a walk to remember

[june_natsuyuki]

please watch this before you read anything.

i'm sorry, guys.
i never knew you had been through so much pain. i never knew how you'd tried to hold back your tears & how you'd forced yourselves to stay strong, because i always see your beautiful smiles. just looking at those smiles could make me cry. Heechul ah, you don't have to act strong anymore,

Comments

[baba_chan]

LOL I used to live with that prejudice for so long. you know me better than anyone right?

whats that mini-drama's name again? i think i'm gonna watch it tomorrow LOL i'm currently watching EHB with my cousin.

[baba_chan]

& it was me, Junie ~ i used my friend's account & forgot to log out while commenting LOL

[june_natsuyuki]

oh & you should totally watch the fanvid when you have time ('cause it's 1h23m long LOL & it took me hours to finish it because i was too busy crying & sometimes my eyes couldnt stand looking at the screen anymore), its really touching (like, the best fanvid ever). its about the long journey theyve been walking, the complication of Super Junior moments & there were lots of quotes from their cyworld entries or the statements they mentioned in different situations. you know not only Youngwoon & Heechul but the other members also hurt themselves many times. i really regret every unscrupulous criticisms i'd made about them, thats one of the reason why i apologized. i mean both of us were so... short-sighted & insular.

& i miss you ;~; when are you coming over?

[freepureangel]

Super Junior's all sorts of awesome.
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Okay, off to watch that video now.

I'm so going to cry. I can tell.

[june_natsuyuki]

LOL its hard not to cry. i mean my parents were at home so i had to be quiet, but i cried nonetheless XD

your icon is so cute btw ♥ Jungsoo was always an angel without wings, but he has wings now ♥

[mustenentwined3]

I cried too ;_; I've just gotten into them for a month or two, so I had no idea they'd been through so much. It's increased my respect and admiration for them by a lot &hearts they are such a precious group of people, seriously. I think I'm tearing up again ;_;

Super Junior hwaiting. &hearts

[june_natsuyuki]

youre speaking what i have on my mind ;~;

[dernierous]

reading your posts make me think. i think the only time i actually did cry out loud was when NEWS went on hiatus, but that was a while back when i was still their fangirl. then again, i dont think i cried as much as you did. youre so real when it comes to this stuff.

youre really successful when it comes to fangirling, you know that? :)

[june_natsuyuki]

aww, i think i have already told you that you were sweet, but well, you're really really sweet :")

[sieubim]

The fanvid's long and sometimes I couldn't even see the words clearly on the screen, but I tried to watch all the parts. And I can't remember how many times I couldn't hold back my tears, actually I cried throughout the video. So when I stood up and was ready to go to school, I found my eyes swollen ;_;

I used to call them stupid and talentless people. I thought they couldn't do anything but smile and joke to make others laugh. I didn't know behind their smiles, their being cheerful, there're so much pain, tears, and blood also.

I realized the real meaning of their smiles, and their tears on the stage. now I know Teuk's crying wasn't faked. It's real. I know Heechul isn't cold as I thought, he really cares about his members, his brothers.

I want to write more but my tears seem to start shedding now. Maybe I turned into loving them somehow LOL.

*oh f. where the f. are my Pride and Prejudice???*

[june_natsuyuki]

you know, we're really, really similar in this.
it happened to both of us.

& yeah, we've started to love them already.