This is not my beautiful LJ! This is not my beautiful F-list!

Nov 15, 2010 23:22

I figure while I'm still in a semi-sedated mood from coming off(???) a Klonapin withdrawal I suppose I should post some STUFF ( Read more... )

meds, tl;dr, ramble through the brambles, psa, my brain hates me, real life is weird

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frankincensy November 16 2010, 11:13:14 UTC
Messed-up medication is not fun; I hope getting back on track with the Klonopin helps.

Glad you're having fun on dA! I'm the other way around in that I barely look at dA any more... I just go there to clear out my inbox, search for figure references, and occasionally host drawings. But I can get a bit angsty about it when it seems like I'm posting entries and everyone's missing them ("what if they all hate me?" *eyeroll*), so I appreciate you explaining why you haven't been around. <3

(That was probably phrased terribly, but I'm trying to make myself comment more instead of shutting up for lack of the right thing to say.)

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bikerwalla November 17 2010, 14:43:48 UTC
I spent days shut in just unwilling to deal with other people even on the net, unable to bear the thought of explaining What's Really Wrong With Me yet again, and simplifying that into "Ha, I'm just being dramatic again", then hating myself for falling into the trap of using other people's expectations... It's more common than I thought it was (and that's the other effect of this, that I convinced myself no one else would understand my unique f*eduppedness).

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