You know what? Life is good today!!!! haha. why? because i chose for it to be. FUCK BEING DEPRESSED...I'M KICKING THAT SHIT TO THE CURB! I will live my life happy and how i want to because i can....for at least a few days ( Read more... )

http://kevan.org/johari?name=marbear
the good...

http://kevan.org/nohari?name=marbear
with the bad...

hahahahhaahahahahah...that was soooo funny

Your Candy Heart Says "Cutie Pie"
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never has a new meaning...never get over you. never be happy again. never trust again. never put my faith or hope into anything again.

i hate being hurt. even more, i hate that you know it.

I want everyone to know that i am still in love with mark guest, because apparently i never let anyone know how much he actually meant to me.

"We are what we think"

therefore right now i'm thinking about how i'm going to rock the shit out of my test, 2 interviews, and 15 min. presentation on bullies that are all going on today.

*Crosses Fingers*

i believe in luck and karma.

As you can probably tell, I've been pretty down lately...so here's 3 reasons why i love the person who i am ( Read more... )

i have become the fakest fuck i know. i don't show real emotion. i tell lies. i do things intentionally to hurt people only so i can laugh about them later and how much it would suck to be them ( Read more... )

I don't know which is more upsetting....the fact that you post cute comments on her myspace, or the fact that i bother to look

here's the deal: I still have feelings for you, am still in love with you even, still want you back, still put on my ring on occasion and imagine how it could've been. obviously the fact that you're ready to date someone else hurts me, but avoiding me is worse yet ( Read more... )