Fed up, fucked up and far from home!
Amy (my daughter in SA who has just turned 15) said to me today that there is a song which makes her think of me, I asked her which song it is, and she said it is Where'd you go by Fort Minor. (Lyrics below). If Cali wasn't lying asleep in her cot I swear I would just swallow every sleeping pill in this house and go to sleep forever. It would be
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I don't know all that has gone on with you and your family, but somehow I am CERTAIN you not being around would be the worst possible solution. Kids need their mother, friends need their friends, parents need their children, etc.
You have wonderful children and a new little one. You have to stay strong and positive...its OK to have breakdowns now and then to get all the crap out of your head.
It'll work out. Just take it one day at a time, its all you can do.
Hugs,
Kelly :)
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You being around meant as a response to you taking pills and not being around any more....
You'd be missed, Julie. Its not the answer.
I wish I could help you feel better about things. :(
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I guess things are just getting to me at the moment - giving up my gorgeous house and the life I have built up here to move to a TINY appartment in a 3rd-world country. Possibly going back to work and leaving Cali in day-care.
I guess I have always been in denial over how much my not being around affects Amber and Amy. My heart breaks evey day, just thinking about them and wanting to be with them - it just kills me that they are also hurting so much inside.
Think maybe I need to go back to the doctor and get some haooy pills!
(((HUGS))) back at you!!
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