Emo maybe

[juska_salminen]

Jani has decided to close his journal which has thrown me for a bit of a loop. It shouldn't, I was the one who said we needed time apart after all, but now I wonder if I made the right decision. And at the moment I guess I won't be able to find out for sure. The whole point of...this...was my fear of losing him to somebody else. And in the end

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SOO KnoW WHat UR FEELing!!!

[kell_o]

Im like in the same boat!!! I just broke up with my BF this past Friday. It would of been a year on NOVEMBER 1st!! ANyways....we have been through A LOT!! AND I love him soo much! I threw away so much for him!! HE treated me like shit more than he treated me good!! NEVER cheated, or hit me, or anything like that.....WHat is it u ask?? HE WAS A PURE CRACK ADDICT!! ANd me? I never realized he had a problem...ALWAYS in denial! But I mean he NEVER did it infront of me or what not? BUT thats NOT THE POINT!! His commitment was to the CRACK not me!! Like I kept saying to myself I can change him, but OF course I cant!! SOO AH.....I just couldnt take it no more!!! I cant have the sorta life in the future!! EVen though we still sorta talk!! I love him so much!! ANd I think for a long time I will be wanting him bacK!! But AHH...Like is it really worth it??????? Like.....relationships truly SUCK!!!!! Like one YEAR!!! I could of done so much stuff with myself!!! So was it a waste of time