The hardest part is staying strong and pretending that everything is ok.

Like it or not, a butterfly must live as a catipillar before it can fly away.

Ok, I went into an interview today at the Starbucks at kayla's church. I think it went really well ( Read more... )

Silent Hill 4 theme song Lullaby...so pretty. A soft lullaby melody with lyrics that aren't so happy ^-^ I LOVE IT!! Here's the chorus

Hear's a lullaby to close your eyes
(goodbye)
It was always you that I despised
I don't feel enough for you to cry
(oh no)
Hear's a lullaby to close your eyes
(goodbye)

I WANT THAT SONG!!!

"I want to be known as the girl who could always brighten up your day even when she couldn't brighten up her own."

isn't that cute? It's one of nellas icons..well...it don't say that perse but pretty much. cute. byebye

I'm going to do this. I'm going to make something of myself. No more hesitating. No more holding myself back. Even if i have to work till i bleed, I will do this. I'm going to become a computer animator even if it kills me and I'm really going to put my all into it ( Read more... )

ok no one has to read this. Its just me talking about a show but i really wanna write it down so dismiss this anyone...i don't even care if no one reads this at all. really long...please ignore ( Read more... )

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I told kayla that if she didn't have a boyfriend by the time she was 30 i was gonna leave mine, wisk her away, and marry her so she won't be alone. She don't believe me, but i will.

SHE'S SO....ARGH!!!! ^-^

I am now...90% better. I am on penicilin and vicodine (is that how u spell it?) anyway, yeah that's what they gave me and i have to be on that for a little while and then get this tooth pulled out ( Read more... )