I know you're just being protective... but sometimes it's hard to deal with. I mean, part of that is just me, but sometimes I wish you'd trust me more...
Niisan, I'll never hate you. No one could ever make me. You're the one who got me out of that house, and away from Tousan, and... besides, none of my friends hate you like that, really. Before, when I'd just moved in with you, I think they just didn't understand all the rules and stuff, but now they do. And anyway, Asch is grumpy with most people, and Luke doesn't have anything against you. I think you scare him a bit though. >>;
I don't care how you feel, please don't call Mar things like that. I hate to hear you saying that about him.
...it's not that I don't trust you, it's just... I guess I'm used to doing my own thing despite all the rules Tousan had set out, and it's a hard habit to break. Sometimes it feels like I had more freedom back then, even though I know it's not true... I don't know...
Re: *hacking*justonewingAugust 21 2008, 05:05:32 UTC
I know you're just being protective... but sometimes it's hard to deal with. I mean, part of that is just me, but sometimes I wish you'd trust me more... I think a lot of that is you being a teenager, Kadaj. And it's not that I don't trust you--I don't know the people you're around. I don't... trust the rest of the world.
Right, sorry. I don't like the thought of anybody touching you after what... he did.
You need to get used to following rules, Kadaj. You'll drive me insane if you don't. *chuckle*
*sigh* Yeah, I know... I don't trust everyone either. But I'm not hanging around with horrible people.
Mm... I understand that. But it really bothers me when you say those things. It'd be like if you heard someone close to you badmouthing Yaten, right? It's the same thing as that. So thanks...
I don't mean to drive you crazy like that most of the time. Usually I don't even realise I'm doing it. But then a while back Rufus told me I was making things hard on you, so... I've been trying, really, even if it doesn't seem like it.
Asch's hacking skills. Let him show you it.crimsonhavocAugust 21 2008, 04:41:12 UTC
U-uh.... I'm mine and Luke's defence... It's not that we dislike you, because that's faaaaaar from the truth. I mean, I, personally, respect you for pretty much saving Kadaj's life, you know. If you didn't, then Luke and I wouldn't have an awesome best friend.
And.... I'm still worried you still think of me as a druggie, even though I've been clean for months, now.
But dude, you scare the fuck out of the both of us, you know. I mean, just one look, and I get the feeling of wanting to hide behind a rock. Just to let you know.
And about that trial... Seriously, for you, Kadaj and your other brothers, good luck. I mean it.
((Oh hun, don't worry about OOC-ness. Asch has been, on so many occassions, the most OOC Asch in the history of OOC Asches. 8DD))
Re: Asch's hacking skills. Let him show you it.justonewingAugust 21 2008, 05:09:02 UTC
Ah, I see. I don't mean to be so intimidating usually--and if it comforts you any, there are grown men who feel the same way you do.
It worries me more how many times you've been in and out of the hospital. I'm not sure it's the sort of thing Kadaj should be around. His life is stressful enough, I think.
Thank you. I hope we have good news to report soon.
(ooc: I always worry about ooc. ;~~~; It's WHO I AM, PRONNIE. *anal retentive, oh noes~* LOL, I said anal.)
You know, for some reason, it doesn't. I mean, smile once in a while. That way, you don't scare people. *is so teasing him, btw~*
Yeah, well... My mind decided to give me a proverbial fuck you a few months back, and give my mental health a turn for the worse. And it's not like I force him to stay with me at the hospital, you know.... But you know him. Loyal as hell, and sticky as glue.
I'd better hear some good news, or I'd be inclined to take him out.
((He's not OOC at all - and to be honest, I like him better than canon. HE'S NOT NUTS. xDD LOL anal. How about doodie?))
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Niisan, I'll never hate you. No one could ever make me. You're the one who got me out of that house, and away from Tousan, and... besides, none of my friends hate you like that, really. Before, when I'd just moved in with you, I think they just didn't understand all the rules and stuff, but now they do. And anyway, Asch is grumpy with most people, and Luke doesn't have anything against you. I think you scare him a bit though. >>;
I don't care how you feel, please don't call Mar things like that. I hate to hear you saying that about him.
...it's not that I don't trust you, it's just... I guess I'm used to doing my own thing despite all the rules Tousan had set out, and it's a hard habit to break. Sometimes it feels like I had more freedom back then, even though I know it's not true... I don't know...
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I think a lot of that is you being a teenager, Kadaj. And it's not that I don't trust you--I don't know the people you're around. I don't... trust the rest of the world.
Right, sorry. I don't like the thought of anybody touching you after what... he did.
You need to get used to following rules, Kadaj. You'll drive me insane if you don't. *chuckle*
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Mm... I understand that. But it really bothers me when you say those things. It'd be like if you heard someone close to you badmouthing Yaten, right? It's the same thing as that. So thanks...
I don't mean to drive you crazy like that most of the time. Usually I don't even realise I'm doing it. But then a while back Rufus told me I was making things hard on you, so... I've been trying, really, even if it doesn't seem like it.
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Oh did he?
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And.... I'm still worried you still think of me as a druggie, even though I've been clean for months, now.
But dude, you scare the fuck out of the both of us, you know. I mean, just one look, and I get the feeling of wanting to hide behind a rock. Just to let you know.
And about that trial... Seriously, for you, Kadaj and your other brothers, good luck. I mean it.
((Oh hun, don't worry about OOC-ness. Asch has been, on so many occassions, the most OOC Asch in the history of OOC Asches. 8DD))
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It worries me more how many times you've been in and out of the hospital. I'm not sure it's the sort of thing Kadaj should be around. His life is stressful enough, I think.
Thank you. I hope we have good news to report soon.
(ooc: I always worry about ooc. ;~~~; It's WHO I AM, PRONNIE. *anal retentive, oh noes~* LOL, I said anal.)
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Yeah, well... My mind decided to give me a proverbial fuck you a few months back, and give my mental health a turn for the worse. And it's not like I force him to stay with me at the hospital, you know.... But you know him. Loyal as hell, and sticky as glue.
I'd better hear some good news, or I'd be inclined to take him out.
((He's not OOC at all - and to be honest, I like him better than canon. HE'S NOT NUTS. xDD LOL anal. How about doodie?))
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I see. ...But I really didn't need that bizarre mental image you gave me.
That could make things worse. They'd suspect me--as they should. I'd get to him long before you.
(XD; He wasn't nuts for most of Crisis Core. >_> So I watched all the videos and worked with that. AND EVEN INSANE HE'S A SEXY BEAST. LOL. Poop.)
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No shit Basch could have told you that.
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