Fifty Eighth Growth Spurt: Back from the Land of Dreams

[jumbo_gal]

Eck, I've been in a complete daze the past week. I don't know what's been up with me, but well, sorry if I've not been around or said much. The milkshake shower certainly didn't help, that's for sure.

Everyone doing okay?

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Private to Risa

[icyainu]

Sure, I'm... alright.

[ooc: Slightly backdated, like, a few minutes before Ren's post, if that's okay?]

Private to Risa

[icyainu]

Maybe. Still... thanks.

If he comes back, I might.

Private to Horo

[jumbo_gal]

No problem. I just know from experience having people question you on such things tends to make you want to avoid confronting what you feel altogether.

It wouldn't be a bad idea would it? Might clear up a few things, and he does seem more open to talking about it.

Private to Risa

[icyainu]

Yeah, it... makes me feel a bit uncomfortable, to be honest.

No... guess I should ask. If he comes back, that is.

Private to Horo

[jumbo_gal]

It's not easy to come to terms when you feel everyone is trying to push you into things.

Right, let's just hope he does come back then.

Private to Risa

[icyainu]

No. It isn't.

Yeah... that's pretty much all we can do.

Private to Horo

[jumbo_gal]

Just makes you want to run away really. I know I didn't like thinking on my feelings a lot.

Well, not like he's better off back home, from what you told me anyway. He's probably safer here...

Private to Risa

[icyainu]

...do you think I've been running away?

Guess we both are... but is it wrong to think that? when this place is so horrible, and all. And we should be helping at home...

Private to Horo

[jumbo_gal]

...Maybe more like you don't quite know what your feelings are yet, and it confuses you.

Time stands still though till you go back, it's not like you miss anything. I guess it depends on how you look at things. But really, I don't see the sense in being negative.

Private to Ren

[icyainu]

Oh. Good. Because... running away. It'd be bad, right?

But if we got out... we could be of help there, and get things done. Or will they get done eve if we are trapped here?

Private to Horo (Um, don't think we'd want Ren to see this? ^^;;)

[jumbo_gal]

You have to face your feelings, otherwise you'll hide them forever and live a life wondering what would have happened if you had acted on them.

Well you go home, see people from the City but come back and they say they've never left. It's pretty weird, I guess what's meant to happen will happen, and we just have to accept it. Besides, I know you and Ren must be doing the best for your world.

Private to Risa (Ah! Fail, me, fail. Sorry, I'd just tagged Ren so my thoughts slipped)

[icyainu]

...you know, that's actually exactly the same I said to Ren on that curse day. Ha, I'm such a hypocrite.

Yeah, probably... Still, I can't help feeling a bit guilty.

Private to Horo (No worries dear. <3~)

[jumbo_gal]

Oh, really? Well it is true. I mean you've seen the mess I've went through with Otani, it took a long time to get where we were are now. You just have to keep trying. Doesn't seem to me like Ren would give up how he feels just because you don't quite reciprocate it yet.

That's because you get so involved with people you care about, because you're a good friend.

Private to Risa (aha... still, sorry for being a klutz.)

[icyainu]

Yeah... yeah. Thanks, Risa.

But is it so good after all, getting too involved in their lives?

Private to Risa (Well, I mess up at times too, so it's fine, it was just your turn ^^.)

[jumbo_gal]

No problem...I hope he comes back, since you'd miss him so much.

It just shows you care, nothing wrong with that.

Private to Risa (<3)

[icyainu]

Yeah. I'm sure he will.

...okay.