I don't understand this whole concept of having a boyfriend/girlfriend, and why I should feel guilty for flirting with people who have these things. I mean, at this age what is really the point. In high school I thought they were good for practice. So that when you actually settle down with someone for real you already know how to be in a ( Read more... )

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"being horny on your period is god's way of punishing women"

I keep going after guys that I really don't give a fuck about. Not that I don't hate them or that they might not be cool people. Its just I meet them once I think hey he seems interesting I'll see him again, and then by the second time I see them I realize they're really not right for me, we have very little in common, I'm just not that into them. ( Read more... )

So i was going through my old lj entries, and I realized how cool I used to be. At the time I thought I was a loser, a nerd, a loner. But my cynicism and introspectiveness is what I like about my past self. I think in recent years my perception of who I am and who I shuold be has changed. When I was living at home and going to highschool I was ok ( Read more... )

after approximately 8 months of it, my acne has cleared up, and i think thats wonderful

my face hurts

so yearbooks came out today, slightly disappointing, which i guess IS a good retrospect on high school ( Read more... )

So I pretty much had the best weekend ever. Saturday was amazing. Saturday night good food. Sunday, Hurricane Harbor, practically no lines, soooo much fun. I'm leaving out a lot but yeah, lots of fun, which is what I needed. I get so wrapped up in the future I forget to enjoy the present sometimes. But this weekend was primarily about self ( Read more... )

I know most of my entries are about trivial things like athletics or school, but on the real, theyre what has consumed my life for the past four years, and its almost over ( Read more... )