Love of A Lifetime Chapter 1

[jun_4_ever]

Title: Love of a Lifetime
Length: 1 / 20
Rating: for this one..R later on will be NC17
Pairing: YunJae, did you expect anything else?
Genre: Romance, Angst, Bit of Fluff....and did I mention ANGST?!
Disclaimer: Don't own DBSK and don't own Jazz, the manga this story was based on.

Warnings: Some Non consensual non descriptive sex....really non descriptive

Comments

[wonderluust]

spot ~

[jun_4_ever]

All yours honey!

[wonderluust]

finally got a chance to read this OTL wow yunjae is coming on quite strong lol you'd think jae would at least feel a little resentment towards him for raping him, even if he did seem to like it .___. yunho sounds a little psychotic rn tbqh and so is jae for his passivity :/ i wonder what made jae get like that O: looking forward to some properly lubricated smut lol and update soon ~ ^^

[jun_4_ever]

Yes they are coming on strong but Jae is throwing himself into this relationship in order to feel, it will be explained later. Clifnotes version is that something happened that made him feel like he was living life by going through the motions and now Yunnie comes along and makes him feel alive so he throws himself into it.

[marslokaret]

spot~ ^__^
thanks for the heads up (>.<)

[jun_4_ever]

No problem sweetie ^^

[hellokittyjyj]

i dont really understand jae.
he says he doesnt want yunho to touch him,
yet he accepts yun invite to his condo.
jae is really confused.

[jun_4_ever]

I can see why you would think that and yes he is confused but Jae feels empty inside and doesn't understand the fact that Yunho loves him. Also he was scared when he went to the condo, Yunho drugged and raped him last time then sends him a letter with a train ticket. He does not know what someone who raped him will do if he refuses to show up. It's mostly fear that he shows up that develops into curiosity.

[snow_meow]

I wonder why a person who is kind and caring like Jaejoong feels empty inside.

It's like he cannot believe Yunho can like, let alone love him.

[jun_4_ever]

See that's what I was hoping someone would ask about this chapter. It really is the first chapter where you start to question why Jae is the way he is.

Answer...read and find out XD Sorry can't spoil it ^^

Thanks for the review!

[ouji]

lol yunho played it pretty smart to give jaejoong some space. For a second, i thought he would be like a spoiled-brat-sort-of-jerk (which is still there) but a bit more on the caring side :)

ahh jaejoong has really gotten himself in a huge mess and i can't wait to see how their development comes along xD

also i followed you on twitter >:)

[jun_4_ever]

He does have a more caring side, it just takes time to show up XD

Hahaha their development,,,lol it's so much fun to write this story XD I love the character development in this because they go from one end of the spectrum to the other...I'll shut up now before I confuse you XD

Yay I'll follow you back!

[ouji]

lol. i don't mind because it's sort of like spoilers for me 8D or at least, hints >;)

yush! i see you xD

[jun_4_ever]

Hahahaha if you want spoilers, all you have to do is say the word, I totally dont mind giving them!

See you there *tweet tweet*