Back to reality! And some major changes....

[julili]

For those of you who didn't know, I had some visit here during the weekend and therefore the reason I have been very much absent (sorry to kitty, I am to send the beta I had ttly forgotten

Comments

[lao4eva]

Yes. Eat. Food good.

I want to have a H!P fanmeet! And a TVXQ fanmeet too!

[siutou_amy]

WOW
you left me with my jaw drop. xD
I dunno if to feel proud of you, or feel sad for the FF readers out there.

[julili]

fanfictions were taking over the fandom so I felt better to just stop. Bangy is so much more than mere sextoys for the imagination.... Let's see how well it goes... I bet is is gonna be like quitting smoking or heroin....

[onthethruway01]

I hope we can still chat. Good luck with everything!

[julili]

ofc we can still chat! I just won't be posting on your fics.

[onthethruway01]

that's cool....'cause you are awesome!

[tohosexy]

Waaaah I feel like you're abandoning me!! You don't think fanfic is "morally wrong" do you? I mean I understand if you think it's wrong for you, I just hope you don't think it's wrong in general.

The way I look at is is TVXQ aren't real people. I mean obviously they are, but their roles in the band are still "put on" in a sense. To sum it up, I think Yoochun Park is a real person, but Micky Yoochun is a fabrication. I describe this concept briefly in this video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yKOQXo6faCg

[julili]

I saw your vlog and I hear ya!

I do not think that fanfictions are morally wrong. Fanfictions are the sanest thing ever! I mean, you have this people that imply emotions onto you, sexual emotions being one seeing as fantasies about sex are human nature. To write about it gives you an outlet. I love fanfictions, I do.

The problem for me was that bangy had just become sexual beings, like all I could see them as was characters in yaoi stories. I did not start loving them for that, I love the music and their dork personalities.
I need to go on a fanfic lent, a long one. I need to cool down cus the stuff that goes around in my head when it comes to bangy is too disturbing. I have read to much disturbing things and it was destroying me and the fandom.

[tohosexy]

Well I definitely respect that point of view. I hope we still stay in touch! Are you going to read the new non-fic CT?

[julili]

Ofc we'll stay in touch! It is not like I am leaving the fandom completly!
I am so gonna read the revised version of CT, so looking forward to it after reading Jae's side story!

[chi_chun]

I respect you for this but in the same time sad, I was in shock when you told me face to face I didn't know how to react. Know I do, reading this it feels mor official sort of.
You brought me in to this PG fanfiction world, I didn't even knew Yaoi dongbang existed until you told me, I was all happy in fluff shounen-ai world kind of.
And in a weird weird way it feels like your leaving me >_< I said weird! With who I'm a going to spazz about couples know?, you're the ONLY one that understands that of the ppl I know and won't look at me weirdly. Excuse me while I go to my bed and cry! drama queen yeah!
How are you going to react when you see OT5 on Box in the Ship??? are you planing on being cool?? I'm going to ask appa to keep an eye on you on that part.

[julili]

Yah! I am leaving the fanfiction not the fanservice! Plus that the fanservice is something I cannot control!! I may be loads of things but stupid ain't one of them! As if I would close my eyes when there is fanservice being delivered!

But I am not leaving, you may still come to me and spazz couples!
It is amazing how we have corrupted each other through out the year we have been friends!