so much for progress ( Read more... )

i am writing my brother a letter ( Read more... )

i crave seventy five degree weather that's never going to happen, i crave this perfect balance, your tongue in my mouth my hands scrawling records ( Read more... )

nothing else matters.
a boy in an armchair.
kitties littering the floor.
this is what love is for.

be mine. be mine. be mine.
i've got nothing.
i feel absolutely nothing.
except disgusting.
like i need to die and be reborn.
god, i feel so fucking dirty.
i never feel clean.
scrub.

i dig.
i dig.
i dig my own grave.
be mine.

i feel so fucking numb. an ant bit my foot yesterday. i'm listening to selena. earlier i thought about it and my stomach sank down to my ant bitten toes. my broken toes. i hate that i can't keep this separate ( Read more... )

doing that to your chin won't make it smaller ( Read more... )

i am totally bogged down with school right now.
andfallinghard.

leave your sweater take the pants leave your shirt take the socks.

i can't do anything.
i can't move.

i can't breath.
i fucking hate this.
it is not that big of a deal just do it.
i need mouth to mouth.
all night.

i want to hold you in the bible black pre-dawn ( Read more... )

i just need to get this out ( Read more... )

what the fuck is that supposed to mean ( Read more... )