7.June.2007 @ 6:39 p.m.
1. Katy and Tony's wedding was nice. Simple and sweet. Not too religous but sincere. And outside (liked the trees). Lots of love. Actually danced a bit which is good.
2. The Princess Bride is a good book. I had forgotten how much I like it. If you like love, swords, adventure, honor, humor..satire. Not perfect by any means and there are gripes (such as Westley's slap) but overall it's good in my opinion. Besides, who wants a perfect book? In my opinion "perfect" implies stagnation or at least some sort of ideal that can't (shouldn't) be reached by humans (cold & white). Not that ideals aren't great. Ideals in & of themselves are good. Hope that makes sense. >.>
3. I don't like driving. While Dad was driving back from the Moonbow I had a realization how I was in this metal ....thingamajig speeding along. At night. Sorta uncomfortable. I know if I want to drive. I don't know if I even want to be a passenger in a car as much as I can help it. This feeling might pass.
I might learn to drive, though, just because I feel societal and peer pressure to drive. And for my mother. But even if I could drive I doubt I want to much. It's something I'd do more to get the negative smeer off my record (metaphorically speaking of course). I couldn't even catch a ball til about 5/6/7th grade (I was happy when I could finally do that!)
4. Need to work on having more friends.
a. I know I need to stop being self-pitying ("Oh, I'm no fun. No one would like me." "If I was someone else I wouldn't want to be friends with me" (this is true) "I'm horrible at conversations. Sorry") I DO think I've gotten better. But if I think no one will like me and wallow in...whatever it is I do..well it'll come true.
b. [My Little Pony Memories Break] I shouldn't want friends just because, just to not be lonely, just because of societal pressures. I should have friends because I want them. I wouldn't want many. I like being by myself.
c. I think I should just be myself, do what I want and....well, be natural instead of trying so hard. If I'm just myself I'll make friends naturally. I shouldn't try so hard. Just be myself and not worry if I'm failing at soical graces. Don't be so serious.
4.That's all for now.
2. The Princess Bride is a good book. I had forgotten how much I like it. If you like love, swords, adventure, honor, humor..satire. Not perfect by any means and there are gripes (such as Westley's slap) but overall it's good in my opinion. Besides, who wants a perfect book? In my opinion "perfect" implies stagnation or at least some sort of ideal that can't (shouldn't) be reached by humans (cold & white). Not that ideals aren't great. Ideals in & of themselves are good. Hope that makes sense. >.>
3. I don't like driving. While Dad was driving back from the Moonbow I had a realization how I was in this metal ....thingamajig speeding along. At night. Sorta uncomfortable. I know if I want to drive. I don't know if I even want to be a passenger in a car as much as I can help it. This feeling might pass.
I might learn to drive, though, just because I feel societal and peer pressure to drive. And for my mother. But even if I could drive I doubt I want to much. It's something I'd do more to get the negative smeer off my record (metaphorically speaking of course). I couldn't even catch a ball til about 5/6/7th grade (I was happy when I could finally do that!)
4. Need to work on having more friends.
a. I know I need to stop being self-pitying ("Oh, I'm no fun. No one would like me." "If I was someone else I wouldn't want to be friends with me" (this is true) "I'm horrible at conversations. Sorry") I DO think I've gotten better. But if I think no one will like me and wallow in...whatever it is I do..well it'll come true.
b. [My Little Pony Memories Break] I shouldn't want friends just because, just to not be lonely, just because of societal pressures. I should have friends because I want them. I wouldn't want many. I like being by myself.
c. I think I should just be myself, do what I want and....well, be natural instead of trying so hard. If I'm just myself I'll make friends naturally. I shouldn't try so hard. Just be myself and not worry if I'm failing at soical graces. Don't be so serious.
4.That's all for now.