Someday I'll learn to accept the fact that I'll only ever be second best.

I will NEVER put a boyfriend in front of a best friend.
I will NEVER take advantage of someone.

Seriously changing my life focus.
Dropping 20lbs, getting a new car, getting my sleeve started, and focusing on being nicer to everyone.
Not letting my heart get broken again. I'm going to keep myself busy.
Leaving this site for some time. Bye.

Day 6. Accepted into the art program I applied to. Great plans for tomorrow.
Irony of it all? I'm miserable.

My life is nothing short of a roller coaster these days. I'm feeling like things need to be drastically changed. That may include leaving this journal behind. I don't know what I need to do just yet, but things are going to change.

Going to sleep is one of the hardest things to do when you're waiting for someone to say something.. anything.

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I have nothing to write about here anymore.
I'm in a weird place, I guess.
I feel like I want to do something with my writing in my livejournal that's more interesting, but I have no clue.
Ideas?

I'm laying on my bed and all I smell is your cologne. You haven't been around much lately.. so it's unexplainable. I just know it's giving me incredible comfort with where I'm at. I'm undeniably head over heels and I can't say it enough.

I have no idea what's going on with me anymore. I feel like the most fake and the most real person at the same time. I don't know myself anymore. I don't know what to do about it. I feel like I don't know anything. I'm lost in my own day dreams ( Read more... )