Comments | justmep2: You can't expect me to think of a title right now (finale first reaction)

justmep2

You can't expect me to think of a title right now (finale first reaction)

May 21, 2014 21:27

My very first live finale, and my god how do you guys stand this?
It's just.. And then they... And Dean... Then Sam... And - nooo! And when Cas... And no, yes, no, no way, how, what? no fucking way, really?!

See, I'm fine. Coherent.
Nothing to worry about. I'm not crying.
Nope.

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Comments 6

somer May 21 2014, 18:38:45 UTC

I JUST FINISHED IT HALF AN HOUR AGO!! I'M A MESS!! I'M IN PIECES!! I should calm down!! Jesus fucking christ!! I still can't...SAMMY WAS SO VERY AWESOME!!! AND DEAN!! THEY BROKE MY HEART!!!

justmep2 May 21 2014, 21:58:13 UTC

I wrote this like five minutes after I finished, I'm so with you on.. Everything. I was just.. and I'm still.. god, it hurts. And Dean, and Sam, and the both of them, and Cas's face when Metatron told him Dean's dead, and god! YELLED when Metatron stabbed Dean, I did. And that ending!
They did some clever things, some I expected (I figured Cas was using the angel radio to bring Metatron down) and some I didn't, and they killed Gadreel! No! And they KILLED Dean! Okay, he's alive, but they really did kill him!
And they actually went demon!Dean. Sure it was speculated in fandom but I haven't read any spoilers and I didn't actually believe they'll go all the way!

freya922 May 21 2014, 19:58:06 UTC

I know how you feel! It's only my second live finale and I was left stunned. In truth, I was so pent up before I couldn't really experience it the first time; woke up at 3 am, watched it again, and THEN cried my eyes out...

justmep2 May 21 2014, 22:00:43 UTC

It's so weird and exciting to watch in real time. I still can't believe I'm going to have to wait for FIVE MONTHS for next season! I'm still in shock.

jj1564 May 21 2014, 22:39:41 UTC

Hey, it was my first live finale as well! And what a finale it was, I've been on an emotional rollercoaster all day, crying because Dean's DEAD, excited because Dean's a DEMON, angry that Smugatron is still alive and just BLOWN AWAY by both Jensen and Jared's performances. And it's so good to be able to share with other people!

Hope you are feeling a little better now m'dear and I loved your fic.

justmep2 May 21 2014, 22:53:04 UTC

It's nearly 2am, it's been hours but I just can't sleep! I thought about watching it this morning before work (the episode aired around 2am in local time) but decided not to so I have something to wait for when I get home and thank god I didn't!
Jensen and Jared's performances were spectacular and I can't wait to see them both dealing with this in S10, I mean, demon!Dean, can you imagine?!

Thanks hon, I'm fine just overwhelmed as you are, I guess. I'm logging off, gonna try and get some sleep, but I've got a feeling it's going to take a while..