I hate breakups

[kalon_kakon]

I am finding it hard to describe how I feel, even to myself. I feel a huge weight lifted off of my shoulders. I feel sad. I feel devastated. I feel concern for him. I hate him. I love him. I hate him some more. And then I just love him again. One day this will stop

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[asashouryuu]

I like those two words, especially when juxtaposed. I'm sorry to hear of your breakup, but I hope you'll eventually consider yourself lucky. I mean, it's better to discover a mistake before you make it permanent than afterwards. I know I'm not very good at consoling. I don't think it's possible for me. But I think grad school is better done alone, or at least free and able to let off steam in whatever way and wherever you want to, without any domestic entanglements. You may think I'm wrong, but you can't say that I'm not in a position to know. *Sigh* Life sucks. I know it