Jamie Renee Walker is now officially my Girlfriend

MY girlfriend

mine.

us.

Excellent.

I am so very much in love with Jamie Renee Walker.
Her Campus is amazing.

She is so so very much in love with me too. It is incredible.

The way she talks about me is incredible,
she expresses herself the exact way i do when i talk.

i love her.
I never want to leave this place.

I will marry this woman. 
We have no doubts about it.

The best thing about her:

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i do not know if i have ever been this excited to go anywhere in my entire life...

"with a showing of hands, who's going back to the south?"
                                           - Band of Horses

*raises his hand*

why the hell does she still invade my dreams.
im geting quite sick of it, no lie.

at least in this dream i gave her a hug and told her i forgave her,
thats a step, right?

My mother says i need to let go,
i, i thought i did that a while ago.

i really dont know why i still let it all bother me and why i get so angry thinking about it.

G-d,
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The Rain falls on the rooftops,

the water trickles down the sloping hats of the houses.

Tracing its path with the overlap armor of the shingles

that keeps the insides dry.

Flowing down into the eavestrough

that trace the borders of the roofs.

The troughs sit patiently, waiting.

Waiting to catch the water,

waiting to be filled, and made useful.
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No brakes.
No seat belts on.
Be drunk and happy when you do it.
Drive right over that fucking dune,
where she fell in love with you.
Just go on and let,
everyone forget
everything, you.

Just go.

"She's my Rushmore, max."
"Yeah. I know. She was mine too."

One of my best friends here at hope gave a senior talk at chapel today and he said one of the most profound things i have ever heard....

"... when I hurt, God hurt; when I cried, God cried; and when I was confused, God wasn't." - Travis Rieth

God has plans.

Drawing

I reached into my front pocket as I leaned against a pole that was supporting the overhang in front of the towns general store. I fumbled around with my fingers trying to grab my last hand-rolled cigarette. Once caught, I placed it in my mouth and struck a match on my pant leg and shakily raised the flaming piece of timber to the end of ( Read more... )

Calm, warm scent of vanilla and earth ( Read more... )

"I have reason to believe that I have victories to taste
I can feel them on my teeth, upon my lips and in my chest
I can roll them on my tongue, they are more supple than defeat
I feel the tension in my lungs and every move is fueled by my resolve to, BREATHE!"

-Dashboard Confessional.