I think it's fantastic that you're making these healthy changes for yourself and for the happiness and peace of your life. If your husband doesn't like it now, he will later when he feels the difference. With you feeling healthier and happier, he can only stand to benefit and grow himself. I love that you are recommitted to your yoga practice. Many blessings to you. :)
Namaste' Adam Thank you for your wise words and encouragement. I can already feel a difference in my body and personality (temperament, etc..) - and it feels great. I'm hoping he would recognize the same. Thank you for your support *hugs*
ya know. .i've been feeling the same way actually. and sometimes i just feel torn. . it's like i want to do my own thing, break away from the nightlife, the partying, etc. . .but then i start to feel lonely. . it's like a sad reality check that almost all the people i hang out with all the time would no longer be a part of my life if i made that decision. and it kind of leaves me. .well, alone. it's not that i don't have fun going out, but it's more like i know "there's more to life than thiiiiis" (must quote bjork. .haha). and as much as i don't mind being by myself, i hate to think that the "friendships" i've thought i've developed are. . well. .really not much of anything without going out and partying. i keep telling myself that i'm going to just walk away, do my own thing, be healthy (physically and mentally), and be happy with my decision, but i always end up back where i don't want to be (but end up having fun being
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Yea, this feeling has been lingering around me for a little while, but it just recently hit me like a brick to take action. It's predictable, like clockwork - I go out - have fun - drink - drink a little too much - smoke - smoke a little too much - and feel like crap the next day. I don't think I can put things off anymore - I just have to do it. I know what you mean about being alone though - if I didn't have Ryski, I would be really lonely. I'm using yoga and exercise as my clutch again - which is cool - cause after I exercise, or do yoga, I have no interest to pig out on food, smoke a cig, or have alcohol... kind of a natural way to sober myself? lol! seems to work for me though :)
I am so happy for you and your upcoming vacation! I can't wait to see you! Ry is probably going to gone (if not about to leave SD for Japan - for work) around that time. You're welcome to stay with us - I have work M-F, but we can do things afterwards :) let me know if that will work- yay! I'm so excited *hugs* hey, do you still have my contacts?
I'm not saying that you are, but I suddenly feel growing old fast because I feel somesort, that way about night life. hehe... it's amazing how I've learned about the stages of life, and as I look back, and see your blog, it feels like a fact.
Thanks Cons :) But gee, you're still a young'n! You are obviously well in tune with your emotions and feelings - which is great. Yea, you know this kind of feeling has come to me in stages before too. And maybe it won't be the last - perhaps it is just another wave (ripple) in the ocean of life :)
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Thank you for your wise words and encouragement. I can already feel a difference in my body and personality (temperament, etc..) - and it feels great. I'm hoping he would recognize the same. Thank you for your support *hugs*
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I'm using yoga and exercise as my clutch again - which is cool - cause after I exercise, or do yoga, I have no interest to pig out on food, smoke a cig, or have alcohol... kind of a natural way to sober myself? lol! seems to work for me though :)
I am so happy for you and your upcoming vacation! I can't wait to see you! Ry is probably going to gone (if not about to leave SD for Japan - for work) around that time. You're welcome to stay with us - I have work M-F, but we can do things afterwards :) let me know if that will work- yay! I'm so excited *hugs* hey, do you still have my contacts?
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I'm not saying that you are, but I suddenly feel growing old fast because I feel somesort, that way about night life. hehe... it's amazing how I've learned about the stages of life, and as I look back, and see your blog, it feels like a fact.
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Yea, you know this kind of feeling has come to me in stages before too. And maybe it won't be the last - perhaps it is just another wave (ripple) in the ocean of life :)
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