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[justasystem]

When I was younger... I had hundreds of toys, and things like that... the Eunuchs would always give me things, and in Luoyang, I could have anything I wanted. At least... it seemed that way. I had this one... I carried it everywhere

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[treadingdawn]

I'm sorry, Tianzi.

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[justasystem]

No, it's nothing to be sorry about- it was a long time ago.

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[treadingdawn]

That doesn't mean it should be dismissed either.

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[justasystem]

I think most children had it harder than I did, though.

[witheringlily]

W...wedding?

[justasystem]

Yes.

I almost got married.

[witheringlily]

Was it to a person you didn't have feelings for?

[justasystem]

I had never met him before.

[lionesscouchant]

I think that would have upset me. But we don't have anyone like that in Narnia.

[justasystem]

Narnia has always sounded like a wonderful place, when I hear you talk about it.

[lionesscouchant]

I would like to take you there so very much.

[justasystem]

I keep hoping a curse will let me see it for myself- that would be a nice one.

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[eagleofautozam]

That is harsh… to take a toy away from a child, even if you were an Empress with an image to maintain.

This doesn’t at all seem like a silly thing to be upset over. Something like that would sadden any child.
Though maybe its impact does pale when compared to other events.

[The comment about your wedding being one of those other events. ]

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[justasystem]

I guess it just seems silly... in retrospect.

Back then- I really was upset.

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[eagleofautozam]

Yes, I believe you mentioned that.

[An easy smile. ]

If you didn’t find it silly now I doubt you would be able to reveal the information over the Network so casually like this.

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[justasystem]

When it's a curse... it doesn't matter how you see it, really.

[prefers_chess]

How old were you when you first appeared in public?

[justasystem]

Eight.

[prefers_chess]

That's how old my brother is.

[justasystem]

I'd been in parades and things before that... but eight was my first audience in the palace.