Yunho instead, he was spaced out and definitely not being his usual, composed leader self.

What really pushed me to write this was Jaejoong's acceptance speech. Yoochun and Junsu were obviously sad, but when I watched his face it was like a whole hidden universe. The way he stopped and then said: to our two friends, I love you. It was hdkjewhrjekwrer D:D:

Anyway, I hope that all of this will become a trial that will end soon and will make everyone appreciate DBSK even more.
I've got to go now, my Internet died and I'm using a borrowed laptop xd' thank you once again! ♥

[jaedork]

"everyone can go, everyone but not them"
aaaww~ Dong Bang OT5~ i miss you boys :(((

"don't give me the same amount of sadness as the amount of happiness I've received"
bawling forever,.. T_______________T
oh boys~ if there's only a way to comfort you especially Jae,..
he seems depressed lately but at least he looks more lively in yesterday's FNS.
the boys really did an awesome job!

and you're also awesome for writing this^^

[kannuki_neru]

I miss them being happy, too :((( But yeah, at FNS Jaejoong was the one that actually looked the happiest, if I can even use that word now. I just don't know what to think anymore, everything is just a speculation... all there is to do is believe.

Thank you! :)

[juhli]

Love his prayers !

jaejoong is so valueable ♥

[kannuki_neru]

Thank you!

He is! ♥

[championmugger]

...That was short but really...bittersweet. -teary eyed-

If the fans can't stand them being apart, imagine them that are going through all that. Especially someone with over-flowing emotions like Jaejoong. >____<

The fic feels so real, I can imagine Jaejoong sitting by the window lighting a cigarette...maybe staring into space? Haha.

Keep writing, XD -gives cookie-

[kannuki_neru]

Thank you veru much! ^^

I feel extremely sorry for them, they're going through hell :(