pity party time ...

Oct 11, 2005 13:38

I'm doing really badly. I've been eating incessantly. I'm a "depression eater." I just hate walking through school and feeling lucky to know at least ONE person that passes by. I hate it! I'm sick of making myself all smiley and friendly to make friends. I just want to HAVE friends. I'm sick of MAKING them. The social part of life has never really ( Read more... )

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blue_funk_monk October 11 2005, 21:35:42 UTC
Awww Camilla! :( I'm sorry things aren't going well for you. I can relate...I've been through one too many moves myself. Just remember that the most important thing right now is your grades...you have to try to care. I went through something like that when my parents got divorced. I started failing things and I just didn't care at all. I had always been an A student...and into high school I was always A or AB...but the last 2 years I just could have cared less. But I regret not trying so much now...it matters a lot when you get out of high school. So hang in there, kid. You are soooo freaking smart don't let yourself go! Things will get better, and you will adjust. It just might take some time. Your friends back in Texas all love you so much, and we miss you! But even though we are far away, we're still your buddies! We will all still be here for you Camilla the HUN!!!

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blue_funk_monk October 13 2005, 01:47:39 UTC
kamy.. just FYI in case you didn't get the message.. i tried calling you just like 2 seconds ago... so i wanted you to know i was thinking about you..

~Elisa

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blue_funk_monk October 13 2005, 01:48:39 UTC
oh.. and i didn't mean to put this as a reply to someone else's comment.. it just sorta happened that way.. sorry!

~Elisa

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kamykhan October 13 2005, 16:48:35 UTC
thanks for trying to call! i wish i had been able to talk to you.

and nooo I didn' get the message. I NEVER do. So if you've ever tried to call before, then ive never found out about it.

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anonymous October 12 2005, 02:27:59 UTC
Kamy!!!

I love you my little hun, never forget that!

Okay.. that's all i wanted to say...

Love ya!
~Elisa... your (volatile) mother hen

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kamykhan October 13 2005, 16:49:00 UTC
thanks! I love you too mommy!
cluck cluck cluck!

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camilla crimsonlovegirl October 12 2005, 05:22:30 UTC
i don't want you to be depressed. :( especially your senior year. richie told me he was moving back to utah last nnight. i knew he would, just not when. i feel like i'm falling apart. but i want him to go back to you and your family. you need him more than i do right now. :(

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Re: camilla kamykhan October 13 2005, 16:52:55 UTC
thanks natalie..
i'm sorry that you wont have richie for a while.

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ca2longoria October 12 2005, 19:24:06 UTC
You've got a lot of people backing you, wherever and whenever in life you be, *always*. And though I can't quite give you that hug myself, there are so many of us who very much want to. I'll be keeping you way up high in my prayers, alright? Love ya much, and Adios!

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kamykhan October 13 2005, 16:56:17 UTC
Thanks! you're a sweety pie.

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bmw86model October 13 2005, 00:59:45 UTC
You better come down again to visit one time. We can have a big movie party or something.

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kamykhan October 13 2005, 16:55:45 UTC
heck ya!
if i raise up enough money, i'll be coming down for tuloso's prom! you should go to it too! and then we'll have an all-nighter movie party!!! Bahhh!

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prom schoolchick89 October 30 2005, 02:57:11 UTC
guys, if u have fundraising ideas!! let us know!! i totally want her to come to prom and stay the wkend so we can partayy and everyone can see her, as if she's a museum...yay!!
a few days til halloween!

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