ughh boys named matt SUCK. one has a stupid broken phone that calls me all the time but its not him calling me so boohooo julia when she gets all excited to see incoming call from "POMPOUS ASS FACE" flashing across the screen. yes that is what matts number is under in my contacts. the other one just idnt around when i need him to be. i need ( Read more... )

a while back i decided that i would stop running away whenever i get the urge to and i've been doing pretty good. nothing has really happend to push me over the edge and now i just really need to get out of here ( Read more... )

i'm screaming. i'm screaming. i'm screaming. listen, this is me screaming.

being sick sucks. damn yankees is not coming together and its freaking me out!!!! senior year just wont end! i dont have much else to talk about.
but yeah after the stomach flu i think im just not going to eat again and im doing pretty good so far. stupid boys can suck it even though they know their lost without me.

i thought we were friends you snivveling little bastard, im there for you whenever you freaking need me, and you cant even remember my birthday or bother to aknowledge my presence fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

toddlers and tiaras is HILARIOUS

seussical was just what i needed, im sad it's over even though my life will be a tad less stressful now. it was cool to be around people who respected me and really cared I love Whitney Players it's like my extended family, even the parents are mad cool. it reminded me a lot of freshman year crew esp one flew. but yeah....uhh...lemme just say... ( Read more... )

maybe it's my pride.

last night was a let down, i shouldnt psych myself up for anything.

things that happened today ( Read more... )

"Well im thwarted by a metaphysic puzzle"

"In the midst of this nothing, this miss of a life."

"Sleeps unaware of the clarion call"

"Got no feel, I got no rhythm, I just keep losing my beat"

...except not really, but mostly, yeah ( Read more... )