KameDa Entry - Mirror
Title: Mirror
Author: romapi
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Random word and little confusing.
Song: Face to Face
Summary: How Kame coped with losing something dear to him and not seeing him.
“Kamenashi-san nice shot! You can take your break now.” The director said to me and I bowed before I leave for my dressing room.
I open the door and enter the room, I quickly smile as I looked in the mirror. There I see me, looking happy but my eyes are sad, I felt lonely.
“Maybe you’re longing for me.” I looked at his eyes as I see his eyes smirk playfully.
I didn’t say anything I just looked at him, smiling and giving him love as I see him wrapped his arms around me.
“Well cat got your tongue, sweetheart?” He smirked as I looked at him giving tiny kisses on my cheek and send a shivering feeling through my body.
“You’re so beautiful” I whispered as I saw him laugh.
“I rather you call me handsome than beautiful, I’m a man of course. But you my dear I can call beautiful even though you’re man yourself.” He said teasingly.
“Oh okay, I replace it, you’re handsome and…. pretty, Ueda Tatsuya.” I smirked as I teased him back.
“Ha..ha…ha… That I like more.” He said while laughing.
(Knock…Knock)
“Kamenashi-san!. Kamenashi-san! We will resume the shooting shortly, are you ready?” The voices come from outside the room.
I pouted as I looked at his eyes, disapproving that our time together will be finished in a short while.
“Go my dear; I will be waiting for you.” He said looking sad too.
“You will wait for me?” I asked as I looked into his eyes, looking at those eyes make my heart flutter and I felt warm inside my heart.
“Yes, I will…. Always” He said as he kisses my cheek again.
“Okay, just wait for me here.” I said as I grabbed the door handle to get outside.
I open the door as I smile and I walk out of my dressing room.
“Ready for the other take” The guy outside said.
“Yup I’m ready” I said as I walked towards the director.
(After Kame went to the director the staff take a peek on the dressing room and found no one in the room, and just scratched his head and walked away)
***
I open my apartment and dropped everything on the couch. I walk to my room and get my towel and walk to the bathroom and freshen myself up.
As I finished my shower I looked at the mirror and could see him smiling at me. He walked to me and wrapped his arms around me.
“Hmm you smell wonderful” he exclaimed as he sniffed me.
“Are you a dog? What that sniffing?” I squirmed feeling his hot breath in my skin.
“No, but I can’t help it, you smell so sexy and wonderful.” He smiles at me brightly.
“You flatter me to much, Tat-chan” I said as I smile my charming smile at him.
“Of course not, you know I mean well.” He said pouting.
“Yes, I know but….” I said but got distracted by the ringing of my phone.
“Moshi, moshi?” I said.
“Kame-chan!” The other line said and I put the phone away from my ear as I felt my eardrum got busted.
“Ouch! Koki!” I whined and I see Tat-chan laughing at me. I pouted as I heard Koki rumble something on the phone.
“Come and see me Kame-chan!” He said.
“I can’t, I just got out of the shooting and I want to go to bed early.” I said sighing
I wonder if I can make it out of this, looking at Tat-chan asking for help but he just waving his hand gesturing that he is not going to do anything about it.
“Please, please Kame-chan we need to talk, it’s urgent.” I sigh again as I give up.
“Okay text me the location and I will be there.” I said to Koki and hang up on him.
“That was fast” Tat-chan said teasingly.
“This day is longer than I thought it would be.” I said as Tat-chan smirked and give me a peck on the cheek.
**
At the bar, I got in easily as if they expected me here, maybe Koki already reserved for us that was why I could easily get in.
The bar is nice and warm, I went to the bartender to order a drink before I go find Koki.
“One beer please” I said as I looked around.
“Here you go. Oh, VIP is on the second floor, I think Koki is already waiting for you.” The bartender said to me as he pushed the beer intp my hand.
“Thanks” I grab the beer and walk to the VIP room that the bartender pointed out.
“Kame-chan! Here!” I heard Koki shouting, when I looked he was on the second floor waving at me.
“Hey man! What’s up?” I said to him.
“I will be gone from JE a week from now.” Koki smiled as my jaw drop down.
“What the fuck! Thats not funny man!” I said.
“Well I’m not joking, I pissed Johnny off big time and the only solution is that I’m out of JE for good.” He was smug and sat down on the couch.
“No way, man! Tell me what happened!” I said as I sat near him.
“I… you will know it eventually so let the big guy tell you about it.” He shurgged and I gave him a glare.
“If you don’t want to talk about it why the hell am I here?” I said angrily.
“This is not about me, it’s about you. You have to confess, it’s the only way I can be at ease with myself leaving the group and company.” He told me.
“What the fuck are you talking about?” I said crossing my arms.
“Do you think I didn’t know that you always looking at a mirror and you like talking to Ueda all the time?” Koki said smirking at me.
“I’m not doing that!” I said as I looked at the other people at that bar.
“Kame, don’t joke with me. I know you did and I’m here to help you.” He smirked and I looked at him with wide eyes.
“Hey!” I heard a voice over the crowd.
“Tat-chan!” Koki said as he welcomed the other one.
I looked at the love of my life, I can’t believe that after a month of KAT-TUN hiatus we see each other again.
I was mesmerized by how sexy he looked right now, manly enough for me to drool on his appearance, like he dressed to be with me in this lonely night. Wow, I sounded like a girl.
“Hey, Kame whats up? It’s been a long time since we've see each other.” He said, his voice was like angels singing to me.
“Kame-chan is speechless in front of you Tat-chan” Koki teaseed as he nudgeed me under the table.
“Huh, Oh, yeah” I only said biting my lips nervously.
“He has something to say to you.” Koki said as he got up and left us behind.
“Koki!” I whined as I saw Koki hop out of the table and go into the bar area leaving me and Tatsuya alone.
“So what is it?” Tatsuya asked as he was amused by my whining.
“Well I think we have a problem, Koki is going to be released from JE and KAT-TUN” I said smoothly.
“Fuck!” He said as he got up and looked for Koki in the crowd. Safe! I smiles as I see him stand up.
“Wait, but Koki said you were the one who will tell me something, so spill it before I go to him and ask about what you said.” He said as he looked at me, my mouth dropped open, I thought I was saved.
“Well… hmmm” I said nervously.
“Come on Kame-chan spit it out.” He said encouraging me.
“Okay here goes nothing; I’m in love with you.” I said as I bit my lips waiting for his answer.
“Well it’s not that hard, right?” He said smiling.
“What? You’re not mad?” I asked.
“Nope.” He said
“Why?” I asked.
“Well first, I love you too.” He said as he leaned in and touched his lips to mine, giving me a sweet kiss that I never knew I would feel.
“I always look at a mirror seeing you there, loving me and caring for me.” I confess.
“Me too, I also saw you in my mirror.” He confesses too.
“Does this mean we're gay?” I asked smiling.
“Yah, we’ll I’m gay for you and hope you are only gay for me.” He smirked as he kissed me again.
Thats right I’m an Idol whose in love with an Idol, we as a band suffer a loss and a heart break from our band mates but I know that there is someone on my side that will be my strength, love me, and care for me.
That’s right Gazing at each other aware of one another, believing each other
On my own, I’ll continue this journey for myself.. This story won’t end.
FACE to Face
Fukitsukeru kaze wo kirisaku you ni
Kokoro no mama ni hashite tsuita basho de
Utsumuku koto mo naku Miageru koto mo naku
Ishi wo motazu ni nagareru kodoku daite
Kagami no naka furimuku senaka wa
Te wo nobashitemo tsukamenai reality
Ah Hitosu dake Hitori dake Kono sugata wo
Ore ga dare ka Dare ga ore ka
Yuzurenai "ima" motome tsudzukete
Arinomama Arugamama Seou destiny ni sakebi tsudzukete
Kazaranai Hadaka no my heart Kowareru made
Sou Mitsume ai Mitome ai Shinji aeru
Modorenai Tomaranai Yoru ga kitemo... Owaranai story
Kasundeku tooi keshiki no naka
Nukumori sae mo todokanai kotoba kawashi
Omoi egaku sugata Kako ka riaru ka sae
Imi wo motazu ni tsunagaru furi wo shiteru
Deai wo shiri Te ni shita nukumori
Hontou no jibun ni tachi mukau Night & day
Ah Yume janaku Uso janaku Kono sugata wo
Kanjite iru Mogaite iru Ore to iu "ima" tsuranuku tame ni
Arinomama Arugamama Subete history Kizami tsudzukete
Nando demo riaru na my heart Tsubureru made
Sou Butsuke ai Aishi ai Shinji aeru
Modoranai Tomaranai Kyou mo asu mo… Nakusanai feeling
Me no mae ni utsuru jibun wa
Shinjirareru? Mitomerareru no?
Koete yuke Subete wa from my heart…
Arinomama Arugamama Seou destiny ni sakebi tsudzukete
Kazaranai Hadaka no my heart Asu no sake e
Sou Mitsume ai Mitome ai Shinji aeru
Ore dake ga Ore dakara Tabi wa tsudzuku... Owaranai story
Translation
FACE TO FACE
As if cutting through the wind that’s blowing against me, I ran as I like to this place
Without hanging my head or looking up
Swept away with no will of my own holding on to my loneliness
The back of the person who turns around in the mirror
Even if I reach out I can’t grab a hold of reality
Ah, there only one figure there, only one person
Who am I? who is me? Continuing to seach for a “now” that I won’t ever give up
As it is as I am Burdened with my destiny I keep screaming out
Until my bare plain heart breaks
That’s right gazing at each other aware of one another believing each other
We cant go back or stop now, even if the night comes..
This story won’t end
The distant scenery grows blurrier as we exchange words that have no warmth
The appearance I imagine for myself, whether it’s the past or what’s real, I meaninglessly pretend to connect them together
Knowing the importance of meeting others with warmth in my hands night and day I face my true self
Ah this form isn’t a dream and it isn’t a lie
Feeling it all, I’m struggling In order to break through to a “now” for myself.
As it is, as I am I’ll keeping carrying it all into history
Until my real heart is crushed over and over again.
That’s right Running into each other, loving each other believing each other
We can’t go back or stop now Today or even tomorrow… we’ll never lose these feelings
The “me” I see before my eyes. Can I believe them? Can I accept them?
Over coming everything from my heart…
As it is, as I am, Burdened with my destiny I keep screaming out
My bare, plain heart moves forward toward tomorrow
That’s right Gazing at each other aware of one another, believing each other
On my own, I’ll continue this journey for myself.. This story won’t end.
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Author: romapi
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Random word and little confusing.
Song: Face to Face
Summary: How Kame coped with losing something dear to him and not seeing him.
“Kamenashi-san nice shot! You can take your break now.” The director said to me and I bowed before I leave for my dressing room.
I open the door and enter the room, I quickly smile as I looked in the mirror. There I see me, looking happy but my eyes are sad, I felt lonely.
“Maybe you’re longing for me.” I looked at his eyes as I see his eyes smirk playfully.
I didn’t say anything I just looked at him, smiling and giving him love as I see him wrapped his arms around me.
“Well cat got your tongue, sweetheart?” He smirked as I looked at him giving tiny kisses on my cheek and send a shivering feeling through my body.
“You’re so beautiful” I whispered as I saw him laugh.
“I rather you call me handsome than beautiful, I’m a man of course. But you my dear I can call beautiful even though you’re man yourself.” He said teasingly.
“Oh okay, I replace it, you’re handsome and…. pretty, Ueda Tatsuya.” I smirked as I teased him back.
“Ha..ha…ha… That I like more.” He said while laughing.
(Knock…Knock)
“Kamenashi-san!. Kamenashi-san! We will resume the shooting shortly, are you ready?” The voices come from outside the room.
I pouted as I looked at his eyes, disapproving that our time together will be finished in a short while.
“Go my dear; I will be waiting for you.” He said looking sad too.
“You will wait for me?” I asked as I looked into his eyes, looking at those eyes make my heart flutter and I felt warm inside my heart.
“Yes, I will…. Always” He said as he kisses my cheek again.
“Okay, just wait for me here.” I said as I grabbed the door handle to get outside.
I open the door as I smile and I walk out of my dressing room.
“Ready for the other take” The guy outside said.
“Yup I’m ready” I said as I walked towards the director.
(After Kame went to the director the staff take a peek on the dressing room and found no one in the room, and just scratched his head and walked away)
***
I open my apartment and dropped everything on the couch. I walk to my room and get my towel and walk to the bathroom and freshen myself up.
As I finished my shower I looked at the mirror and could see him smiling at me. He walked to me and wrapped his arms around me.
“Hmm you smell wonderful” he exclaimed as he sniffed me.
“Are you a dog? What that sniffing?” I squirmed feeling his hot breath in my skin.
“No, but I can’t help it, you smell so sexy and wonderful.” He smiles at me brightly.
“You flatter me to much, Tat-chan” I said as I smile my charming smile at him.
“Of course not, you know I mean well.” He said pouting.
“Yes, I know but….” I said but got distracted by the ringing of my phone.
“Moshi, moshi?” I said.
“Kame-chan!” The other line said and I put the phone away from my ear as I felt my eardrum got busted.
“Ouch! Koki!” I whined and I see Tat-chan laughing at me. I pouted as I heard Koki rumble something on the phone.
“Come and see me Kame-chan!” He said.
“I can’t, I just got out of the shooting and I want to go to bed early.” I said sighing
I wonder if I can make it out of this, looking at Tat-chan asking for help but he just waving his hand gesturing that he is not going to do anything about it.
“Please, please Kame-chan we need to talk, it’s urgent.” I sigh again as I give up.
“Okay text me the location and I will be there.” I said to Koki and hang up on him.
“That was fast” Tat-chan said teasingly.
“This day is longer than I thought it would be.” I said as Tat-chan smirked and give me a peck on the cheek.
**
At the bar, I got in easily as if they expected me here, maybe Koki already reserved for us that was why I could easily get in.
The bar is nice and warm, I went to the bartender to order a drink before I go find Koki.
“One beer please” I said as I looked around.
“Here you go. Oh, VIP is on the second floor, I think Koki is already waiting for you.” The bartender said to me as he pushed the beer intp my hand.
“Thanks” I grab the beer and walk to the VIP room that the bartender pointed out.
“Kame-chan! Here!” I heard Koki shouting, when I looked he was on the second floor waving at me.
“Hey man! What’s up?” I said to him.
“I will be gone from JE a week from now.” Koki smiled as my jaw drop down.
“What the fuck! Thats not funny man!” I said.
“Well I’m not joking, I pissed Johnny off big time and the only solution is that I’m out of JE for good.” He was smug and sat down on the couch.
“No way, man! Tell me what happened!” I said as I sat near him.
“I… you will know it eventually so let the big guy tell you about it.” He shurgged and I gave him a glare.
“If you don’t want to talk about it why the hell am I here?” I said angrily.
“This is not about me, it’s about you. You have to confess, it’s the only way I can be at ease with myself leaving the group and company.” He told me.
“What the fuck are you talking about?” I said crossing my arms.
“Do you think I didn’t know that you always looking at a mirror and you like talking to Ueda all the time?” Koki said smirking at me.
“I’m not doing that!” I said as I looked at the other people at that bar.
“Kame, don’t joke with me. I know you did and I’m here to help you.” He smirked and I looked at him with wide eyes.
“Hey!” I heard a voice over the crowd.
“Tat-chan!” Koki said as he welcomed the other one.
I looked at the love of my life, I can’t believe that after a month of KAT-TUN hiatus we see each other again.
I was mesmerized by how sexy he looked right now, manly enough for me to drool on his appearance, like he dressed to be with me in this lonely night. Wow, I sounded like a girl.
“Hey, Kame whats up? It’s been a long time since we've see each other.” He said, his voice was like angels singing to me.
“Kame-chan is speechless in front of you Tat-chan” Koki teaseed as he nudgeed me under the table.
“Huh, Oh, yeah” I only said biting my lips nervously.
“He has something to say to you.” Koki said as he got up and left us behind.
“Koki!” I whined as I saw Koki hop out of the table and go into the bar area leaving me and Tatsuya alone.
“So what is it?” Tatsuya asked as he was amused by my whining.
“Well I think we have a problem, Koki is going to be released from JE and KAT-TUN” I said smoothly.
“Fuck!” He said as he got up and looked for Koki in the crowd. Safe! I smiles as I see him stand up.
“Wait, but Koki said you were the one who will tell me something, so spill it before I go to him and ask about what you said.” He said as he looked at me, my mouth dropped open, I thought I was saved.
“Well… hmmm” I said nervously.
“Come on Kame-chan spit it out.” He said encouraging me.
“Okay here goes nothing; I’m in love with you.” I said as I bit my lips waiting for his answer.
“Well it’s not that hard, right?” He said smiling.
“What? You’re not mad?” I asked.
“Nope.” He said
“Why?” I asked.
“Well first, I love you too.” He said as he leaned in and touched his lips to mine, giving me a sweet kiss that I never knew I would feel.
“I always look at a mirror seeing you there, loving me and caring for me.” I confess.
“Me too, I also saw you in my mirror.” He confesses too.
“Does this mean we're gay?” I asked smiling.
“Yah, we’ll I’m gay for you and hope you are only gay for me.” He smirked as he kissed me again.
Thats right I’m an Idol whose in love with an Idol, we as a band suffer a loss and a heart break from our band mates but I know that there is someone on my side that will be my strength, love me, and care for me.
That’s right Gazing at each other aware of one another, believing each other
On my own, I’ll continue this journey for myself.. This story won’t end.
FACE to Face
Fukitsukeru kaze wo kirisaku you ni
Kokoro no mama ni hashite tsuita basho de
Utsumuku koto mo naku Miageru koto mo naku
Ishi wo motazu ni nagareru kodoku daite
Kagami no naka furimuku senaka wa
Te wo nobashitemo tsukamenai reality
Ah Hitosu dake Hitori dake Kono sugata wo
Ore ga dare ka Dare ga ore ka
Yuzurenai "ima" motome tsudzukete
Arinomama Arugamama Seou destiny ni sakebi tsudzukete
Kazaranai Hadaka no my heart Kowareru made
Sou Mitsume ai Mitome ai Shinji aeru
Modorenai Tomaranai Yoru ga kitemo... Owaranai story
Kasundeku tooi keshiki no naka
Nukumori sae mo todokanai kotoba kawashi
Omoi egaku sugata Kako ka riaru ka sae
Imi wo motazu ni tsunagaru furi wo shiteru
Deai wo shiri Te ni shita nukumori
Hontou no jibun ni tachi mukau Night & day
Ah Yume janaku Uso janaku Kono sugata wo
Kanjite iru Mogaite iru Ore to iu "ima" tsuranuku tame ni
Arinomama Arugamama Subete history Kizami tsudzukete
Nando demo riaru na my heart Tsubureru made
Sou Butsuke ai Aishi ai Shinji aeru
Modoranai Tomaranai Kyou mo asu mo… Nakusanai feeling
Me no mae ni utsuru jibun wa
Shinjirareru? Mitomerareru no?
Koete yuke Subete wa from my heart…
Arinomama Arugamama Seou destiny ni sakebi tsudzukete
Kazaranai Hadaka no my heart Asu no sake e
Sou Mitsume ai Mitome ai Shinji aeru
Ore dake ga Ore dakara Tabi wa tsudzuku... Owaranai story
Translation
FACE TO FACE
As if cutting through the wind that’s blowing against me, I ran as I like to this place
Without hanging my head or looking up
Swept away with no will of my own holding on to my loneliness
The back of the person who turns around in the mirror
Even if I reach out I can’t grab a hold of reality
Ah, there only one figure there, only one person
Who am I? who is me? Continuing to seach for a “now” that I won’t ever give up
As it is as I am Burdened with my destiny I keep screaming out
Until my bare plain heart breaks
That’s right gazing at each other aware of one another believing each other
We cant go back or stop now, even if the night comes..
This story won’t end
The distant scenery grows blurrier as we exchange words that have no warmth
The appearance I imagine for myself, whether it’s the past or what’s real, I meaninglessly pretend to connect them together
Knowing the importance of meeting others with warmth in my hands night and day I face my true self
Ah this form isn’t a dream and it isn’t a lie
Feeling it all, I’m struggling In order to break through to a “now” for myself.
As it is, as I am I’ll keeping carrying it all into history
Until my real heart is crushed over and over again.
That’s right Running into each other, loving each other believing each other
We can’t go back or stop now Today or even tomorrow… we’ll never lose these feelings
The “me” I see before my eyes. Can I believe them? Can I accept them?
Over coming everything from my heart…
As it is, as I am, Burdened with my destiny I keep screaming out
My bare, plain heart moves forward toward tomorrow
That’s right Gazing at each other aware of one another, believing each other
On my own, I’ll continue this journey for myself.. This story won’t end.
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