Basically; I made this happen for you; and I half hate myself for it. ...because you need to do what you need to do and you want to follow your heart and actually do what you say you're going to do. I respect you more than you'll ever know for it. At the same time I hate it... because since February things have just been on a downhill slope and you are the ONLY person who has never judged me, who has always wanted to hear my side of the story, who never got angry if I didn't return a call and who I could sit and talk to for HOURS and never get bored of. Crying? Yeah. I may have only known you for about 4 and 1/2 months... but once we become adults longevity of friendships go to hell and all that matters is how well you know someone, and not how long... God. I can't even do this right now.
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...because you need to do what you need to do and you want to follow your heart and actually do what you say you're going to do. I respect you more than you'll ever know for it.
At the same time I hate it... because since February things have just been on a downhill slope and you are the ONLY person who has never judged me, who has always wanted to hear my side of the story, who never got angry if I didn't return a call and who I could sit and talk to for HOURS and never get bored of.
Crying? Yeah. I may have only known you for about 4 and 1/2 months... but once we become adults longevity of friendships go to hell and all that matters is how well you know someone, and not how long...
God. I can't even do this right now.
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