(Warning: This will be triggery, as is it based on the events of
the Mara incident.)
Screaming, screaming, his throat dry, voice hoarse, but it does nothing, there's nothing he can do to stop it.
No, no, god, don't want this. Don't make me want this.
Because he doesn't. Knows he doesn't. How could he? But it's like his mind is disconnected from the rest of his body, and oh, his body has decided that it wants this. No no no stop!
But they don't stop. Those damned tentacles, they're everywhere. Everywhere.
And all he can do is scream.
[---Scream so much that he forces himself awake.
He breathes heavily, frantically, eyes wide, his entire body shaking. Just keeps mouthing, no, no, over and over.
He doesn't notice the Hitomi, not until several long moments have passed.
When he does, he hurls it across the room.
The Hitomi shows nothing but darkness, but the sound of sobbing can still be heard, until the feed finally cuts off.]