Thank you. Today unfortunately I'm off those tracks and since they INDEED are like a train: unless I don't manage to do the step of jumping onto it, there's barely anything they can do. Being the conductors of the train, once or twice you could say they happened to call out so that I jumped on and moved without realizing. But yeah...being off the track they really have no chance. And maybe sometimes I'm glad it's that way.
It's true there'd be many sad people. Especially at the moment so many are staggering around so badly, that changing the balance of the weights - which they consider themselves to depend on - can easily turn out fatal. That again is unfortunate. I'm too considerate and the result is that today again I find myself squirm in pain and grind my teeth to neither grant myself freedom nor make noises and cause an uproar. And you can bet that everytime I ask myself why I'm doing this, I get a goddamn reminder. A whole flood of them.
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It's true there'd be many sad people. Especially at the moment so many are staggering around so badly, that changing the balance of the weights - which they consider themselves to depend on - can easily turn out fatal. That again is unfortunate. I'm too considerate and the result is that today again I find myself squirm in pain and grind my teeth to neither grant myself freedom nor make noises and cause an uproar. And you can bet that everytime I ask myself why I'm doing this, I get a goddamn reminder. A whole flood of them.
=__= Sorry for the rant. I should go to bed now.
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