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[justthat]

tell me that i'm not wasting my time, and tell me what i'm doing is what i really want. tell me i really am happy. i know i am. but tell me it's right.
belonging is everything, right

it's either i'm completely self-sufficient or completely dependent. i don't see how i can live so regularly in two completely opposite ways.

Comments

[gilpy]

You're like me in the way where a lot of the time, it's either black or white, no middle ground. You can't seem to find the happy medium you need.
I'm sure if you keep working at it, and trying to be a bit of both, it will happen. You just have to make a conscious effort to get there.
And about wondering if you're happy or not doing what you're doing right now, it's okay not to be. Things are never perfect, and right now you're in a rough spot.
So don't worry, everything will work out in the end, even if you have no idea what your next step is.

[imsolitairehi]

I agree. If that is a statement I can "agree" too.