I got the job and last week was my first week. I started with chemistry as my first department. This is the one I hate the most. 8 don't like the department.  I mean,  the only thing I dislike a out it is the instrument be ayes you have do a lot with it!!!! I'm nervous about it!!

We've been texting since my last post. As friends though, I told him that I needed time to think because I don't know what I want. And that I don't want to give him an answer right away and then regret it. Well yesterday we went to watch "superman vs batman" and yesterday was his friends funeral as well. I met him at the cinema and I was acting so ( Read more... )

So he texted me yesterday afternoon saying that he misses me and that he still wants to keep in touch. I don't think know is a good idea but I also want to still keep in touch with him. So we're just texting right now but he also wants to hang out......
We'll see how things work out.

Dang, police I been having some many wet dreams lately. Last night I dreamt that I had session with my coworker! !! Can you believe that!!!!?? There was no penetration, but he gave me oral. Then another thread about this psicópata that murder a lot of kids. First we were in a car and he would suckered my blast and I would rub myself against him. So ( Read more... )

Just because I don't show that I miss him does not mean that I don't.  I only know what I'm going through . I would ask about him but is better if I dont. Yes, I don't want to know snything. I know he is going to be okay. He will be happy. 😊

So I have been staying him on Twitter and saw that he made a few post regarding NE about how he knows that I cheated and that hurts the most. The ducking thing is rat he actually belive me actually ND now is telling the world about it. I don't freaking cheat you stupid boy. I sent him a text a few minutes after I saw the text.:
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Things aren't going I thought they would go. I thought this was going to be easier but it's not. It's not rash letting go.

I'm at night club right now and I want to cry so bad because I'm thinking of him. I can't help it. I entered to cry so bad. I want to take to him. But it's better this way. I cannot talk to h8m. I'm crying right now. I miss him but I'm sure I'll get Iverson him soon. Jokey it had to be dine. I do love you but thinking about our future makes me not ( Read more... )

I don't know if I got the job to be honest. They talked like I did but I don't know. Very confusing.