i dont wanna play the broken-hearted girl

[just_alexandria]

Hai! Ah long time. Sheesh I paid for a paid account promising myself I was gonna use it regularly and well. FAIL. How are you guys?! My Lord, so much has happened. Moar Ups && Downs but then again...what is new!?

You know right now, cant be bothered to write a long ass journal, most of the times when I do that...no one comments anyways and so I

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[rougeroses]

Oh god, I'm the worse when it comes to pretending not to care and telling myself I don't care when actually, I really, really do. I think it's just I'm worried what people would think if I admitted how I really feel :\

I AM ALSO SO EXCITED TO SEE GAGA!
I can hardly wait. I'm hoping it goes really quick, February seems so far away right now :(
And I'm sure someone will plan something for your birthday! When is it? Even when I plan to do something for mine, some of my friends just won't come so I just don't bother anymore. They're also kind of annoyed because I don't turn 18 until the very end of August, so none of them can go to nightclubs or anything to celebrate. Oh well :)

[just_alexandria]

You commented! <3

I know...thing is I tend to be really honest, I like telling people how I really feel b/c well it gets a weight off of my shoulders. Either that, or I let it eat me inside. Meh either way I tend to feel shit ahahahahaa...

I WANT FEBRUARY NAO. OMG What show are you going to!? I'm going to the one at O2 arena on Sat, Feb 27th...if ur going to the same show...wanna meet up?! =] I think it'll be SO COOL.

Agh! Hopefully I do something special =] We shall see..it's on December 9th. YAY. OMG I CAN'T WAIT TO GO TO NIGHTCLUBS! HAHAHAHA

[rougeroses]

:D

I tend to let it eat me up inside, which is probably bad because I know it's better to get things out in the open but I hate confrontation :| And most of the times I want to moan at people it is over something really petty, so I just don't see the point.

I'm going to the Saturday date too :D We should totally meet up! Who are you going with? Was getting tickets a nightmare for you too? I tried to get tickets for the Friday date, but Ticketmaster refused to show up any, thank god they released the second date *phew* :D

That's quite soon now! What are you asking for? LOL ME TOO! Unfortunately I have ages to wait. Was thinking about get a fake ID but that would be incredibly dishonest and apparently theres new technology to check whether or not it's real :(

[just_alexandria]

Well my fellow monster, if you ever wanna let it out...you can msg me. I know we like just literally met..ahahaha but I'm all for making new friends, and being there for people who just need a...monster?! LOL